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(Message started by: ghost62 on Oct 7th, 2005, 9:16am)

Title: BOOM BOOM OUT WENT THE LIGHTS !!!
Post by ghost62 on Oct 7th, 2005, 9:16am
Ok I am trying to take Helen, Nani(Mom), and Langaroo's advise along with many others.
I finially got some sleep last night, at about 2:00am got hit with one of the worst kip10's I have ever had the pleasure of meeting. About 20 or 30 min into the assault, ok seemed like that long but not real sure how long it was, I passed out from the pain. I cant remember the last time I felt that scared. I woke up or came to around 4:00am and no shadows or anything. was able then to sleep till 6:30 when I had to get up for work. Ok now I am a freakn walkn zombie but I am still here. But to be honest guys part of what scared me last night was the FACT that if my Pistol was loaded I think I might have used it. In the condition I was in though I in no way could have unlocked the box, then the trigger lock and then loaded. That is a really good thing too. I know I may get some mad at me for posting this but sometimes the reality of this crippling beast needs to be exposed and discussed. I am not trying to get sympathy or anything else just wanting to help others when they get their arses kicked by this forkn beatch. Mostly this is a reminder to me to Just KEEP FIGHTING.

Thanks for lettin me vent a little.

Mike

Title: Re: BOOM BOOM OUT WENT THE LIGHTS !!!
Post by ExplodingEyeBall on Oct 7th, 2005, 9:21am
Mike...

Get that gun out of your room!!!!

It's nice to have the protection when you need it but you don't need to have something that has that kind of destructive potential laying around that close when you're hurting.

Don't take the chance. Put it somewhere else.


And I thought this post was going to be about Pat Travers. [smiley=huh.gif]

Title: Re: BOOM BOOM OUT WENT THE LIGHTS !!!
Post by Langa on Oct 7th, 2005, 9:24am

Quote:
Mike...

Get that gun out of your room!!!!


Exactly!!  

Damn, Mike, I'm so sorry babe...God knows i've had those kip 10's where ending it seems like the better option, but it isn't.  You can and will get through this!!!

By the way, don't you owe me some info?  Or do I have to hunt your lil ass down in Texas to get it...??

Love,
Langaroo

Title: Re: BOOM BOOM OUT WENT THE LIGHTS !!!
Post by nani on Oct 7th, 2005, 9:25am
It's not unusual to get hit a little worse after treatment, Mike. Actually a bad hit can be a good sign. It means it's "doing" something. Sorry you had such a bad one. That sucks.  :'(
I always feel a little "out of it" the next day, too. Even if the dose had no effect on me. Try to hang in there, this too shall pass.
Yes...definitely....KEEP FIGHTING!
hugs, nani

Title: Re: BOOM BOOM OUT WENT THE LIGHTS !!!
Post by ExplodingEyeBall on Oct 7th, 2005, 9:26am

on 10/07/05 at 09:24:01, Langa wrote:
By the way, don't you owe me some info donuts?  


Fixed it for you.
;;D

Mike.... Unload that thing and hide the key for the trigger lock for a while.

Title: Re: BOOM BOOM OUT WENT THE LIGHTS !!!
Post by Langa on Oct 7th, 2005, 9:29am
Thanks Pat!

Could use a Bostom Creme today... :D

Langa

Title: Re: BOOM BOOM OUT WENT THE LIGHTS !!!
Post by ghost62 on Oct 7th, 2005, 9:30am

on 10/07/05 at 09:21:00, ExplodingEyeBall wrote:
Mike...

Get that gun out of your room!!!!

It's nice to have the protection when you need it but you don't need to have something that has that kind of destructive potential laying around that close when you're hurting.

Don't take the chance. Put it somewhere else.


And I thought this post was going to be about Pat Travers. [smiley=huh.gif]

that is why it is in box Locked trigger lock and unloaded.
I will not take the chance. got to much to keep going for.

Title: Re: BOOM BOOM OUT WENT THE LIGHTS !!!
Post by Redd715 on Oct 7th, 2005, 9:35am
I sold my gun.  I wasn't about to have the temptation anywhere around.  Not during an attack, nor between them when I was busted down.

Drink alot of Orange juice to help with the day after feelings.

Did the passing out myself once.  Yes it is scary as all hell.  Woke up on the floor of my living room.  Can only imagine how scared the kids were when it happened.

Keep fighting...

never quit.

Pegg

Title: Re: BOOM BOOM OUT WENT THE LIGHTS !!!
Post by giffy76 on Oct 7th, 2005, 9:47am
That sucks >:( Good idea to keep that baby locked up though. Never had suicidal thoughts (knock on wood) but I've only had the displeasure of dancing with a 10 2 or 3 times.

Good fight bro. sell tickets next time [smiley=laugh.gif] sending you prayers to get you through the day.

