Greetings all! I posted earlier about the Cyberknife procedure, so this is really my 2nd post.
But anyway, I have been a CH'er for about 20 years now. I have always looked at this site (and found many interesting things here). But finally I decided to join, mainly to ask the Cyberknife question.
Going by the thing that tells us what we should do for our first post, I offer the following:
1. Symptoms - EXCRUCIATING pain in my left eye and temple area when The Beast attacks. Tearing and congestion, too. Cannot sit still. Usually when The Beast is upon me I find myself writhing in agony on the floor (at work or other public places) or my bed (when at home), until the Imitrex injection kicks The Beast's a$$. After that is usually a Lortab 10 to deal with the after-pain, where it just feels like someone has simultaneously pounded on my head with a sledgehammer and ripped the left side of my face off. Before I developed this malady, I could never have imagined that pain that bad could exist! Duration: the shortest one was about an hour; the longest one was 8 hours (pre-Imitrex days, obviously). The average duration of a single attack is about 2 hours (provided I don't kill it with the 'Trex). A typical cycle lasts from 2 to 5 months, but I think I may be goinbg chronic
2. How long have I had clusters? 20 years. They started in my last year of college and did not help my GPA at all. Sadly, this was before Imitrex injections were available in the USA. Imitrex injections were a Godsend (albeit an expensive one)!
3. Am I episodic or chronic? Episodic going on chronic (I think). My neuro, a headache only doctor, says I am the worst case of Episodic CH he has ever seen. Currently this has been going on for several months. Went hrough a "mild" spell for a awhile but The Beast is really cranking up now. Perhaps he senses his demise from the Cyberknife???
4. What meds have I tried? Here comes the lengthy part, and not necessarily in chronological order:
a. Imitrex injections (the only abortive that provides relief 100% of the time);
b. Imitrex tablets (only worked about 1/3 of the time);
c. Imitrex nasal spray (only worked about 1/2 the time);
d. depakote - hated the side effects, did not work;
e. dopeamax, er, I mean Topamax - doped me up real bad, did not use it for long);
f. Baclofen - didn't work, made me kind of "dopey";
g. Cefergot - didn't work;
h. Ergotamine medihaler - didn't work, more often than not made the CH worse;
i. Lidocaine 4% topical solution up the left nostril - no help;
j. Lidocain 4% topical gel (yes, gel) up the nose - no help;
k. Midrin - a joke if ever there was one!;
l. Bellergal-S tabs - no help;
m. Fiorinal -no help;
n. Fioricet - no help;
o. numerous narcotics that are poor as abortives, but good for the "after-pain" and "shadows";
p. DHE 45 i.v. treatment in hospital - no help;
q. Verapamil as preventive - little help there;
r. Lyrica as "cycle-breaker" and later as preventive - little help. Note - getting off that stuff was AWFUL! My whole body hurt for a couple of weeks after I titrated off it. Most unpleasant withdrawal symptoms;
s. Oxygen - little to no help
t. - zz. I'm sure I'm forgetting a few of the others I tried.
5. What works for me? Imitrex injections is the only abortive that works for me 100% of the time. Now if it would just get rid of ALL the pain, I wouldn't need any pain meds. Preventives? I can't honestly say that they have really worked for me.
Other information:
I am so happy that this site exists! Without it, and all the good people here, I very well might have self-terminnated
by now.
As to the shroom and/or LSD/LSA thing, my job prevents me from doing anything illegal. Otherwise I might give it a go - it seems better than frying the 5th cranial nerve (the bastard named "Trigeminal Nerve") with radiation. But losing my job and/or jail time? I don't think so! Now if we could just get the federal and state governments tp lay off of us and leave those things alone, well, yes, I would be HAPPY to try the shrooms! But alas! My world is not structured so! But if any of you clusterbuster people want to try to convince me to go that route and could help me to do so, well, give it your best shot.
Parting comments - thanks to the creator(s) of this website! What a wonderful thing you have done here! A place where the people actually UNDERSTAND what this $#@! is like to live with, and where we can share our experiences fighting The Beast!. Peace and Blessings upon you all!
If I have the Cyberknife procedure (it's in the Insurance Company's hands now), I will let y'all know the results. Also, if any of you know anything about it, or have had the procedure, please let me know the results. I gather it's very similar (in principle) to the dreaded Gamma Knife Radiosurgery (a/k/a "GKRS") At any rate, please pray for me to make the right decision, and that everything works out OK! As a matter of fact, we should all pray for one another! Excepting, of course the atheists among us. I wouldn't want anyone praying to an Entity they don't believe in!
Sorry for the length of this post, and thanks for your reading it. Thanks again to all for this great site and the advice and understanding available here! God Bless all of You!
Neal