Posted by Linda B on June 12, 1999 at 12:59:21:
Dear Rodney,
In case you do come back I hope you read this.
You are one angry man. You have tried to come in and hurt people on the board because your in pain. I hear your pain loud and clear.
I dont know how long ago you found out you have HIV. I can tell your still strong enough. If your working and able to get mad at people like us, then your lucker than you think.
A time will come when you hit full blown AID`S. When this happen`s your going to want someone to talk to. Your going to want someone to understand what it is your going though. When it hit`s the point you can not work. When you are not able to hide the sore`s or give anymore excusses. When you start to loss weight and look like a skelton. When your on steriod`s and you start to look unnatural. When you get sick an your laying in a bed of sweat throughing up all the time, your body ache`s to move. When all your so called friend`s turn their back on you. When you cant be around anyone that might be sick, because if you do it can be fatal to you. When your mind start`s to go and you dont know anyone around you when you start to hallucinate.
To you we do look like big baby`s that are whinning.
In your madness, whinning feel sorry for me act. Stricking out at other`s might make you think you feel better.
I have lost 2 people to AID`S. I have almost lost another. His been fighting it for over 16 year`s and he is still with me.
So yes I do hear your pain and if you ever need to talk drop me a e-mail.
Sorry I had to cut this short,but my computer is going down
Linda B