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(Message started by: ghost62 on Oct 26^th, 2005, 3:47am)

Title: No Sleep for the wicked
Post by ghost62 on Oct 26^th, 2005, 3:47am

well here I am and here ill be,
no sleep for the wicked
no sleep for me.
mind says im tired but brain says no way,
apparently I have more debt to pay.
day into night as night into day,
they all run together
and I cant run away.
wish the pain would leave me be,
no rest for the wicked
no rest for me.
watching as friends come and go as they please,
listening to children playing with glee,
wondering what it would be like pain free,
hoping to find out before my life flees,
talking as though not a care in the world,
acting like nothing can break through to me,
no time for the wicked
no time for me.
although friends I have many,
even some know the pain,
alone is my heart,
alone is my brain.
watching and waiting is enveloped my life,
hiding the pain from my children and wife,
hoping the beast will forever forget me,
no hope for the wicked
no hope for me.

Mike
10/26/05

Title: Re: No Sleep for the wicked
Post by AussieBrian on Oct 26^th, 2005, 3:53am

Written from the inside. Onya, mate.

Title: Re: No Sleep for the wicked
Post by sandie99 on Oct 26^th, 2005, 3:56am

[smiley=thumb.gif] Good job! :)

Title: Re: No Sleep for the wicked
Post by sassy_lady on Oct 26^th, 2005, 4:47am

nice it hits home here.. haven't been sleeping myself for almost two weeks some short naps here & there!! be nice for a full night!!
Prayers, Sleep Vibes, & Lots of love to you !!
Love Jolene

Title: Re: No Sleep for the wicked
Post by Dave_Emond on Oct 26^th, 2005, 4:54am

Mike,
So well put!
I wish I could be sleeping now ... tired ... but just can't.
For myself, each night the words from "The Logical Song" run through my head endlessly:

"There are times when all the world's asleep,
the questions run so deep,
for such a simple man.
Won't you please, please tell me what we've learned,
I know it sounds absurd,
but please tell me who I am
Who I am?"

Understand,
Dave
(PS: Please don't think yourself wicked for what this beast has inflicted on us :( )

Title: Re: No Sleep for the wicked
Post by LeLimey on Oct 26^th, 2005, 9:17am

Have you tried melatonin or any of the other sleep tips recommended here Mike?
I hope you get a break soon, I know - we all know how much of a killer the no sleep bit of this is.
love
Helen

Title: Re: No Sleep for the wicked
Post by kimmiedawn81 on Oct 26^th, 2005, 9:21am

Oh Mike, you're not alone in this, we definitely all know your pain. I really hope that you get some rest soon. I'll be thinking about you.

Title: Re: No Sleep for the wicked
Post by Jasmyn on Oct 26^th, 2005, 9:34am

Goat, deep man, deep.

I feel for you and I'm with you man.

Title: Re: No Sleep for the wicked
Post by zanychef on Oct 26^th, 2005, 11:17am

made me cry :'( :'(
we aint wicked though none of us!!

Title: Re: No Sleep for the wicked
Post by ghost62 on Oct 28^th, 2005, 10:13am

personally I thought this was the better one,
It kinda broke down the way my mind was at that time.
felt good to just release these words and share to everyone at the time. ;)

Title: Re: No Sleep for the wicked
Post by Carl_D on Oct 28^th, 2005, 10:25am

on 10/28/05 at 10:13:44, ghost62 wrote:

felt good to just release these words...

And there it is.

Sometimes writing things out makes it easier to cope. Helps to get it out of your head.

BTW - if the saying were true "No rest for the wicked" - I know plenty of people who SHOULDN'T be sleeping but are. Wickedness has nothing to do with it. Some of us just have a glitch in our hypothalamathingy. ;)

Stay hard bro, you're not alone.

Peace,
Carl