Whatever you do, don't give up. Fight it. Keep looking for O2. We are all alongside you and know only too well whats happening to you right now.

Are to trying very strong coffee, sip all day. Taurine drinks. They can take the edge of the high level pain. Hot towels on your face can also give a sense of relief. If not ice packs on the back of your neck.

Have you friends and family who you can call on to help you even if its only to talk in PF times or to be around.

Keep coming back here. There are lots of people who can help you with advice, support and encouragement. You can get control of clusters.

My thoughts are with you.

Ellick.

So sorry to hear it. I have had my share of empty doc visits. Suffer for almost 20 years (started at 10, almost 30 now), they don't always get worse. I had to, at one time~ prolly the same circumstance as you. No funds and red tipped bills slammin every mail delivery. I readied potholders next to the sink for dabbing with water and tossing into the microwave. As hot as I could handle it I placed it on my temple, didn't even let it cool much, had to keep tossing it back in and apply. Seemed to take away alot of the intense pain.
Tossed every fragrant cleanser, detergent, hairspray etc..out with the trash. Even if I didn't think it was a trigger. I basically leveled my home to a zero zone. No triggers of any kind if I could. Out with the chocolates, coffee, colas, msg foods, no make up, no lotions, no dyes of any kind. Which being poor, was easier than I had thought.
Did the water x3, did produce small help, more as I continued to use it. I took advil routinely, even if I wasn't hurting at the time for a period of two weeks. Along with milk thistle to help the liver from all pills. It made it bearable, till things got back in my control.
Stress, although not always avoidable, I truely believe fuels the beast. And best thing I can recommend is elimanate the triggers, use mulitple 'little helpers' to tackle the big guy destroying the stress induced attacks.
I hope this helps a bit.

    Hang in there,  failure is not an option!  You are not alone and can handle it,  if you need help or support we are here just let us know.
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  Phil

There's no reason why a welder's place shouldn't sell you a tank, and they can outfit it with a regulator for you. Tell them you do art. The reg I bought is a Uniweld RUH8210. With a short length of brass fitting and a small valve it works like a charm. Bat your eyes at the guy if need be.

IF THAT DOESN'T WORK: and Carl's friend for any reason isn't able to help you.... if you can possibly get yourself over here to LA (in a car of course) I will take you to a place that will set you up. It'll cost you about $300 but you'll then have your own 80 cubic foot tank and the proper accessories (you'll need to find your own rebreather masks elswhere, easy to do online). PM me if you want to discuss this more.

Mainly.... hang in there! You're among friends and colleagues here and we all want to help. We know what you're going through because we live it too.

Let me know if I can help.
David

thank you so much everyone, i got hit with a bad one last night and didnt know where to turn, im glad this site is here, but im so sorry that we all have to suffer, i used the links for the rx help, mabe ill get lucky and qualify, the doc i last saw said o2 was too dangerous and that it doesnt work for most, but from what ive read on here thats not true, he also said that it would cost me more than the imitrex, but i dont see how that could be true either....so tomarro ill try one more time to get an rx and go from there, if that dont work ill take up that offer on help with the welders o2....thanks again everone, you guys are the only ones who understand....theyre not just headaches

There is little for me to add that hasn't been put here already.  One coping mechanism I use is:

Live life to the fullest between CH hits.  If you live in fear of the next one, you won't have much of a life and will have given in to the "beast".

Wishing you the best,

Ray

I know this sounds cliche, but really keep your head up.   I've been there before.  In a bad cycle, no sight in end, no or low income, no insurance, mounting expenses and the weight of the world on your shoulders. 

I am really surprised your doctor can't get you a RX for Oxygen.  Even if the insurance says no, the doctor can usually intervene and state that it is necessary for treatment and no alternative is available.  You could try a different doctor with a fresh approach or perhaps see a neurologist as they may have more pull or other treatment options. 

Has your doctor tried any preventative medicines?  Imitrex and O2 are both abortives, and though very important, not a long term solution.  There is a cost associated with them and they just don't do the trick long term.  Imitrex especially with rebound headaches, ridiculous cost, etc.  For me, and a lot of people, prednisolne as an intermediary and verapamil as a long term preventative are highly effective.  They are also MUCH less expensive.  For me, once I get it to kick in, I can get away with 1 verapamil pill per day, and with my insurance it costs me $4 per month.  I have received confilicting information about imitrex being available in generic form in the US, but it's supposed to be, and is available internationally.  It was really cheap in Mexico when I was there last March and somewhat cheaper in Canada.  Maybe a road trip south of the border is in order for a stock of Imitrex.

As long as you get an O2 presciption you should be able to find some relief with it's cost.  Take the RX directly to the supplier and bypass your insurance.  I have great insurance and I do this because it ends up being cheaper over the course of a year than using the insurance.  Call around to different medical suppliers that sell O2.  Ask to speak with the manager, and explain your situation to him/her.  I found 4 out 5 were willing to make deals with me and 3 offered before I had a chance to ask.  I bought a regulator online and had 1 small tank.  I got a mask and hose, etc. through contacts here.  I then bought a bigger tank (for home... smaller for travel) from the supplier offering me the best deal.  I had to spend some out of pocket money, but it wasn't that bad.  Now, when I need a refill I drive the tank(s) to the supplier myself (they wont do the deal if they have to come to my home) and paty them on the spot for a refill.  They charge less not using insurance and cut even more of a deal because I asked, am willing to drive the tank to them and pay up front/regularly/etc.  I think you should try this as a short term abortive solution and look to your doctor for other medicine options.

As to your question... it gets about this bad.  The worst time ever for me was being in a cycle with little money, little help, little support and no insurance.  The support of people here and others in my life helped so much, and I was able to find alternative solutions to things.  I also found a program (NextRX) to get my meds cheaper, and I made it through, regrouped and built my life back up.  I prepared for the next cycle and it wasn't so bad.  The headaches are never good, but as you learn to cope and deal with them they become very managable, and life gets better.  I don't think you have anywhere to go but up, so that's the bright side.

You might also want to head over to clusterbusters as that might be able to help you, cheaply, for a long period of time.

If you see a Dr and he won't give you O2  DON'T PAY HIM!!!!  Tell him that if he tries to bill you after not giving you THE Most effective and cheapest abortive that you will file a malpractace suit against him! Because the idiot obviously doesn't have a freaking clue!  Tell him that you are sure a few cluster sufferers on the stand will no doubt show his incompetence and that pain and fricking suffering would be a sinch to prove!

Good job Steve!

Posts like yours are what justify this site Steve!

Joe

Christeenam,
Do you know any iron workers? If you explain to em what you are going through. I just bet one will come up with a bottle of O2 for ya. Just a thought.
Jim