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(Message started by: Ride_the_Lightning on Jun 27^th, 2003, 7:30am)

Title: the vent your frustration thread
Post by Ride_the_Lightning on Jun 27^th, 2003, 7:30am

once upon a time, in a village far far away, there was a man called clus terr, he decided one day to take a walk down the litle pathway that ran along the sid of a beautifull river near the village, and ten he bumped into me and i kickedthe shit out of him until he died./.AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRGh
i hate this shit i cant anymore....somoen is trying to hoover my eye out of its socket...i wish i could rip the side of my face off

Title: Re: the vent your frustration thread
Post by Edna on Jun 27^th, 2003, 10:09am

Hey ride.........

Interesting story you got there, just remember to keep on kicking.....it does end

And vent all you need to here, that's what most of us here are around to help you with!!!!!!!!

And those that aren't.......well, just don't pay too much attention to them anyway. ;)

Hope your pf moments increase as the pain fades,
EDNA

Title: Re: the vent your frustration thread
Post by CathiP on Jun 27^th, 2003, 11:39am

Awww, Ride, I am so sorry you are nearing the end of your rope....please remember, when you get near that end, tie a knot in the rope and keep on fighting. There are many in that same situation right now...you are NOT alone, and you're not alone where it comes to help.
NOTHING.....repeat NOTHING is worse than giving the beast that satisfaction!! Keep posting here, keep looking for YOUR solution, and those here will keep sending vibes and encouragement your way.
Hang in Ride......it WILL end......and life is GOOD!
Cathi

Title: Re: the vent your frustration thread
Post by NotH20 on Jun 27^th, 2003, 1:21pm

Ditto to way CathiP said...don't you let the Beast win this battle - you are much stronger than that.

Stay here, vent all you want....we're here to listen...

Mia

Title: Re: the vent your frustration thread
Post by Elaine on Jun 27^th, 2003, 1:33pm

We all hate it, just remember your not fighting it alone.
You have others prying for death durning a cluter and feeling the same things you are. Just look at us all we made it and you can to. Thank Goodness God don't answer ALL prayers ;-)!
You will find your answer, and you can now.

Title: Re: the vent your frustration thread
Post by don on Jun 27^th, 2003, 2:07pm

Yeah! Lets all jump in and help Ride kick the shit out if him. When we are done we toss the bastard into the "beautiful river" so the crabs can devour him.

And then .....and then (heavy breathing) we scoop out the bones and crush them into a pile. Then , then ., then, we put the pile into the dog shit heap at the pound and after that we...........sometimes I scare myself.

The End

Fight on Ride! You aint fightin alone no more!

Title: Re: the vent your frustration thread
Post by NotH20 on Jun 27^th, 2003, 2:38pm

I'm exhausted Don - now what? ;)

Mia

Title: Re: the vent your frustration thread
Post by fubar on Jun 27^th, 2003, 2:39pm

I took that walk for 18 months before I found help. No I am virtually pain-free. I haven't even had to break the O2 out in weeks. If I didn't know better, I'd think I was out of cycle, but I know better. Every time I miss a dose the shadows quickly return to remind me to be diligent in taking my meds.

My point is, you can survive this. I went through 18 horrendous months of pain. My life fell apart and I had to quit working. I was worthless. Now that my neurologist has put me on verapamil and lithium, the cluster pain is a memory. I have started to live again. I never thought this would happen. I came very close to ending my suffering in a very ugly way, but alas, I discovered there are some things I can't do, thank God. Now I feel foolish for ever having considered that option, since if I had known I could actually find medication that would help, it would never have been considered at all.

Hang in there. It may take a while to find help, but know there is help. Your rope is a lot longer than you think, and the world looks a lot different once your out of the woods. Don't lose hope.

-Fu

Title: Re: the vent your frustration thread
Post by CathiP on Jun 27^th, 2003, 3:15pm

Shawn- That was beautiful. I am so happy that things are better for you. Please continue to share.

LONG LIVE FU- PF, and LIVING Life to the fullest!!

Cathi ;D

Title: Re: the vent your frustration thread
Post by cootie on Jun 27^th, 2003, 3:36pm

Dam...hang in there Ride...tamarrow is nuther day and hopefully PF for you ! Ride the big one Pam

Title: Re: the vent your frustration thread
Post by cathy on Jun 27^th, 2003, 3:47pm

Hi Ride_the_Lightening...vent away...you will come out of this okay, sorry your going through it soooo bad.. :'(

Sending you PF vibes...

Cathy :)

Title: Re: the vent your frustration thread
Post by Big_Dan on Jun 27^th, 2003, 3:53pm

... if a clusterheadache came in human form....

... I'd do things to it that would make Satan himself cringe...

-Big Dan

Title: Re: the vent your frustration thread
Post by juvy on Jul 2^nd, 2003, 9:41am

on 06/27/03 at 14:07:30, don wrote:

And then .....and then (heavy breathing) we scoop out the bones and crush them into a pile. Then , then ., then, we put the pile into the dog shit heap at the pound and after that we...........sometimes I scare myself.

Don you're scaring the rest of too, remind me to never EVER piss you off. :P

*Helps Ride kick the hell out of the beast* Hang in there and email me if you need anything.

~Juvy