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(Message started by: Puddleduck22 on Oct 31^st, 2007, 10:14am)

Title: Poem about how my headaches make me feel.
Post by Puddleduck22 on Oct 31^st, 2007, 10:14am

Who knows.

Who knows where she is,
Who knows how she feels,
She’s waiting for that thing,
That person,
Who’s going to save her?
Save her from this secret,
Help her heal,
Let her breath,
Release her.
For she is not the real her,
The her everyone see’s
That’s not her.

This girl has tried to help herself,
But hasn’t managed.
She’ needs a hand,
Not permanently,
Just for a while,
Release that pressure,
Let her be her,
For she is not herself,
And will never be,
Until that person or thing,
Will give her that hand,
Give her a lifeline.

She lives in permanent darkness,
The only colour,
Is the colour of blood,
The blood as it runs out of her cuts,
Her release,
Her healing,
She looks forward to this colour,
If it helps,
If it heals
Why stop?

She lies awake at night,
Writing about her:
Pathetic,
Stupid,
Useless,
Feelings,
Because she’s scared,
Scared of what’s waiting,
Or just what she knows will never be there again.

What can she fucking do?

She’s giving up

.x. Jay .x.

Title: Re: Poem about how my headaches make me feel.
Post by JDH on Oct 31^st, 2007, 10:20am

on 10/31/07 at 10:14:33, Puddleduck22 wrote:

Who knows.

What can she fucking do?

She’s giving up

.x. Jay .x.

Nope, giving up means surrendering and THAT is not an option around here.

Jim

Title: Re: Poem about how my headaches make me feel.
Post by aloneuk on Oct 31^st, 2007, 10:27am

on 10/31/07 at 10:20:17, JDH wrote:

Nope, giving up means surrendering and THAT is not an option around here.

Jim

i second that !

the answer to some of it is US ! we can and will help,
you hang in there listen to what others have to say.

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there will be an end to this shit !

ck your pms

ike

Title: Re: Poem about how my headaches make me feel.
Post by Puddleduck22 on Oct 31^st, 2007, 10:40am

This was on a really bad day..i had a really bad day..and then night..so i felt kinda shit..

i don't have many of those days now..thank god.

.x. Jay .x.

Title: Re: Poem about how my headaches make me feel.
Post by Rosybabe on Oct 31^st, 2007, 12:27pm

Hang in there girl, we are hear to offer you that hand you are looking for... :-*

Rosy.

Title: Re: Poem about how my headaches make me feel.
Post by mikey-de on Oct 31^st, 2007, 1:34pm

I hear ya! I was punching my own head last night tryin to duke it out with the Beast. I won but I don't think speed baggin' my head helped any.
Hang in there, the pain will end eventually. PFDAN to you and all!
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