Posted by Amanda Best (216.164.7.103) on August 02, 1999 at 07:57:56:
Over the past 5 months i have suffered hundreds of 10's. Now I find myself often with ones and twos and I absolutly cannot take them.
These little mini-demons are driving me insane.
You would think that I would consider them a blessing.
What's wrong with me? I am loosing m mind!They are kind of like fingernails on a chalkboard to me. Does anyone else feel this way with the small ones as time goes by?
I think it must be that the depakote is wearing off. I cannot take a higher dose. The doctor wants to put me back on prednisone but that just gives me 5 days of relief and a slew of bad side effects!
I am falling apart. I want to take myself away but I am too afraid to travel. Anyone live in the countryside where i can get some sun and rest?
Anyone have any ideas as to how I can regain my sanity?
Help!
Amanda