Tough place to find yourself in. About 3 and a half years ago oxygen began to lose it's effectiveness at aborting for me. I had a demand valve so there was no issue with the delivery system, it just stopped working. A friend of mine on the board, Batch, suggested I try an anti inflammatory regimen which messed with my PH balance, making me less succeptible to attacks. In less then 36 hours the 02 was slaying the beast again. The cycle ended shortly thereafter, and I have been cycle free since. This regimen has been modified and is now referred to as "The Batch Regimen"

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It’s a vitamin/mineral/fish oil supplement, all over the counter stuff, that’s providing a lot of relief for people who have tried it, it’s healthy for you even without CH! Of those responding to the survey, well over 70% are showing great results, with many, like myself, going pain free.

Re-read this link just to be sure you're getting the maximum benefit from your 02:

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Hang in there, this condition is tough enough, not being made any easier for you with a family that doesn't get it. Hang in there.

Joe

Wow! I thought I had it tough with my family. I can't begin to imagine what its like to be chronic. I myself, have recently gone into remission. What kinda #'s are you having? Its my understanding that chronic sufferers have less intense attacks, but they are daily with the occassional "beast". I'm not chronic. When I get hits, they are 6 and above. Most of which are 8-10's.

My last hit was an 8, and it occurred on Thanksgiving. I had just arrived at my parents house at a full-blown 8. My mom (who is clueless about CH's) did all the things we DON'T want when are getting attacked: asking me dumb questions, touching me, and just being near me.

I know she is only concerned about me, but I had the feeling that she felt that I was faking. Once I sensed this, I just wanted to leave. I understand your pain(s), hell we all do. Please don't let these CH's take control of your life. I know, I know......that's really easy to say when you're in remission. We MUST remain as positive as possible because, that's all we got.

Bob, in the height of my cycles and being subjected to stupid comments.....yes I agree with you. However, when I regain my sanity, I must disagree with you. Would I like them to have a taste so they can truly understand.....of course. The problem is, they would have a 30 min- 1 hour attack and know that their "taste" is over. One can only grasp what its like to live with CH's by suffering 2-3 cycles. They would need the "fear" mental aspect of this ailment.

Through my experiences with them, I wouldn't wish these upon anyone.....including a sworn enemy. The pain is just too great for anyone to have to suffer.

trust me your mother would never feel that way. I have watched my husband for 12 years deal with these monsters currently immetrex inhaler 20mg take them away in about 5 mins. they are expensive, but to us worth their weight in gold.

Cheers for  the replys people I think I just needed to get it off my chest.

Bob Johnson wrote on Jan 10^th, 2013 at 8:19pm:


My clusters just recently started (November), and I am not one to just take off and "recreate" myself just yet, this is wonderful advice. I am currently searching for a job, but those close to me keep asking the question, "Could you actually do the work and hold a job in the condition your in?" It is as if they are trying to discourage me from living a normal life. However, they mean well.

I need to feel that I am in control of my life, and not that the clusters are controlling it. While we all need the support and understanding of others, we can't rely solely on that so-called "anchor."  Unless they have experienced the pain and fear we go through, they will never fully understand - and ending your life, as said above, will not benefit your at all. And if your family acts that way towards you, don't bother with them.

It sounds like you are thinking of ending your life simply as a way to send a message to your family, not because you are in chronic pain. If they aren't supportive at all and think you're being a "drama queen," I guarantee that message won't be received. Just separate yourself from them. It won't be easy, but it will be better for you in the end.

I have been a CH sufferer since my teens (am now 52) and my last cycle was the worst in my life, lasting from April 2012 to October 2012.

I was convinced I had gone chronic. I developed health issues from the Imitrex injections alone.

I became severely depressed and kinda did feel like it was not worth going on. I missed months of work, and the cocktail of drugs they had me on to try to end the cycle only made me a blithering idiot (moreso lol)

When the cycle finally DID end, I was a mess and borderline suicidal. I began seeing a mental health professional to deal with the depression, etc.

Even though those sessions had no physiological impact, they certainly helped keep me sane.

I cannot imagine what you are going through having lost any support from those who it should be assumed.

Look at the link I just posted about a new implant just OK'd in Europe. Maybe that can help, and at the least offer what you need most...hope.

Good luck