Inside I'm shaking
can feel myself breaking.
Loosing grip of all I once knew.
Day by day,
I fight my way,
through the darkness inside.
No way out of this hell,
trapped here I'm just swell.
Slowly loosing what's left of my mind.
A smile pasted on my face.
Trying to cover up the empty place,
that used to be my heart.
Tired all the time,
with no cause, reason, or rhyme.
Floating like a ghost down the hall.
Pretending I'm all right,
when every single night,
I just break down and try to cry.
Feeling oh so cold,
knowing that I'm quickly growing old.
Even if it's only just inside.
Giving up on all I love,
smiling at every kick and shove.
Glad to feel some thing at all.
Freezing in my skin,
must have done an evil sin,
to be punished in this way.
Gods and goddesses show me how,
where are you when I need you now?
Gone and left me so alone.
Inside I'm shaking
can feel myself breaking.
Loosing grip of all I once knew.
Day by day,
I fight my way,
through the darkness inside.

Felicia

A place in my head,
as dark as in my heart.
Wanting to be dead,
that's just the start.
Empty inside, dying alone.
Never understanding why.
I'm on my own.
Tears I cry,
as red as blood.
Uncaring about anything,
lost in life's flood.
Death's bells ring,
inside my dead heart.
I left my body to watch myself,
slowly fall completely apart.

Head And HeartA place in my head,
as dark as in my heart.
Wanting to be dead,
that's just the start.
Empty inside, dying alone.
Never understanding why.
I'm on my own.
Tears I cry,
as red as blood.
Uncaring about anything,
lost in life's flood.
Death's bells ring,
inside my dead heart.
I left my body to watch myself,
slowly fall completely apart.

Head And Heart

Felicia