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(Message started by: Carl_D on Sep 13^th, 2006, 7:31am)

Title: Once again, I am sorry
Post by Carl_D on Sep 13^th, 2006, 7:31am

I became overwhelmed. I had 3 attacks through the night. I got hit with several unexpected things, like a friend calling me with advice on leaving his wife - WHILE I WAS AT KIP 8 - he got a clue and hung up.

I am so out of it from lack of sleep I am stumpling around lijke a drunk. I have called off work one time, and as bad as I feel right now, I almost feel like calling off since I have to be there in 2 hours. I know better though. I need all teh hours I can get, and dare not call off unless I am dead, However, if my client goes off on me again the way he did 2 days ago... I have been given permission to take him down at any cost. That makes me nervouis, but I valuve mu life over his.

Exhausted and in much pain. the right side ofr my body aches so bad I cry sporadiaclly, This is not where I envsisioned mysefl at age 36.

Again, I'm sorry for venting everything here. I've had no one to talk to here, and have no felt this alone in a long time. It seems to me a reocuring theme. I am losing those closest to me until soon there will be no one. Then, no........I'll not think of then. I am alone enough as it is.

nomad, vagabond, call me what you will.... wherever I may roaM."

Mack "Carl Daniels" Danger

Title: Re: Once again, I am sorry
Post by zwibbs/Scott on Sep 13^th, 2006, 7:41am

Carl , There is never a need to apologize !! You are NEVER alone. Everybody is praying for you to be pain-free. And you will be. Hoping that this new day brings you peace and no-pain.....Scott

Title: Re: Once again, I am sorry
Post by Mrs Deej on Sep 13^th, 2006, 8:59am

Carl,

Hang in there.

I'm sending "happy" and painfree vibes your way. I hope your day gets better.

:)
Steph

Title: Re: Once again, I am sorry
Post by Paul98 on Sep 13^th, 2006, 9:10am

Carl, no need to be sorry. Sometimes it's good to get stuff out.

-P.

Title: Re: Once again, I am sorry
Post by FramCire on Sep 13^th, 2006, 10:29am

What in the heck are you sorry for again? Stop worrying about us and start realizing we are all here for you. I am in the midst of another 9 (I had back to back to back 9s last night) and while your posts here may have been to help you get it out, it reminded me that this struggle can't always be fought alone.

So, even in your time of need you have found a way to help a person so please stop appologizing and let it out. I only hope and pray someone here will have the words that click with you to help you.

My wife and I are travelling today 2 hours and I am working on only a few minutes of sleep and Im still having my third 9.... although reading your post and replying seems to have lowered the pain (no joke unless it was the Red Bull I down a few minutes ago).

Anyway, keep on leaning on people here and stop appologizing. Even in your time of need, you are finding ways to help others!

Title: Re: Once again, I am sorry
Post by Tom K on Sep 13^th, 2006, 10:54am

Hang in there...just remember that no matter what happens, you can never get rid of us, because we understand. We will all put up with what you throw at us and still be there for you because at one time or another, we have all been there. If you need to talk or anything, shoot me a pm and I will get in touch with you! I went over the deep end a few weeks ago and thanks to the people who helped me out, I made it through...just remember that you can too!!

Title: Re: Once again, I am sorry
Post by The mad viking on Sep 13^th, 2006, 11:00am

Carl, no need to be sorry.you know you can lean on us.We know the pain you are going trough bro

