Posted by Linda B (208.30.90.46) on August 15, 1999 at 22:39:44:
In Reply to: LECTURE 1042 - READ!!! posted by Barbara D. on August 15, 1999 at 13:43:49:
Dear Mom,
This is the whole reason I dropped my comment on OUCH. I was seeing I could not be myself. I felt I had to watch what I was saying or doing.
Well know more. I`m finding I can do more for all us CHer`s than I could do by keeping my mouth shut.I speak from the heart an out of madness sometime`s. This is why I chose to be just me. Know more faking it. Know moe not being me.
I`m an out spocken woman {or bitch which ever you like to see it.} Like it or not that`s who I am. Trying to please other`s was not getting me any where. But when I was just being me got alot more posative result`s. I wish the best for OUCH. I can see there is a clique forming. I dont like it. Just because I`m someone that as been on the board almost a year. I can see what other`s have been saying. I`m not cliquish I`m just heart and full of love. Sometime`s to trusting, but that`s my problem.
So mom take it or leave it. I have to be me
Hug`s to ya Mom
Linda