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Title: Is it just me... Post by Tom K on Jul 28th, 2006, 2:56pm or do you hate the first PF day? Always waiting to see if the Beast is going to sneek up on you? Arrggg...either hit me or leave me be.... :-/ |
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Title: Re: Is it just me... Post by Donna_D. on Jul 28th, 2006, 2:59pm Shhhhh....the beast can hear you!! (Congrats on a PF Day!!!) :-* DD |
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Title: Re: Is it just me... Post by Charlotte on Jul 28th, 2006, 3:13pm I don't hate a pf day, but after a really bad round of hits, I seem to have an adjustment period. Charlotte |
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Title: Re: Is it just me... Post by brewcrew on Jul 28th, 2006, 3:14pm Hate is such a strong word.... And hate is not a family value. ;;D |
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Title: Re: Is it just me... Post by Racer1_NC on Jul 28th, 2006, 3:56pm "Sometimes I think its a shame when I get feelin better when Im feelin no pain." - Gordon Lightfoot - Sundown |
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Title: Re: Is it just me... Post by seasonalboomer on Jul 28th, 2006, 4:33pm on 07/28/06 at 15:56:59, Racer1_NC wrote:
I'll raise you one Gordon Lightfoot with another one: "But the feelins gone And I just cant get it back" Gordon Lightfoot - "If you could read my mind" |
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Title: Re: Is it just me... Post by brewcrew on Jul 28th, 2006, 4:43pm We're just givin' ya shit, Tom. It can be a little unnerving the first day you are PF. Kind of like when a bully stops beating the living snot out of you. You keep waiting...waiting...waiting for the next kick or punch. And it doesn't come.... I just had the first two consecutive PF nights I've had in a long, long time. And I'm waiting...waiting...waiting.... |
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Title: Re: Is it just me... Post by Yorky on Jul 28th, 2006, 4:44pm 4th day of pf.......hes not gone yet ......but i know is suitcase is packed.......as happy as i am......i just cant be happy(knowing some of you are chronic).......i had two free days off last week.......but then he came to give it me large at nite time the fcker goes, but you know hes only on vacation(hope hes on a world cruise at the moment, as iv realised now that i am aclusty, im just waiting to begin our duel the nxt time...will be more prepaired...and learn to adjust to our private head devil...but ihope you at least get to 4 days like me......its just good to have a cuddle or kiss off my family ,they miss me when im bad.....but the bond weve got the past 2/3 days makes me realise how much i hate wat the bstard does to us all, and our loved ones(and how much we all do for each other on this site(dj and his wife must av saved loads from insanity,and im not bum lickin with that comment) i hpoe that you all could disband this site(a cure wud help)but there doesnot seem to be any light at the end off that tunnel just yet!!!! but lets never give up hope...and my heart goes out to all of you that are in full swing of the beast....pfdan.for eva. |
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Title: Re: Is it just me... Post by Tom K on Jul 28th, 2006, 4:59pm Thanks for the words, everyone. I'm working my way off the verap and just waiting to get blasted on each step down. If the sweats and light headedness weren't enough, waiting for the Bastard to pop around the corner is enough to drive me batty. Hopefully this is the end of this cycle and I can finally have a drink or 5! 8) |
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Title: Re: Is it just me... Post by Carl_D on Jul 28th, 2006, 5:01pm I know the fear. You want to know what is worse than the first PF day? The first day of a cycle, and not knowing what to expect. Will it last days? Weeks? Months? or another fucking 8 years? :-[ Either way, I can relate bigtime. I hope the beast stays away and the anxiety leaves you soon. Peace, Carl D |
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Title: Re: Is it just me... Post by maffumatt on Jul 28th, 2006, 5:10pm Anxiety is our enemy......... |
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Title: Re: Is it just me... Post by georgej on Jul 28th, 2006, 11:03pm on 07/28/06 at 14:56:26, Tom K wrote:
No, it's not just you. I don't have any trouble dumping the beer for six or eight weeks, but.....sleep? I have a small problem giving it up. When the cycle's winding down, going to bed is like pointing a half-loaded revolver at my head--makes me nervous, seeing whether THIS cylinder is going to have a round in it. Even when I'm out of cycle, sleeping makes me gunshy. Best, George |
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Title: Re: Is it just me... Post by Jonny on Jul 28th, 2006, 11:10pm on 07/28/06 at 14:56:26, Tom K wrote:
If there is anything good about being chronic it was that, never having to worry cause you always knew it was coming no matter what. Now that im not I fear everyday that it will start again and not stop for another thirty fucking years. Well, I got that fucks ass beat....I dont plan on living another thirty years, Ha!!! |
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Title: Re: Is it just me... Post by TxBasslady on Jul 28th, 2006, 11:18pm on 07/28/06 at 23:03:01, georgej wrote:
I had alot of these kinda nights myself. I was afraid to go to sleep...slept on the sofa for better than a year. Just something about lying flat....I still can't do it. I'm episodic...but I don't have a cycle. My hits are random...I just never know when it's my turn. Funny how something so natural as sleep can become such a chore. Jean |
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Title: Re: Is it just me... Post by kayarr on Jul 28th, 2006, 11:21pm [quote author=maffumatt link=board=general;num=1154112987;start=0#10 date=07/28/06 at 17:10:23]Anxiety is our enemy........./quote] It must be hard to have such an enemy be a constant companion. |
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