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(Message started by: taraann on Jul 1st, 2003, 5:34am)

Title: Ramling on...and on...and on...
Post by taraann on Jul 1st, 2003, 5:34am
Well I just wanted to babble a bit.  You are a wonderful, amazing, brave, strong, intelligent, and funny group of people!  I just read in awe the things you all post.  Sometimes I laugh, but lately mostly I cry.  I wish all of you didn't have to go through this suffering and frustration, it's just f*cking NOT FAIR but before one of you says it I will....."Who ever said Life was Fair right?!"
I am so fed up with these damn headaches ruining my nights and days.  It's summertime damn it and I want to enjoy the sun and the beach and the activities.  I am so TIRED of being TIRED.  I want more than 2 and a half hours of sleep at night.  Damn would I be in heaven if I got 5 hrs straight.  I've been putting off calling my doctor to try a new med but I don't want to go to the doctors again.  But I will be throwing in my hat today and calling him.  I had almost 6 months of no meds no ER no pain, that is just a tease...like the ha is saying "ya see this is what your life could be like, but guess what IT'S NOT"
You all are an amazing bunch I know I said that but your support of eachother is just amazing.  When I am at this site my heart just bleeds for all of you, this is a wonderful place and I'm so glad I found it, I just wish we didn't need to have it in the first place.

Love and PF days and nights to you all,
Tara Ann

Title: Re: Ramling on...and on...and on...
Post by suzy617 on Jul 1st, 2003, 6:03am
TaraAnn,
Keep up your fight girl and just remember it WILL end and you WILL be pf once again. It does get us all down and depressed when hit plus lack of sleep makes you feel like a completely different person. Please do go back to the dr., maybe there is something you havent tried yet that will help.
Remember, the beast NEVER wins!
Wishing you pfdans,
Suzy

Title: Re: Ramling on...and on...and on...
Post by Ree on Jul 1st, 2003, 7:23am
Heyyyyyyyyy How are those CHICKEN POX???? I was thinking about you.... sorry you are hurting emotionally as well as physically... it will get better I promise... Ree

Title: Re: Ramling on...and on...and on...
Post by ZAIRA on Jul 1st, 2003, 8:07am

Hello Ann, I sent you a private message!

Zaira

Title: Re: Ramling on...and on...and on...
Post by cootie on Jul 1st, 2003, 10:40am
Hopefully you'll be enjoyin the beach soon and livein large taraann and be PF......am wishin that for ya !!! Be glad ya didn't get monkey pox Pam  ;D

Title: Re: Ramling on...and on...and on...
Post by oringkid on Jul 1st, 2003, 10:52am
Sorry you are hitting the wall (hope not literally).  But you will get a break.  

Have you tried the Dramamine?  Get the regular formula, not the non-drowsy.  It might help you get some sleep.  And that, in itself will make a BIG difference in how you feel.

Don't let this crap keep you from doing things!!  Do them!  So you either rock on the side lines and educate others on ch for an hour or if you do the imitrex, you give yourself a shot on the sidelines and get right back into the fun in 5 or 10 minutes!  Don't NOT go!

That is how you really fight the beast.  By not letting it have the satisfaction of disrupting your life!

Never give up, never surrender.

Sherry

Title: Re: Ramling on...and on...and on...
Post by Live4Fun on Jul 1st, 2003, 11:16am
What Sherry said!!!! Never let the beast win, NEVER! It's your life, you do what you want, he'll try to defeat you but he never will.

Keep fightin' the good fight TaraAnn!

PFDAN Vibes your way,

Bryan

Title: Re: Ramling on...and on...and on...
Post by Mark C on Jul 1st, 2003, 3:37pm
Nice vent......keep it up!
 ;D   ;D

Title: Re: Ramling on...and on...and on...
Post by taraann on Jul 1st, 2003, 10:03pm
Thanks I was just feeling down and frustrated when I posted....I'm not so down now.  I'm working on a good ch right now so I'm gonna make this quick....thank you.

Oh and btw no chicken pox......mustve been an allergic reaction to something...i dont know what yet....she was covered head to toe though with that rash....even the bottoms of her feet for 3.5 days!!!

Well I g2g to do what I don't know maybe walk around outside or go swing in my new swing inside our screen house......

Tara Ann who is push push pushing through the pain



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