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(Message started by: mixter on Jan 21^st, 2006, 6:42pm)

Title: GODS involvement ?? part 2
Post by mixter on Jan 21^st, 2006, 6:42pm

Could it be that this is a built in self diagnostics test? I wonder. Pain is the only item whereby we ask the important questions. Why is the first one that comes to my mind. WHY ME?.. WHY NOW?..WHY AGAIN?.. Or if it is a child (which I have no answer for)...WHY...

We do not ask heart felt, touch the sole,questions of GOD when things are going good. When we are smiling,laughing we do not ask GOD why things are going good. GOD why are things going good? Do you think he has time for those? What the heck!!! Did you here this joker he wants to know why things are going good!! Smite him, please, he's killin me...

Think about it, pain is the attention getter.

When I was eight I received a chick for easter as well did my little brother. We hatched them and Topper followed me around everywhere. When I came home from school he met me at the door and never left my side, such a small little yellow fluff. One day I entered our back yard fence and took a seat on our steps leading down to our back yard. I opened my book and sat there reading while Topper sat beneath my leg in it's shade and felt safe beside me. After some time I tired of the position and got up and moved to the grass below and the shade of our tree. I opened my book and laid down in the grass in front of it and looked around for Topper but did not see him. I got up and called him, he always came. I walked around searching the shaded areas thinking he might have chased a bug somewhere yet still I did not find him. I grew increasingly frantic and retraced my steps wondering if he had fallen in a hole or something. Then I found him, lifeless, where I had sat reading on the steps. I had crushed him when I had gotten up. I burst into tears sobbing so hard that I could not see, stumbling and falling to my book in the shade. I fell to my knees and gently placed Topper in the fold of my book binding his lifeless little yellow body sliding to the center so easily, blood from his beak staining the page making me sobb all the harder. I stretched myself out in front of my book placing my forehead on my forearms and pleaded with GOD to let him live, crying so hard that the words were hardly recognizable. Dear GOD I was so sorry I did not mean to do it PLEASE let him live...I sobbed and I prayed and I sobbed from this place in the heart, the sole that only you and GOD have access.

Then I became warm, my sobbing was taken from me as though it was a soiled shirt, I was filled with light from within that caused me to open my eyes to find the answer. Inches from my face stood Topper, stretching and shaking his little body as though he had just awoke from one of his naps. Again my sobbing began but this time of joy and thanks.

GOD LIVES!
He heard an eight year old boys prayers and tears for a simple little chick. But more importantly he felt my pain.

Title: Re: GODS involvement ?? part 2
Post by chewy on Jan 21^st, 2006, 6:58pm

And on the 8th day God said"

"Mixter..................STFU!"

Title: Re: STFU.....CHEWY!
Post by mixter on Jan 21^st, 2006, 7:08pm

SORRRRRRY sensitive are we. Did not mean to bunch your panties. Just looking for intelligent conversation from people that have been in this awhile

Title: Re: GODS involvement ?? part 2
Post by PL259 on Jan 21^st, 2006, 7:16pm

on 01/21/06 at 18:58:32, chewy wrote:

And on the 8th day God said"

"Mixter..................STFU!"

LOL

Part 1 and 2 separate threads, hmmm, ingenious.

Title: Re: GODS involvement ?? part 2
Post by john_d on Jan 21^st, 2006, 7:39pm

Title: Re: GODS involvement ?? part 2
Post by mixter on Jan 21^st, 2006, 8:29pm

on 01/21/06 at 19:39:16, john_d wrote:

Yep, pain is the attention getter, physical pain tells you to get medical attention. The way you are talking it's seems way too easy to start thinking you can think or respond in a way to 'solve' the CH problem. Get real help, either mainstream medical or alternative, it just plain sucks and we have to deal with it the best we can.

I doubt that I will solve anything, but finding you people is helping me deal for sure. I have spent several days reading a lot of stories in here and I only wish my neurologist knew of this site (for me) she will shortly. I have been printing a lot. What you said beats the other warming greeting that I got. I think it was STFU

Title: Re: STFU.....CHEWY!
Post by Kevin_M on Jan 21^st, 2006, 9:16pm

on 01/21/06 at 19:08:02, mixter wrote:

SORRRRRRY sensitive are we. Did not mean to bunch your panties. Just looking for intelligent conversation from people that have been in this awhile

Iff'n yer a gonna be doin' all this a thinkin' out loud... to yerself on DJ's dime, slide on down to the bottom and dump a big load on that there and Pay Pal. Thad be a doin' sumpthin', called donatin'. It's good for the pain.

Title: Re: GODS involvement ?? part 2
Post by cootie on Jan 21^st, 2006, 11:51pm

Sumtimes I am in a very bad mood and start bawlin my head off durein dinner for no reason.......or whenever.....I hope this doesn't mean my chicken dinner is gonna walk again ? Did I read that rite.......it's alive Pam :-/

Title: Re: GODS involvement ?? part 2
Post by Mr. Happy on Jan 22^nd, 2006, 4:14am

on 01/21/06 at 18:42:26, mixter wrote:

I opened my book and sat there reading while Topper sat beneath my leg in it's shade and felt safe beside me...... Then I found him, lifeless, where I had sat reading on the steps. I had crushed him when I had gotten up..... Inches from my face stood Topper, stretching and shaking his little body as though he had just awoke from one of his naps.

I don't think you actually stepped on Topper in the first place.....but I love a good story.

By God, I do.
RJ

Title: Re: GODS involvement ?? part 2
Post by BlueMeanie on Jan 22^nd, 2006, 1:13pm

on 01/21/06 at 23:51:07, cootie wrote:

I hope this doesn't mean my chicken dinner is gonna walk again ? Did I read that rite.......it's alive Pam :-/

lmao

Title: Re: GODS involvement ?? part 2
Post by LadyElaine on Jan 22^nd, 2006, 1:23pm

I had a cat that got ran over by the Milk man. We had a proper funeral for Pepper. About 4 AM the next morning my Pepper was on the screen door wanting in. I did not question the Lord I just said Thank you.
Dad said that Pepper was just knocked out and the ground was wet from rain, that the cat dug his way out.
We buryed the cat alive. I was only 7 !

Title: Re: GODS involvement ?? part 2
Post by BlueMeanie on Jan 22^nd, 2006, 1:38pm

on 01/22/06 at 13:23:32, LadyElaine wrote:

We buryed the cat alive. I was only 7 !

I'm begining to see a pattern here. Mixter choked his chicken and Elaine buryed her cat alive. ;)

Title: Re: GODS involvement ?? part 2
Post by LadyElaine on Jan 22^nd, 2006, 1:46pm

http://tinypic.com/m96o00.gif

Title: Re: GODS involvement ?? part 2
Post by Charlie on Jan 23^rd, 2006, 12:26am

http://www.kolobok.wrg.ru/smiles/standart/scare.gif?SSImageQuality=FulL Holy Shit.

Charlie

Title: Re: GODS involvement ?? part 2
Post by vig on Jan 23^rd, 2006, 5:35pm

on 01/22/06 at 04:14:21, Mr. Happy wrote:

I don't think you actually stepped on Topper in the first place.....but I love a good story.

By God, I do.
RJ

I watCHed the Green Mile last night and John Coffey revived the dead mouse Percy stepped on. no kidding, I saw him do it.... so don't laugh RJ, it's possible.
[smiley=laugh.gif]

(actually, I was looking for my shovel...)

Title: Re: GODS involvement ?? part 2
Post by TomM on Jan 23^rd, 2006, 5:40pm

on 01/22/06 at 13:23:32, LadyElaine wrote:

Steven King's Pet Cemetary