Title: Re: BOOM BOOM OUT WENT THE LIGHTS !!!
Post by ExplodingEyeBall on Oct 7th, 2005, 10:08am

on 10/07/05 at 09:29:33, Langa wrote:
Thanks Pat!

Could use a Bostom Creme today... :D

Langa



Take one of these. I realized I had some money after I started thinking of donuts and remembered there's a Dunkin Donuts right accrossed the street.

http://im1.shutterfly.com/procserv/47b5ce26b3127cce9421de98dd4b00000016108EZs2rJy0ba

The Boston Kremes are fresh today.

BTW: I ate most of that one in one bite. Scary... Isn't it???
http://im1.shutterfly.com/procserv/47b5ce26b3127cce9421de86dd5500000016108EZs2rJy0ba ;;D

Title: Re: BOOM BOOM OUT WENT THE LIGHTS !!!
Post by Jeepgun on Oct 7th, 2005, 10:30am
Fukeneh: KEEP FIGHTING, and most importantly, KEEP WINNING. Never, never, ever give up.

Give your gun to a friend for awhile. In the box, with the triggerlock and all that jazz, it's not doing you any good for home protection anyway. Get it out of the house. You can get it back later.

Hang tough, brother. [smiley=hug.gif]

Title: Re: BOOM BOOM OUT WENT THE LIGHTS !!!
Post by cootie on Oct 7th, 2005, 10:35am
Kepp yer toys WAY OUT of reach of your chilc like mind when yer have a bad spell.......Brad's mentiond feellin like doin that too in the past cuz his attacks were too long too strong and he could not handle it. Think he did pass out a few times cuz he got quiet. I jus sit and listen to hell from a distance Pam

Dam yer eatin the doughnut I WANTED. Was it as good for you as it looked for me ??

Title: Re: BOOM BOOM OUT WENT THE LIGHTS !!!
Post by Sandy_C on Oct 7th, 2005, 11:04am
Ditto on the gun Mike.  Give it to a trusted friend to keep for you.

We love ya.

:-*

Sandy

Title: Re: BOOM BOOM OUT WENT THE LIGHTS !!!
Post by Charlie on Oct 7th, 2005, 11:12am
That sucks Mike. http://www.netsync.net/users/charlies/gifs/wild arms.gif

Wish I had something other than the technique for you. (you might want to try it again. It won't prevent a hit but it surely shortened them for me)

Time to disable the firearm for awhile.

Charlie

Title: Re: BOOM BOOM OUT WENT THE LIGHTS !!!
Post by ghost62 on Oct 7th, 2005, 11:14am
already did that

also in 4 days it will be official 365 straight days of battle.... this 5uck5

wish me luck guys oh and henz

Title: Re: BOOM BOOM OUT WENT THE LIGHTS !!!
Post by sassy_lady on Oct 7th, 2005, 11:19am
keep fight Sweety,
get the gun out of the house!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Lots of Prayers, Vibes & Love!!!!!!
Jolene

Title: Re: BOOM BOOM OUT WENT THE LIGHTS !!!
Post by Langa on Oct 7th, 2005, 11:32am

on 10/07/05 at 10:08:23, ExplodingEyeBall wrote:
Take one of these. I realized I had some money after I started thinking of donuts and remembered there's a Dunkin Donuts right accrossed the street.

http://im1.shutterfly.com/procserv/47b5ce26b3127cce9421de98dd4b00000016108EZs2rJy0ba

The Boston Kremes are fresh today.

BTW: I ate most of that one in one bite. Scary... Isn't it???
http://im1.shutterfly.com/procserv/47b5ce26b3127cce9421de86dd5500000016108EZs2rJy0ba ;;D


OH Man!!! That is so not fair!!!

Damn…I’m drooling… :P :P :P

Admit it…how many did you have?    ;)

What’s that one on the bottom left?  A cinnamon one…looks yummy… :D

Langa

Title: Re: BOOM BOOM OUT WENT THE LIGHTS !!!
Post by ghost62 on Oct 7th, 2005, 11:40am
I could devour the whole left side of that box  ;;D ;)

Title: Re: BOOM BOOM OUT WENT THE LIGHTS !!!
Post by ExplodingEyeBall on Oct 7th, 2005, 12:00pm
I had 4 of them. I shared with my co-workers.

The bottom left one is an Apple Cinnamon. That was mine too.

Title: Re: BOOM BOOM OUT WENT THE LIGHTS !!!
Post by LeLimey on Oct 7th, 2005, 1:51pm
Goatie hun I am sorry I'm so late getting here and I'm even sorrier you are getting hit so hard but as Nani says, this does happen. It WILL be worth it though and we aren't going anywhere.. we're here for you and fighting right there beside you mate.

