Posted by Jessica (208.25.62.45) on September 25, 1999 at 16:33:27:
just about 2 days ago during band my friend asked me if im going to clarinet sectionals and i told her i cant and she got mad at me and it's hard to keep your feelings inside when your mom is going through so much pain.You have to act happy so that your friends dont ask you whatss wrong and then you just bresk down and cry.She called me today wanting to talk so i did and then she got on that subject and i started bawling and told her that she doesn't know what im going through right now and she said she does but she really doesn't.sometimes i don't even want to go to school sometimes because i want to sstay home with my mom because i want to be there for her all day long. but i better go now so see ya!!
Jessica