Posted by pete (207.137.176.42) on June 26, 1999 at 02:15:12:
Its been a couple of years since the demon paid his visit with any great intensity. He would pop his head up but for reminder bouts now and then. I was begining to think that he was getting old and weak as the episodes were short and sweet, but ...... he's back!, with all his glory. I stumbled onto this web site while trying to get current information on the subject.
As I read guest book entries and postings, I began to cry... there are so many people out here that actually know what I am going through... I also felt kinka imbarassed since some of "us" have it alot worse than others. You people must be the strongest people on the planet. I have been able to get lots of info from this site, but I have noticed a "ratings" system. Is this a real system or individually estimated. I would like to know what what the scale is (1 being a simple hernia operation without pain relief, 15 being a jump off the 13th floor. more -but- someone knocking at the door... I think its him.....