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(Message started by: Carl_D on Aug 24^th, 2005, 9:04am)

Title: I WANT TO SCRRRRREEEEAAAAMMMMMM!!!!!
Post by Carl_D on Aug 24^th, 2005, 9:04am

Why does the beast insist on sticking around for longer than two hours at a time lately? WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK?
Five days after a mild dose of LSA I succombed to the Imitrex this morning. I have to wait until I get into my new place until I can do a full dose of LSA, which will be another week or two. So for now - I have enough Trex to keep the beast half-at-bay (thanks again Charles Henry. ;) )

Not sleeping very well again, and no sleep for 2 days now. I'm a bit crabby, my eye is bright red and feels like a lump of coal is inside of it smoldering. Happy fucking joy joy! I am getting ready to walk about 7 miles to the graveyard in a bit. This week marks the 20th anniversary of my best friends death, and I am visiting his grave, and then his mother - whom I haven't seen in almost 12 years. The beast WILL NOT fuck up today. I am pissed and packing Trex so he'd better BTFU!!!

Wearing Warpaint,
Carl D

Title: Re: I WANT TO SCRRRRREEEEAAAAMMMMMM!!!!!
Post by pattik on Aug 24^th, 2005, 9:09am

Carl, sorry you're having to do battle....stay armed and ready [smiley=hug.gif] Pat

Title: Re: I WANT TO SCRRRRREEEEAAAAMMMMMM!!!!!
Post by SteCo on Aug 24^th, 2005, 9:52am

Quote:

Five days after a mild dose of LSA I succombed to the Imitrex this morning. I have to wait until I get into my new place until I can do a full dose of LSA, which will be another week or two.

Quote:

Not sleeping very well again, and no sleep for 2 days now.

Hi Carl,
Sorry to hear you are getting hammered and hope you get a break for today.
Sounds like you had some degree of relief after the dose? Alt. therapy users typically will dose every 5-7 days (if activity picks up again). IMHO...you may want to continue the smaller doses of LSA 5-7 days, until you can get situated in your new place for the larger dose.

Hang tuff & Best of luck!
SteCo

Title: Re: I WANT TO SCRRRRREEEEAAAAMMMMMM!!!!!
Post by Jasmyn on Aug 24^th, 2005, 12:44pm

It's OK Carl Scream!
Swear, disect a chicken, kick a door, do any bloody thing 'cause you are allowed to.

Thinking of you and know that you are strong!

Title: Re: I WANT TO SCRRRRREEEEAAAAMMMMMM!!!!!
Post by Jimmy B. on Aug 24^th, 2005, 1:03pm

http://img224.imageshack.us/img224/6066/awjeeznotthissheetagain15we.jpg

I'm so sorry you have to go through this sh1t again, Carl....I'm hoping better days are looking for ya.

Jimmy

Title: Re: I WANT TO SCRRRRREEEEAAAAMMMMMM!!!!!
Post by cootie on Aug 24^th, 2005, 1:51pm

Does that LSA stuff 'screw ya up' ? Man I'd hate to have to take shit to fix one problem but make it impossible to communicate or be around people or in public.....what's a person to do ech ? I get enuff crap jus for bein in a bad mood and not myself let alone let anyone know I take meds......alot of people don't think a person needs to do that and is HOOKED or jus tryin to party 24/7 when they find out they take shit daily.....course they never had to......worst they ever had was a stubbed toe pain wise. Pisses me off. I don't take shit to act fucked up (um....cept beer on weekends) and if I even start to talk strange cuz I forgot what I was talkin bout or fumble up words I get raised eyebrows......even by Brad ! I ain't gonna walk around like a neandrothol and scream and yell in pain with every movement and sit and shake and sweat pain is so intense cuz my back is bending and twisting from injuries. Yeah even I get that crap where people tell me 'they have a stiff back off and on and if ya take some advils first thing in the morning you can beat it instead of waiting till noon. Or why not try stretching exercises every morning shit !! As if I am jus too lazy to help myself. Stand still while I punch yer lights out Pam >:(

Sorry....got on a roll.............