I understand exactly what you are saying about IF.. just ensure that you take the steps now to make sure that IF can never become a reality okay?

love ya lots you stinkin headcase!  :-*

Helen

Title: Re: BOOM BOOM OUT WENT THE LIGHTS !!!
Post by unsolved1 on Oct 7th, 2005, 2:15pm
Wow! I've never passed out from the pain (Couldn't get that lucky).

Listen to the others and put that gun up somewhere safely out of reach (thats what I had to do too)

Goodluck with your battles

PF Wishes
UNsolved

Title: Re: BOOM BOOM OUT WENT THE LIGHTS !!!
Post by echo on Oct 7th, 2005, 2:18pm

on 10/07/05 at 10:08:23, ExplodingEyeBall wrote:
Take one of these. I realized I had some money after I started thinking of donuts and remembered there's a Dunkin Donuts right accrossed the street.

http://im1.shutterfly.com/procserv/47b5ce26b3127cce9421de98dd4b00000016108EZs2rJy0ba

The Boston Kremes are fresh today.

;;D


Cop energy biscuits --- I Love those things!!!

Title: Re: BOOM BOOM OUT WENT THE LIGHTS !!!
Post by aprilbee on Oct 7th, 2005, 3:10pm
Been there before, but never passed out from it....I've been sitting in my bathroom in the throws of a KIP 10 and a handful of pills....never did it, but boy was it tempting...I've gotten stronger over the years...never had the urge to do that again, but I think we ALL know that feeling of just giving up....what doesn't kill us only makes us stronger... :)

Keep rowin'...you'll make it!!!   :-*

Title: Re: BOOM BOOM OUT WENT THE LIGHTS !!!
Post by Sean_C on Oct 7th, 2005, 3:40pm
I've never passed out either. You should get checked out by your doc Mike. When your brain shuts down like that its usually a warning sign. JMHO.

Sean......................................



Title: Re: BOOM BOOM OUT WENT THE LIGHTS !!!
Post by TC on Oct 7th, 2005, 3:46pm
Keep it goin ghost !!!
You, your mind, who you are, these alone make you better than 'HIM' and you can never surrender, even in the darkest hours.

"...let him feast for our time is yet to come"

TC

Title: Re: BOOM BOOM OUT WENT THE LIGHTS !!!
Post by ghost62 on Oct 7th, 2005, 4:12pm

on 10/07/05 at 15:40:51, Sean_C wrote:
I've never passed out either. You should get checked out by your doc Mike. When your brain shuts down like that its usually a warning sign. JMHO.

Sean......................................

Its happened b4 and as doc told me my body shuts down to handle the pain at that level. He said it is actually natural for that to happen durring intense pain. ive been shot and have gernade frags in back and cut on hands and face and nech all same day within 1 hour and didnt pass out the beast thinks he is bad but cant beat me . Never surrender never retreat

Title: Re: BOOM BOOM OUT WENT THE LIGHTS !!!
Post by Sean_C on Oct 7th, 2005, 4:21pm
I don't know Mike, those are to different types of pain. I've had my share of physical pain too, but never a case where I've passed out from a CH attack, and I've had many bad attacks.

I'm just thinking of you, no arguement intended, its strictly your call bro ;;D

Hang tough I guess ;;D

Cheers [smiley=me&mb.gif]

Sean......................................

Title: Re: BOOM BOOM OUT WENT THE LIGHTS !!!
Post by rickyshot on Oct 7th, 2005, 6:27pm
AWWW Ghostie  [smiley=hug.gif]

I have almost passed out from my migraines but never ch. I usually roll in the bed and scream with a big one and wish I could pass out.

Title: Re: BOOM BOOM OUT WENT THE LIGHTS !!!
Post by minnie on Oct 7th, 2005, 9:29pm
 (((Mike)))  [smiley=hug.gif]    :-*
  Wish I could be there to help somehow.just know I'm sending PF vibes and praying the beast leaves you alone.I hate to see my CH family in any pain but kip 10's  :'(     [smiley=nono.gif]

  Minnie who would like to  [smiley=bash.gif]   [smiley=bigguns.gif]  the damn beast once and for all

Title: Re: BOOM BOOM OUT WENT THE LIGHTS !!!
Post by maffumatt on Oct 7th, 2005, 9:36pm
Hang tough man.........

Title: Re: BOOM BOOM OUT WENT THE LIGHTS !!!
Post by Gator on Oct 8th, 2005, 12:00am
Hang in there, bro.  I never passed out, but I can relate to the rest.  I keep my guns unloaded and separate of the ammo for much the same reason.  

Here's hoping things only get better for you.

Title: Re: BOOM BOOM OUT WENT THE LIGHTS !!!
Post by jcmquix on Oct 8th, 2005, 9:12am
Hang Tough my Friend...

You are in Our Prayer's & Thought's

God Bless Ya & PFDAN's  
Charlie



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