Svenn

Title: Re: Once again, I am sorry
Post by cootie on Sep 13^th, 2006, 11:33am

What does your client do to ya....ya mentiond he goes off on you.....seems I remember ya work with people that have sum issues or handicaps maybe even mentally ? Be careful if ya gotta retaliate tho.......it's a sue me sue you world these days and there family could see a real big opportunity for that. You probly are goin thru some weather change aches and pains too rite now.......and I do know how SERIOUS the pains are.....I had a terrible nite the other nite.....no sleep. It got so bad I now know what it feels like to be pushed out of a moveing vehicle and to get up and try to keep functioning Pam (most people woulda probly ran to the ER....have had several days and nites like that lately.....flareups a possibility too cuz of all the work I been tryin to tackle lately to get done). Brad found me a thick heat pad at Goodwill....it looks like a thin car seat that lays flat and has two heat settings and pretty big. It gets really HOT too. When shit gets bad enuff I crank it up and lay on it.....seems to loosen muscles even tho it's not really a pain reliever it does help relax ya sum when that is goin on. Or ya can position it for your hip and leg. They got em at Walmart in the pharmacy section too and other stores for about 75 bucks. Too bad ya cant' strap one on.....it even has a vibrate feature. Shake rattle and stagger Pam

The vibrate feature HURTS so I don't use it........

edit: dam I had alot of mispelled stuff in this post to correct.....don't feel so good today and guess it shows. Kinda started feellin real crappy all of a sudden. Back to the couch I go........blech.........

Title: Re: Once again, I am sorry
Post by georgej on Sep 13^th, 2006, 11:51am

Never any need for you to apologize, Carl. We know that you've always given more here than you've ever taken.

Hey, if you can't vent to your friends, who can you vent to? We're on your side.

Best,

George

Title: Re: Once again, I am sorry
Post by imnotbub on Sep 13^th, 2006, 12:10pm

Yo Carl, stop apologizing. I told you this it why we come here. You should know that by now. Vent, rant, do whatever you want. You will never be alone, so don't sweat that.
Later man,
Steve

Title: Re: Once again, I am sorry
Post by JenniferD on Sep 13^th, 2006, 1:05pm

on 09/13/06 at 07:31:14, Carl_D wrote:

Again, I'm sorry for venting everything here. I've had no one to talk to here, and have no felt this alone in a long time. It seems to me a reocuring theme. I am losing those closest to me until soon there will be no one. Then, no........I'll not think of then. I am alone enough as it is.

Mack "Carl Daniels" Danger

You can't and won't lose us Carl. No apologies necessary- we're all here for you and always will be. Hang in there, ok?

love and pf vibes coming,
Jen

Title: Re: Once again, I am sorry
Post by Mattrf on Sep 13^th, 2006, 1:10pm

God knows we have all vented here and have all felt alone and found through this board that we are never alone and will never be in a place where no one understands what we are going through. I know I have vented more times then I can count and have been lifted up by so many on this board and that is what we are all here for so never feel sorry for venting, we are here for you as you are for us. Be strong, sending positive vibes and prayers your way.

Matt

Title: Re: Once again, I am sorry
Post by sandie99 on Sep 13^th, 2006, 2:39pm

Carl,

no need to say you're sorry. I bet that we all want the best for you. We wish happy, PF days your way this minute. And lots of blissful hours of sleep. :)

Feel free to vent any time, any day, as much as you need. It's better to get all the those things out than to keep them in and let them make you feel worse.

Best wishes, PF time & lots of strength,
Sanna

Title: Re: Once again, I am sorry
Post by taraann on Sep 13^th, 2006, 4:00pm

Hugs and vibes for continued strength Carl. Don't be sorry, sometimes just getting through each day can be so hard, so many of us understand completely. Keep pushing through each day though, don't ever lose hope!

Title: Re: Once again, I am sorry
Post by Charlie on Sep 13^th, 2006, 8:17pm

Knock it off Carl. ::)

It's our job to be here to read your rants. I'm expecting more from you. 8)

So sorry you have to deal with this horror so much of the time.

To the powers that be: How about a effen break for our friend? >:(

Charlie

Title: Re: Once again, I am sorry
Post by Jonny on Sep 13^th, 2006, 8:27pm

on 09/13/06 at 20:17:03, Charlie wrote:

Knock it off Carl. ::)

It's our job to be here to read your rants. I'm expecting more from you. 8)

Yeah!!, what Charlie said......um, is there any way we can get back pay and overtime?

Just a thought ;;D

Title: Re: Once again, I am sorry
Post by Kate in Oz on Sep 14^th, 2006, 7:11am

Hey Carl,

Hope today is a better day for you. Be strong.

Kate