Posted by Jennifer (4.21.64.62) on August 30, 1999 at 17:09:17:
Finally! I found the rest of you... I knew I wasn't insane, I knew there were more like me! Finally, they can't keep us hidden, shushing us and saying "eat jalapenos" and "sit in a steamy shower". I'm not crazy now... I found you.
I've been in remission for 3 years.. the longest I've ever gone. My cycle used to be 1-1.5 years, now, 3 years later .. here i go again. :(((( I don't want to face this hell again. I can't. And I have 3-4 ugly weeks waiting for me. Y'all please don't desert me.. cuz the rest think I'm exagerating. The rest say, "oh, its just a migraine" And you can't describe the freight train you know is about to slam into the side of your head, and you can do nothing to move out of its path. After the pain subsides, with utter and complete dispair, you have to do it again. You have no choice. Thank you for being here.