I know they call them suicide head achs and i dont belive in suicide and understand why we feel that way but hang in there i was lost with these things for years and feel alot better finding this site and postings and different options and ideas...and alot of these posting from some of you are exactly what we all experience....WE have to give thanks to our families for understanding and supporting us in the dark times......or the times i like to call time traveling.....becouse i go into the dark bathroom at the start of one and come out and it's 20 minutes to and hour and half later...and only seems like minutes some times when it's much longer but the most painful minutes of my life........