Posted by Linda B on May 27, 1999 at 19:00:43:
I never thought about it till I read her post. I never would take my life. I wont let the demon win that easily. But death has never scared me. Well at least not my own. The more I thought about her post and her brother. I starting thinking I`m 37 right, ok we all know this.My mom is 56 and is alway`s telling me she need`s to do her will. Which I have all ready done.
She should feel out a living will. Which I have all ready done. She should organize picture`s and letter`s to her children just in case. Which I have all ready done. Still updating it all the time. She say`s she`s glad her children have their own family that way she doesnt have to worry. I all ready have it done. She say`s I really should go ahead and buy dad`s and mine funeral plan. Yes I have all ready done that one to. I have everthing organized. I have all detail`s taken care of. I know if I was to die tommarrow my children and family would go on. I have favorite recipe`s written down for them. I`m a cook that just throw`s this in an that in. I`ve cooked it for 27 year`s. I just want to make sure they know how to make their favorite food`s. There`s a pattern I never did see. Till I read Laura`s word`s. My children are my life. My life are my children. I will alway`s have them. One day long long time down the road I`ll have grandbaby`s to enjoy. What I want for them more than anything is to have a piece of mind. If CH is genetic. I dont want them to go through all the hell we have. This NPO. Which will happen by the way. Will give people like us a piece of mind. Just to know down the road we might have started it,but other`s will alway`s benifit from it.
Just blowing off some hot air. Man this lil Indian girl doesnt need any more vision quest...........LOL
Hug`s to each an everyone of you Linda