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(Message started by: flame-n-skull on Apr 3^rd, 2006, 8:59pm)

Title: Cluster F***ed & Snap-n Back
Post by flame-n-skull on Apr 3^rd, 2006, 8:59pm

Daaaaaaamn!!!! what a hell of a ride. I went to that special place in the sky again twice in the last six weeks. I rember comming back 3/19 did'nt know how I got to work. I woke up freezing on the floor I could bearly move as the blood started to pump strong through my veins again. As I pulled my self together my coworker explained how bad I look comming through the door two hours prior to my deep sleep. My face was still burning (left sider) my head still ached and the cycles continued all day and night untill 3/27 that day at 4:30pm I had my last cluster right before a meeting with my boss about my job performance. She had just seen me 20min prior and I looked fine, when she saw me again my left eye was draining and drooping, fourtunatly I was at the end of the headache and we continued with our meeting. I breiefed her on the last 6 weeks of my life in a nut shell, all I can say is THANK GOD she suffers migrains thank God she understood. I raped 16-barz from a rap song of my thoughts during my bouts, it was everything but plesent but I think she was feeling me though. I had one headache wed. morning bout 3:30 am only a 3-4 over in15min or less well see how much time untill next time in the meanwhile I got alot of work to do and lots of stuff to accomplish I'll keep yall posted HOLLA!!!!!!!!

Title: Re: Cluster F***ed & Snap-n Back
Post by alienspacebabe on Apr 3^rd, 2006, 9:25pm

Glad to hear your cycle is ending!

Title: Re: Cluster F***ed & Snap-n Back
Post by Neekwa on Apr 3^rd, 2006, 10:21pm

Again this is something that I'm curious about as well. Supposed his boss hadn't been so understanding and terminated his (or her) employment. Of course unemployment should be granted, but what if the cycles prevented somebody from even being able to succesfully apply for a job?

Is disability an option in such an extreme case?

Title: Re: Cluster F***ed & Snap-n Back
Post by BMoneeTheMoneeMan on Apr 4^th, 2006, 5:22am

Hi Neekwa
I have heard of some people filing for disability because of this.
I dont know much about how it works, but I would think that if you honestly put forth effort and keep getting fired for poor work performance, I think you would be entitled to disability benefits.

Flame, good to hear your boss was understanding. Hope you can get back on track soon.
BMonee

Title: Re: Cluster F***ed & Snap-n Back
Post by Neekwa on Apr 4^th, 2006, 10:20am

Hey BM,

Honestly I'm not sure I personallly would have to put forth too much of an effort. At thie rate I'm going I'm getting hit about six days out of seven here. Today I'm finally going to attempt to get ahold of my doctor to see if it's at all possible to put an end to the run around for an oxygen tank (before noon no doubt).

At 500 bucks tops a month disability honestly doesn't seem like such a lucrative offer to begin with, but something at least is better than nothing. Honestly I have things to do here and would love to get back to full time employment. But at the same time I also know it's inevitable that I can expect to be blasted on the job. More than likley right when it's going to draw as much attention as possible.

Considering my frustration with it all I'm liable to throw a fit in my doctors ear because this is really starting to impede on my life in more ways than one. Also I realize that he is being as helpful as possible in seeking an abortive so I can't go too overboard.

Honestly at this point even though i'ts been four years of this now. I'm actually stunned that I'm in this situation over what amounts to fierce migraines that literally sprang up on me out of nowhere.

Title: Re: Cluster F***ed & Snap-n Back
Post by flame-n-skull on Apr 4^th, 2006, 3:21pm

Thankz cluster headz. Been 11 years and it's cost me several jobs cause they new I was on pain killers like Stadol N/S demarol anti depressants etc. to name a few don't matter weather it be street drugs or precription thoes whom don't use see us as junkiez. I found it's best kept screate amoung non suffererz untill they just gotta know ya know????? I tried to apply for disability it was so complicated bout threw me into a clu/cycle, THEY don't belief when they see me physcically fit active as I am they all think it's about tring to get hi off of-um they don't no it's much cheaper in the streets. I'm headed back to my doc. had'nt seen in four years found some med that might be working as abortivies with min. rebound effectz. I'll keep you all posted HOLLA!

Title: Re: Cluster F***ed & Snap-n Back
Post by _Lee_ on Apr 5^th, 2006, 11:53pm

According to the board lords, anyone seeking disability is a lazy fuck. Not much point in posting disability subjects here, the dogs will just eat you for lunch.