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(Message started by: Carl_D on Feb 23rd, 2004, 11:06pm)

Title: CH inspired songs I'd like to share with you all
Post by Carl_D on Feb 23rd, 2004, 11:06pm
One way I vent is to write. Oftentimes I can say in a song, a post or email things I just can't say to people who don't understand. To make light of it, I guess you could say I suffer for my art.

Angry Shadows

There’s a demon in my head, won’t give me no rest
Digging in deeper, with this curse I am blessed
I wake up screaming, as my body goes numb
Another hour in hell, another day undone

ANGRY SHADOWS that fade into black
Waiting for the next attack
ANGRY SHADOWS, demons left behind
Unspeakable memories of anguish undefined

The real me is hidden behind this tortured man
What’s left to say, when you don’t even understand?
Since the days of my youth, I’ve known this pain
Drives some to their death, drives some insane

ANGRY SHADOWS that fade into black
Waiting for the next attack
ANGRY SHADOWS, demons left behind
Unspeakable memories of anguish undefined

Cursed with angry shadows that fed
On the diseased expectation left unsaid
Cursed with lightning striking my eye
Unseen forces, unknown, undead – alive

Drag around this ball and chain
Naked in the acid rain
Wish I never knew your name
Wish I never knew your pain

Title: And another Song
Post by Carl_D on Feb 23rd, 2004, 11:09pm
Prodrome

You can see it coming on
You can see it in my eyes
You know before I do
Before I can feel this

Pressure in my veins
Terror in my eyes
Crushing in my head
Pounding in my chest

When I’m all alone
There’s no knowing when
Subtle, fast, suddenly
Tingling in my face

Smashing, Crashing, thrashing, Pounding
Tearing, ripping, hammering me
You knew this was coming
But you could never know this

Pressure in my veins
Slowly pumping harder
Torture in my head
Burning hotter every time

You can see it coming on
You can see it in my eyes
You know I am moments
From pleading to die

Please let me die

Title: and yet another...
Post by Carl_D on Feb 23rd, 2004, 11:10pm
Headriot

I cannot bear this cross
My soul is turned and tossed
My pain is greater than you could ever imagine

I hear the clock tick
Those precious minutes away
Until I am once again a slave of this madness

Fighting the unseen, Fighting the beast
A war within that will never cease

So hard to count the loss
When my sanity is the cost
And the prayer sent returns with postage due

Once more I break
But hide for your sake
The solemn hour reserved for my abuse

Fighting the unseen, fighting the beast
A war within that’ll never cease
Bringing me to my knees
Pounding my head from this disease

See the fire in my eyes
Reflecting the inferno in my mind
See the hatred in my eyes
For the lost years left behind

How can I run? How can I hide?
When you are here, deep inside
Is there no hope? What is left?
Day after day, torn in the rift

Fighting the unseen, fighting the beast
The riot in my head will never cease

CD   12/16/03    

Title: Re: CH inspired songs I'd like to share with you a
Post by Ree on Feb 23rd, 2004, 11:14pm
nice work Carl... sad~~ but I can feel the pain of those great songs... sorry that you have to deal with that buddy but you have definately found a good avenue to take with your inspiration that the CH attacks bring to you.  One way to say in your face BEAST~~~ Good for you......love  ree

Title: Re: CH inspired songs I'd like to share with you a
Post by sandie99 on Feb 24th, 2004, 5:43am
Carl,

when can we hear these songs?


Best wishes & PFdays,
sandie99

Title: Re: CH inspired songs I'd like to share with you a
Post by Opus on Feb 24th, 2004, 7:45am
Carl,
  Good work, I hope you don't mind but I sang these songs in my head death metal style and they really sound good. Especially the whole band screaming " Angry shadows!" for the chorus of the first song.

Opus/Paul



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