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(Message started by: Carl_D on May 26^th, 2005, 6:10pm)

Title: Shit + Fan = My Week
Post by Carl_D on May 26^th, 2005, 6:10pm

Earlier this year, I began taking steps to keep my ship afloat, but had "DUMBFUCK SHIPMATES" (You might remember my old drummer bailing on me without warning, etc.) ) that basically helped kick holes in the boat. Well, after getting screwed by 2 ex band members it collapsed and died a horrible death, and so that job washed out.
As a result, this ship sank this week when my power got turned off. So, I am in the 'dark ages' at home right now but dealing with it. This should only be temporary ( I Hope ) and will be 'above water' soon. So, there will be no funnies this week. Too much other shit happening to go into, but lets just say I have been doing my best to deal with it. Getting slammed left and right here literally, but doing what I can to cope. Luckily a friend had some nasal Trex and gave me, but I noticed when I use that, the rebound is a wicked MOFO! So, Trex nasal sucks.
The insomnia has gone beyond the 'funny' point to downright scary, and had been awake for almost five days before sleeping this morning (exactly 126 hours straight.) I still feel like shit and am a bit wobbly, but at least I got a few hours winks. I think I have averaged maybe 12 hours sleep for 2 weeks. No kidding around.

Oh, and said drummer contacted me earlier this week wanting to jam. I asked him if I had "Fuck Me" written on my forehead or something. He is the first person I have "lost it" on in a very long time. It felt really really good too. I might just start going off more often. [smiley=laugh.gif]

Peace,
Carl

Title: Re: Shit + Fan = My Week
Post by thomas on May 27^th, 2005, 8:31am

on 05/26/05 at 18:10:08, Carl_D wrote:

. He is the first person I have "lost it" on in a very long time. It felt really really good too. I might just start going off more often. [smiley=laugh.gif]

Peace,
Carl

You are missing out on one of the biggest endorphine releasing activities, besides sex and running a marathon. I LOVE going off on morons. I believe 'tis a good thing to publicly ridicule idiots. Work it into your daily routine, you may find it will actually help you sleep better. :-*

Title: Re: Shit + Fan = My Week
Post by rickyshot on May 27^th, 2005, 8:59am

I am with Thomas. But sorry you are having such a hard time. :-/

Title: Re: Shit + Fan = My Week
Post by don on May 27^th, 2005, 10:23am

Quote:

Work it into your daily routine,

As much as I would like to Thomas, I dont have time to be writing you every day. 8)

Title: Re: Shit + Fan = My Week
Post by thomas on May 27^th, 2005, 11:03am

on 05/27/05 at 10:23:05, don wrote:

As much as I would like to Thomas, I dont have time to be writing you every day. 8)

That's ok, as long as you keep blowing me regularly, that's all that matters.

Title: Re: Shit + Fan = My Week
Post by Gator on May 27^th, 2005, 11:28am

Sorry to hear you're in such dire straights, bro. I wish I had more to offer than just my hopes that things get better soon.

Title: Re: Shit + Fan = My Week
Post by aprilbee on May 27^th, 2005, 11:35am

My thoughts are with you...sounds like you're on the way back up...hope it keeps going that way... :-*

Title: Re: Shit + Fan = My Week
Post by Charlie on May 27^th, 2005, 11:47am

Rats. >:(

Sorry about your insomnia Carl. I hope you can find someting or someone to give you a hand with that and your other troubles.

Venting here is one thing anyway. Keep in touch.

Charlie

Title: Re: Shit + Fan = My Week
Post by LadyLuv on May 27^th, 2005, 1:41pm

Carl_D..

Whow Bro... Keep your chin up - I'm glad that things seems to be on the up swing at this time. I wish that I could offer you more than a Prayer and words...

I agree with thomas, W;;DW that's scarey, me agreeing with thomas (only joking sweetie, you know that I luv ya)..

Carl venting can be very good for you; once you get that weight off your shoulders hopefully you will be able to sleep.

Peace & Blessings
Lady Luvl