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Title: I just gotta say... Post by Carl_D on Apr 20th, 2006, 11:54pm I love you guys muchos!!! It has been a nice hiatus of 2+months CH free after 8 years chronic, but a bit odd. I am ALMOST back to normal, but I will never be the same at the same time - if that makes sense. If not, take 3 shots of whatever and re-read this. It might make more sense. ;;D I am a different person, but at the same time alot more emotional than before I went chronic. Still, I - as in me - is back, and it seems like nothing has changed, EXCEPT I JUST LOST FUCKING 8 YEARS OF MY LIFE! Not a big deal, but in the music world, I am older than dirt. No matter. I am living with full awareness the beast could return at any time. I am taking steps to try and prevent, though I full well know the morphing of the beast. I just got my life back - I need my life back! If I go back into cycle tomorrow, I know that I am fucked but what to expect. If I don't... I am one step closer to having a normal existance after having it sucked from me. There is a fear, but I will not live in it. Shall it come.... Been there. Cheers, Carl D |
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Title: Re: I just gotta say... Post by Dave_Emond on Apr 21st, 2006, 12:08am Carl !!! Probably my favorite CH Brother! Damn that sounds so good to hear!!!!!!!!!!! Doubt with your talent it's too late to give on your music career possibilities ..... Hey ... and remember, just because you may be PF right now ... you have a book to complete and publish ... right? Carl ... seriously .... I hope you remain pain free and follow your dreams and have the best life can give you. You know I mean it Bro ... Don't forget me ... or any of us ... God Bless ya in the best future you can have, Your forever bud, Dave |
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Title: Re: I just gotta say... Post by Carl_D on Apr 21st, 2006, 12:15am Dave, I hope to be done and complete soon (today was my deadline, HA!). You are the first among the family to read this. You've already read much more than most. ;) Love ya bro, and talk soon. Carl |
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Title: Re: I just gotta say... Post by zwibbs/Scott on Apr 21st, 2006, 12:47am Shall it come.... Been there. Cheers, Carl D ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------I like that Carl !!! |
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Title: Re: I just gotta say... Post by sandie99 on Apr 21st, 2006, 2:37am Carl, I'm so happy that the beast has left you alone. :) Coundn't be happier, in fact. I hope so much that this remission lasts a long time... like forever. ;) Enjoy now every PF moment, you've deserved all of them. :) Best wishes & lots of PF years, Sanna |
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Title: Re: I just gotta say... Post by Jasmyn on Apr 21st, 2006, 4:17am Way to go Carl! You are standing tall, you are in control, not to be defeated. 8) |
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