Posted by RENEE on May 14, 1999 at 12:03:05:
I had my last cluster from August 98- November 98. When all medications were out of my system I was told I could try to start my family. This is something that has been postponed because of CH's. I was so happy to get pregnant in January. I carried the baby for 4 months and the baby died. I can't not help but wonder if there couldn't be a connection. I know something is not right with me. I wouldn't suffer so much pain with the headaches if I was healthy.
I am very sad to have another heartache to deal with. Of course most of my clusters start in fall. I fear what is instore for me. I would like to know if anyone else has been through this of knows of a possible link between the cluster and miscarriage. (medications, hormornes, lack of blood flow) I felt pretty good during the four months I was pregnant. I did have small signs of the headache here and there but nothing big.
I don't believe my OB doctor understands CH's. I feel I need to do some research on my own. If I can avoid this devasting pain of losing a child agian I will.
It makes me angry to suffer with clusters and people around me don't uderstand, now I also suffer with the loss of my first baby and again my friends and relatives don't understand. I am tired of feeling so alone in my pain and fears.