Title: Re: I WANT TO SCRRRRREEEEAAAAMMMMMM!!!!!
Post by seasonalboomer on Aug 24^th, 2005, 2:31pm

on 08/24/05 at 13:51:25, cootie wrote:

Cootie, are you missing some keys on your keyboard or something?

Title: Re: I WANT TO SCRRRRREEEEAAAAMMMMMM!!!!!
Post by nani on Aug 24^th, 2005, 3:09pm

Screaming and wearing warpaint can be an effective deterrant. :) Unfortunately, it didn't work very well against European settlers with guns. ;)
I'm sorry you're still getting slammed, bro. Have you tried Red Bull or ginger to abort? I'm thinking the less trex you have to use, the better the next LSA dose will work... I dunno...I could be full of it, but it sounds like that's right. :-/ Keeping my fingers crossed, bud.
hugs, nani

Title: Re: I WANT TO SCRRRRREEEEAAAAMMMMMM!!!!!
Post by cootie on Aug 24^th, 2005, 3:29pm

Um.......no I'm not missin any keys on my keyboard but maybe in my head......why ? What the hell is LSA anyhow......sounds like LSD stuff........rite ? So would imagine ya can't go doin that shit and go shoppin at your friendly Walmart and run into people ya know and work with and do idle chit chat.....or run down to the local resturant and hang out for coffee and some gab about the weather ? Maybe I missed somethin.....I have company all the time and comein and gion all the time around people so it would be hard to be STRANGER.Shun'd like the amish possibilities Pam

Or were you pickin on my SLANG ? The possibilities are endless............

Title: Re: I WANT TO SCRRRRREEEEAAAAMMMMMM!!!!!
Post by seasonalboomer on Aug 24^th, 2005, 3:32pm

on 08/24/05 at 15:29:25, cootie wrote:

Um.......no I'm not missin any keys on my keyboard but maybe in my head......why ? .........Or were you pickin on my SLANG ? The possibilities are endless............

Not so much picking on your slang as trying to find a sentence in there somewhere.

Title: Re: I WANT TO SCRRRRREEEEAAAAMMMMMM!!!!!
Post by nani on Aug 24^th, 2005, 3:46pm

Cootie, LSA is similar to LSD. It's the treatment that uses Hawaiian Baby Woodrose seeds or Rivea Corombosa (sp?) seeds. It works like the mushroom treatment, but quite a few seeds have to be used to get a psychedelic effect. Most start with doses of 1 to 3 seeds. Most people get a buzz similar to having a couple of beers. I get NO effect at all. My last dose was 6 seeds. I didn't have an effect from mushrooms, either. I'm beginning to think I may be some kind of mutant. ;)
hugs, nani

edited cause I can't spell. :-/

Title: Re: I WANT TO SCRRRRREEEEAAAAMMMMMM!!!!!
Post by cootie on Aug 24^th, 2005, 4:44pm

Ok Mr. seasonalbloomer.......since when is this a english class ? Phrases verses sentences Pam

It all reads the same cept higher class need to use a phonics book.......I went to a 'flame' school......all we did was play with the asbestos over the pipes and pick on each other seein who would cry next. 8)

PS: Thanks nani.......I did enuff of that stuff in high school and on after a few years.......that stuff messed me up so bad I would of never been able to be around other people on it now days even small doses. Course back in them days everyone goofed on you and did mean stuff to be funny and freaked sum out and some a down rite complex they never got over !!! Was all in fun and games......I came from a 'FLAME ERA' you could say. Some were never the same again......ever. I handled it ok tho....but seen people flip out. Felt sorry for them.....cuz it really did effect them after that. Have freinds that went to prison for dealing it......so guess I have a bad outlook on it now days. But am GLAD it is helping some of you.

Title: Re: I WANT TO SCRRRRREEEEAAAAMMMMMM!!!!!
Post by Sean_C on Aug 24^th, 2005, 4:47pm

Its all here Carl, pf vibes comin your way.

