It's been about 10 years since I last posted here, although I have scanned and read many of the postings. As an old timer, if you don't remember me, I am/was episodic, usually getting hit in early fall for about 8 to 10 weeks before they finally faded into memory. When I was getting hit, the only thing that seemed to work was oxygen and cold air. I finally found a doctor who just listened to me and he gave me a very low dose (pediatric sized) of an SSRI. I started on Lexapro, but switched to citalopram a few years ago. Since going on them, I have not had a major hit (a few shadows here and there, but nothing compared to full blown head banging pain).
I'm writing this in an attempt to let you know that there is hope, there is a pain free life out there and that with persistence and a positive attitude - you can find what is going to work for you. I remember when I found this board, what a relief it was to find some people who knew what was happening to me, and could guide me with advice and encouragement. That was in 1991. My last episode was in 2001.
May you find peace and become pain free.
Domm