Posted by jeffm on May 23, 1999 at 09:08:11:
Hi everyone,sorry i've been gone so long.Times are tough
here right now and we had to have our ISP shut down for
awhile.Well i took my S.S.I. to the limit.I had my appeal
turned down.......Now what?????? Now i'm scared.....
real scared.....Theres hardly any money coming in,bills are
sky high,utilities are about to be shut off.....I just don't
know what to do anymore.I tried to take a small cash paying job,
but had to quit,or be fired.......you know how bosses are about
missing alot of work........which i do........because of the damn
CH's."Can't you just take some asprin?" Is the usual comment when i
ask to leave.........God this life really sucks!!! (hah! what life?)
But anyway i'm getting together some "things" to had over to my doctor
so he can help me recieve my SSI........(i have 1 appeal left,thats it!)
But i'm told it's a waste of time,once you are denied your first appeal,
i'm told it's all over......they just offer you one last appeal "to show good faith"
And to top it all off.........my ex-wife is suing for two years of back support.
Now i got the County on my ass and i can't even hold down a job!!!Do you think they
give a hoot if i get a "headache"?????.....So i'm asking for a little help
from everyone......would everyone who reads this please send me an e-mail describing
exactly what it is like trying to live with these damn things...........maybe then
my Doctors and the judges will know how tough it is to stop from "eating a barrel"
everytime we have one.........I could really use some from cronic sufferers,as that
is what i am.........yes they are back after 5.5 weeks of peace.....but please,
regardless if your chronic or episodic,please send me you stories so i can walk up
to the damn judge and say look,this is what it's like!!!This is why i want to die everyday!!!
I need some help..........please!!!!!!!......ANYONE??
I'm so tired
god help us
jeffm