Posted by Barbara (63.28.27.196) on August 19, 2000 at 22:44:17:
I just need to vent. Sorry! I've been iin this cycle of ch's for about 2 weeks now. Went to the doctor the other day and was give fiorecet. Helps a little. I was told today by my sister that all I do is feel sorry for myself and take too many pills. She has cancer. Put off going to the doctor until the tumor was the size of a grapefruit because she didn't want to deal with it. I have taken care of her through the different rounds and types of chemo. I have supported her financially and taken her into my home. She has nowhere else to go. I have sympathized with her through all of it. I can't express the hurt I feel. I have a husband, 2 children, take care of my 75 year old father and sister. Also work a full time job plus the duties of maintaining a household. What more can a person do? I'm having kip 8's, 9's and tens. The depression is so overwhelming I don't know if I can stand it. But somehow I always get through. Thanks for listening. Barbara