Sean.......................

http://media.bmgonline.com/rcarecords.com/foo_fighters/video/best_of_you_300.asx

Title: Re: I WANT TO SCRRRRREEEEAAAAMMMMMM!!!!!
Post by LeLimey on Aug 24^th, 2005, 4:59pm

How many seeds did you use last time Carl? Maybe like Nani you need to fiddle with the dose a little?
I hope you find your level and soon [smiley=hug.gif]
Helen

Title: Re: I WANT TO SCRRRRREEEEAAAAMMMMMM!!!!!
Post by Carl_D on Aug 24^th, 2005, 8:44pm

on 08/24/05 at 16:59:59, LeLimey wrote:

How many seeds did you use last time Carl? Maybe like Nani you need to fiddle with the dose a little?
I hope you find your level and soon [smiley=hug.gif]
Helen

Nani & Helen, I did a dose of 11 seeds with the purified water extraction. Next dose will be when I get in my new pad (which should be in another week or so - fingers crossed) of about 20 seeds with the grain extraction - more potent. I researched LSA compared to LSD and for the equivilant dose it can take 35-50 seeds. I gave up 'tripping' the last time in '96 (when I returned from Michigan) and swore off of the stuff. It is interesting that I wasn't cycling when I was using recreational hallucinogens, but went chronic 2 years after the Feb/96 "Dance With Rerun by the Pale Moonlight" trip (you hadta be there to get it ;;D )

I think if I can handle seeing Friday the 13th part 3 in 3D at the theatre on 5 hits of Purple Windopane (strong lsd) at the age of 14, I can handle some seeds man.

[smiley=mellow.gif]

Sean - THAT IS MY FUCKING SONG MAN!!! The first time I heard it I saw the "Making the video" and got what alot of the imagery in the video means. By the time that was over and they played the song/video - by the end I had stuff streaming out of my eyes. Everytime I hear that song - I feel every word of it!

Peace & LYG,
Carl

Title: Re: I WANT TO SCRRRRREEEEAAAAMMMMMM!!!!!
Post by seasonalboomer on Aug 25^th, 2005, 8:34am

on 08/24/05 at 16:44:50, cootie wrote:

Not asking for grammar and punctuation, just occasionally trying to pick through the stream of consciousness for what the heck you are asking or telling... that's all. i know it feels good just to let it all drain out through your fingers and keyboard, but I assume by your use of question marks you were actually wanting someone to understand what you were asking.

just being grumpy,

scott

Title: Re: I WANT TO SCRRRRREEEEAAAAMMMMMM!!!!!
Post by BobG on Aug 25^th, 2005, 8:51am

Quote:

I WANT TO SCRRRRREEEEAAAAMMMMMM!!!!!

I think you did just that.
Hope you are feeling better this morning.

Title: Re: I WANT TO SCRRRRREEEEAAAAMMMMMM!!!!!
Post by cootie on Aug 25^th, 2005, 7:48pm

good grief.......never mind.......god forbid anyone gets on here and doesn't make sense. I should know better......live and scorn Pam

My bad days ALWAYS come back to haunt me......

Title: Re: I WANT TO SCRRRRREEEEAAAAMMMMMM!!!!!
Post by Sean_C on Aug 25^th, 2005, 8:08pm

Scotty be cool, I love Coots as does many many others.

She's a great supporter and friend.

Sean................................

Title: Re: I WANT TO SCRRRRREEEEAAAAMMMMMM!!!!!
Post by Carl_D on Aug 25^th, 2005, 8:11pm

Feeling better today and so far (very strangely) no attacks through the night or today (knock on woodhead).

Cootie - I understand ya perfectly, mistakes and all. To hell with grammar. ;)

Peeeece,
Carl D

Title: Re: I WANT TO SCRRRRREEEEAAAAMMMMMM!!!!!
Post by thebbz on Aug 25^th, 2005, 8:12pm

Go Cootie!!!
I got on here one time a couple of years ago tweeked to the hilt on the pred and rambled ;) like a idiot. Still do and I'm PF,do what you gotta. Has to be something with the alternatives. The shrooms have got me in episodic remission so far. Hope ya find your dose.
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