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(Message started by: Carl_D on Sep 26^th, 2006, 1:26am)

Title: No words can express this day
Post by Carl_D on Sep 26^th, 2006, 1:26am

:'(

Title: Re: No words can express this day
Post by Charlotte on Sep 26^th, 2006, 1:34am

I'm sorry, Carl. Hang in there. I love you.

Charlotte

Title: Re: No words can express this day
Post by tanner on Sep 26^th, 2006, 1:57am

Carl, I don't have words, only feelings! I don't like that we communicate so often this time of night because i know what that usually means.

Hang tough, try everything, and keep posting!

I am going to PM you my contact info just in case you ever feel like ranting out loud.

.........Rock On my friend..this too will pass......Tim

Title: Re: No words can express this day
Post by georgej on Sep 26^th, 2006, 3:23am

Carl, I'm often up late as well.

If you need to talk, feel free to PM if I'm around. We're here for you.

My computer screws up in chat, so I'm not usually there. I'm going to PM you my phone # in case you ever need it.

George

Title: Re: No words can express this day
Post by alchemy on Sep 26^th, 2006, 5:19am

Hey Carl, you've got my number don't be afraid to use it. Hang in there.

Title: Re: No words can express this day
Post by Ghost on Sep 26^th, 2006, 8:59am

Be strong my friend, be strong.
We are here I promise!

Mike

Title: Re: No words can express this day
Post by roy21302 on Sep 26^th, 2006, 9:29am

Carl keep your chin up mate, I am thinking about you while I am feeling like crap. So we will send each other vibes, lets beat the shit out of the beast together Cheers Roy

Title: Re: No words can express this day
Post by Charlie on Sep 26^th, 2006, 3:51pm

Rats, Carl.. Hope you're getting a break by now..

http://www.kolobok.wrg.ru/smiles/personal/music.gif?SSImageQuality=Full

That's how I want to see you.

Charlie

Title: Re: No words can express this day
Post by cootie on Sep 27^th, 2006, 12:14am

Hopein you have sum really GOOD times or things happen to make up for the BAD Pam

Title: Re: No words can express this day
Post by Carl_D on Sep 27^th, 2006, 5:00am

Thanks. I dont' want to bother anyone though. I;ve done that enough. I'm sleeping less and less and in 3 days, well I went about 5 days with no attacks, and now in 3 days they ramoped up to an insanity I've not known in a long time. from 12am mon morn to 12am tues - 12 attacks. 12 am tuesday to tonight 12am weds 13.
This morning, (tuesday to keep it straight) through the night.morn, had several attacks including 3 kip 10's within about 20 minute ofs each other. first aborted, last two didn't. I passed out after the secnd one ended on my love seat (most uncomfotable sob in the world) woke up in an attack late for work, killed it. My client called, I cleaned myself up and out the door.
At work, got hit 3 times. My client seen me too many times now, and now his little bro (call him patch) saw me go into, and during an attack. one of his friends seen it too. The last hit at work did not abort and I cranked the stereo in the living room so noone herd me. Roe it out in the bathrrom an hour or more.
3 htis since 12am now, and a wreck. I can't lose this job or I am beyond fucked. I have to start keeping a sleep and CH journal, as the lack of sleep is growing and I;ve lost track, and hurt like you wouldn't believe besides the CH.

Tomorrow will be forced to us the cane, as I almost fell several times today. my neck, shoulder, back all down my leg on the right side burns, and having fucking wicked fibro attcks were it hurts to move, but have no to choice but to. Hard time focusing or much, and I know I'm whining but i'm sorry. My leg feels both frozen and on fire and won;t let me sleep. I had it bad this time last yer, and now it is worse with more to lose. I haven't been hit with Chs this frequent in a long time, and the 2 unaborted 10's 20 minutes ap0art (one was 1 1/2hr) wore me completely out.

I was suppouised to start my workout today but can't. If this gets worse...
I'm sorry. I know I';ve whined way too much in the past and it pisses people off and stuff, which was why I amost didn't post. this. Things are once again moving from lack of lseep and I go to work at 8am. what is worse is I know I won;t sleep.

I never thought it wold get this bad ever again, but the arthritis and fibro has made things worse. and other shit is happening I have no idea wtf is going on.

tired,
carl

Title: Re: No words can express this day
Post by sandie99 on Sep 27^th, 2006, 5:10am

Carl... [smiley=hug.gif] [smiley=hug.gif] [smiley=hug.gif] [smiley=hug.gif] [smiley=hug.gif]

I'm so sorry that the beast is putting you through hell... I can only hope that you get to sleep tomorrow night and that you will get to keep your job. Vibes & prayers are on their way to you!

And never be afraid to share how you feel. Venting is allowed in here, always!

Wishing you PF time,
Sanna

Title: Re: No words can express this day
Post by roy21302 on Sep 27^th, 2006, 5:53am

Carl, hang in the mate I am feeling for you brother, I'll share your pain with you, take care of yourself, my wife and I are thinking of you, Cheers Roy

Title: Re: No words can express this day
Post by chewy on Sep 27^th, 2006, 7:12am

Quote:

Re: No words can express this day

I guess there is a few.

Title: Re: No words can express this day
Post by ZAIRA on Sep 27^th, 2006, 10:24am

...Hi Carl [smiley=hug.gif]..Vibes and kind thoughts headed your way. Hang in there...

Title: Re: No words can express this day
Post by chewy on Sep 27^th, 2006, 11:19am

ZAZI! My Italian princess! Where have you been?

HOW have you been?

Title: Re: No words can express this day
Post by alchemy on Sep 27^th, 2006, 11:29am

Ziara, nice to see you back on the board. You've been missed