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Cluster Headache Help and Support >> Cluster Headache Specific >> Help me please... before I end it. http://www.clusterheadaches.com/cgi-bin/yabb2/YaBB.pl?num=1349771553 Message started by Imagentry on Oct 9th, 2012 at 4:32am |
Title: Help me please... before I end it. Post by Imagentry on Oct 9th, 2012 at 4:32am
Hi my name is Eddie. I am 29, male, and living with ch (if you can call it living Cry). I have been diagnosed by Diamond Headache Clinic in Chicago, IL in 2005. I also get migraine headaches, which pale in comparison. I recently started a new episode, which I fear may have switched from episodic to chronic. I have had one episode last longer but that was years ago, I am trying to remain upbeat and hopeful. I recently started seeing a new neurologist. I do not have heath insurance and have applied for assisted care from the local hospital, but in the mean time I am in the midst and without. I am currently on Verapamil (160mg) and Topamax (125mg) nightly. So far not much has changed. I have been on these medications for over a month now with little change. I am at four to five attacks per day and they are the worst they have ever been. In the past 7 weeks I have been in the ER for pain control 8 times. Earlier today I called the on-call neurologist and it happened to my doctor. He said he was instructing the ER not to give me the pain injection anymore. What should I do?
I am allergic to: Imitrex, Zomig, DHE, and Celebrex. O2 treatments have been ineffective. Other abortive meds/treatment I have tried: Maxalt, Midrin, Treximet (allergy; Imitrex), O2, 2% Lidocaine Nasal, Cafergot Other Rx: Vivactil, Idomethacin, Depakote, Prednasone, OTC Meds: Excedrin Migraine, Tylenol, (other NSAIDS, but proven pointless) There could be more but at this point I can't remember. In the last move I lost my CH binder and all the info it contained. I have been doing my best to reconstruct the binder but it has been a challenge. I am in desperate need of an effective means of pain control until we can get this under control. I am not looking for a long term narcotic fix, but at this point they are the only thing that lessen the pain, and I cannot live with this anymore. I'm about to end it myself. I am well aware of the throws of addiction as my aunt is a crack cocaine addict and my mother made my siblings and I attend the family classes. If anyone has any recommendations based on their experiences please please please let me know. I beg you. Please email me directly if it contains any person or sensitive information you wish to remain private. |
Title: Re: Help me please... before I end it. Post by Kevin_M on Oct 9th, 2012 at 6:52am
There is a mention of verapamil in the first paragraph, but not any level that can help prevent.
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As Mike alludes to with oxygen, it may not be that preventives and abortives are not working, but in how you use them. For instance, the 160mg verapamil is an introduction to your system, this may be why nothing has changed, it needed to be altered over that month. It should be gradually increased by your doctor until it can have an effect on your clusters. Getting gradually to 480mg/day may be a tremendous help. Quote:
Mike's questions are important here. Describe your oxygen experience, it would be good to hold onto this equipment. Proper mask and flow? |
Title: Re: Help me please... before I end it. Post by japanzaman on Oct 9th, 2012 at 9:03am
Verapamil at a higher dosage, or lithium could be a way to go. It sounds like you are experiencing a really nasty cycle, and I for one can sympathize. There are other less legal routes you can take that have worked for many (clusterbusters). I also recommend you take a look at Batch's vitamin D3 regimen. It may not stop all the headaches, but it could reduce the amount and intensity.
Try to hang in there- this cycle could end any day. |
Title: Re: Help me please... before I end it. Post by Guiseppi on Oct 9th, 2012 at 10:28am
I'm with Japan man. Go to the meds section and read the post titled 123 pain free days and I think I know why. A daily vitamin routine that's helping many. Then go to clusterbusters.com and learn how people are getting their lives back through less traditional medicine.
Joe |
Title: Re: Help me please... before I end it. Post by LasVegas on Oct 9th, 2012 at 1:40pm
Eddie,
Your photo looks like you and your woman are happy together, based on her alone, don't end it! We here understand your pain, emotionally, physically and financially. Many of us here, includingh myself, have gone through cycles without health insurance. It's not easy but can be done! Ever slam an 8 ounce can of Redbull, Rockstar, Monster energy drink at onset of an attack? It helps for many to abort attacks and/or lessen the pain intensity. Got a bag of ice or frozen peas? Might consider applying it to your eye, temple and neck for some relief. My guess is your o2 experience was lacking because of how you were using it and what you were using. As requested above from others, please describe what you are using and how you are using it. Just to cut to the chase...you can obtain welders o2 TODAY without a prescription/need for health insurance. You can obtain a NON-rebreather mask called the Optimask from the CH.com store, take about 2 days for shipping, order from the yellow tab on left side of your screen. You will need a regulator that will properly fit your o2 tank, it must be a high flow rate to support hyperventilation for fast aborts. you can order one custom made from Flotec in Indianapolis, you can get a welders regulator TODAY from a nearby store called Harbor Freight Tools. Your Verapamil dosage is extremely low for CH's and it's not of benefit to you, so you may consider speaking with your doctor about increasing the dosage, by ALOT! Many of us take over 480mg daily during cycle. Did the Prednisone help you in the past? If you get a Verap script for 480mg, get a script for Pred to go with it. Pred alone is not worth it, as Pred is designed as a transitional med to provide relief while the Verapamil (preventative med) is in the process of titrating your blood to therapeutic levels, often 10 to 14 days; hence the Pred taper of 10 to 14 days. What makes you think you're going chronic? FYI....there is nothing you can do about going chronic or remaining episodic, except wait at least one full year of cycle before determining...so why waste your emotional energy on the unknown? Regardless, you will need a good preventative treatment and many here on this site can be of assistance with their stories and recommendations. "to each his own." Hang Tough! ;) -Gregg in Las Vegas |
Title: Re: Help me please... before I end it. Post by Imagentry on Oct 9th, 2012 at 1:51pm
Thanks everyone for the grand advice. I am taking it very much to heart. I have used O2 in the past with little to no success. I am familiar with the non-rebreather mask and 100% high-flow starting at 12-15 lpm and up to 22-26 lpm. The problem is that I cannot stand the pain while we figure out how to control them. I am literally at the end of my rope. Going to the ER was my last line of defense for pain control and now that is gone. I just don't know what to do. It's like my neurologist just said. "Live with it."
I'm not just looking for a narcotic fix or sympathy from people. I am literally out of options. |
Title: Re: Help me please... before I end it. Post by Guiseppi on Oct 9th, 2012 at 1:55pm
Then PLEASE visit clusterbusters.com. not a bunch of crazy doper's but people just like you. People with a shitty condition that often wont respond to traditional medicine. Nothing to lose and a life to get back.
Joe |
Title: Re: Help me please... before I end it. Post by ClusterEd on Oct 10th, 2012 at 7:24am
I have actually read a little bit about this and I have read that there is an actually compound out there that is viable and it works the same way as the hallucinogenic forms of the drugs referenced,and it was engineered and it had the tripping agents removed for cluster headaches but the patents expired and no drug companies want to pick up the patents because they can make more money off less effective treatments.
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