Posted by Rick B on June 10, 1999 at 13:01:40:
I just had my 6 month review at my new job. Because of the headaches I had to take a part time position. my review was flawless except for one point. I'm not dependable. I quit my last job because of the stress hoping that would relieve some of the headaches but it didn't. I have gotten a few headaches at work and have had to leave right away. I dont want my co-workers seeing me on the floor crying or banging my head against the wall. for this reason I cant be depended on an let me tell you it hurts. Life has gotten to the point that I cant even depend on myself to mow the lawn. I never know when the demon will appear so I have to go day to day. I've cut my income 60% have trouble with home life, see a doc every two weeks and now this. I'm tired and dont care anymore. It use to take effort to live a comfortable life now the walls seem insermountable. Its been three years and there have been no more then maybe 1 week without these stupid headaches. All the docs and specialist have opinions but no answers. Icant take it anymore How is one supposed to live a life like this?