Posted by Yoke (213.84.28.202) on July 11, 2001 at 03:35:44:
Hi Dave,
thanks for your concern. I have been looking on the message baord but have not posted. The reason being I just do not know what I am feling. The job I did not get. My dislexie was not a problem CH was. It was a receptionist job at decota awiation. The problem was that I would be alown and no one there to take over I I had a CH. I also took a long traweltime bu bus appr.2 houers.
I have found a temporary job thoug as data entry at a hospital where my sister was head of outpatients. I now have to decide if I am willing to give up the sicness and unenploiment benifit I had build up. Strange system You try to work but are punnished for doing so. As I may have mentiond I stil have an ongoing contract with my old employer. They are supposed to help. In my last telephone conversation I got the distinct impresion that they did not take me seriosly and I mentiond this to the gentelman involved. He actually said how do you expect someone to employ you if you mention CH. I was realy Pissed off. I said if I had epilepsy I would be leagely obliged to inform them. As you can sea my emotions are playing on me an all the mistreetment I had experiensed came flowing back. This particular gentelman saw me for the first time right after a fulblown CH which I could not use Imigran for because I had no place where I could retreet. He saw that I had difficulty speaking and that my concentration was rock bottem. I finally told him that before he made anymore statments that he should get information about C damd H and if he managed to do that that he shoul check out what cronic meant and hung up.
I have been sow buisy with my self that I do not recolect your dreams. How are you coping and when are you going to see the doctors again?