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(Message started by: Kim Y. on May 25^th, 2005, 1:00am)

Title: Loosing my Mind......... non CH
Post by Kim Y. on May 25^th, 2005, 1:00am

Depressed, Stressed, Angry and lost. A week part of me showed for a split second but am keeping one nostral above water. Ok that about sums up what I feel like right know.

This is Big and I don't know what to do.......... My words have been turned and flipped and I can't figure out why or where they came up with it. Rumers from staff suck.

I was just doing my job as a supervisor. I am a good person and I just don't understand. :'(

Ok I am stopping now just venting. Thanks.

Please don't think bad of me I don't know what I would do if I didn't have you all. :-[

Title: Re: Pitty party......... non CH
Post by Bethany1 on May 25^th, 2005, 7:52am

[smiley=hug.gif]

Hang in there Kim, this will pass.

Title: Re: Pitty party......... non CH
Post by Kim Y. on May 25^th, 2005, 9:33am

Man I hope your right. :-/

Something tells me that this is going to get much worse before it ever gets better.

I am so scared. :'(

Title: Re: Loosing my Mind......... non CH
Post by Candycane on May 25^th, 2005, 10:53am

It will get better though Kim remember that!!

ITS ONLY A TEST ;;D

Hang tough!!!!!!

Title: Re: Loosing my Mind......... non CH
Post by LadyLuv on May 25^th, 2005, 11:21am

Kim, been there done that... Please note that even though I can't be there with you in person, I'm there with you in heart, thoughts & Prayers... Hang in there!!!!

Peace & Blessings
Lady Luv

How Big Is Your Cross ?

The young man was at the end of his rope. Seeing no way out, he dropped to his knees in prayer. "Lord, I can't go on," he said. "I have too heavy a cross to bear."

The Lord replied, My son, if you can't bear its weight, just place your cross inside this room. then, open that other door and pick out any cross you wish."

The man was filled with relief. "Thank you Lord," he sighed, and he did as he was told. Upon entering the other door, he saw many crosses, some so large the tops were not visible. Then, he spotted a tiny cross leaning against a far wall. "I'd like that one, Lord," he whispered.

And the Lord replied, "My son, that is the cross you just brought in."

When life's problems seem overwhelming, it helps to look around and see what other people are coping with. You may consider yourself far more fortunate than you imagined. YOUR CROSS--Whatever your cross, whatever your pain. There will always be sunshine after the rain.
Perhaps you may stumble, perhaps even fall, but...
God is always there.

Title: Re: Loosing my Mind......... non CH
Post by Kim Y. on May 25^th, 2005, 12:42pm

LadyLuv

Quote:

When life's problems seem overwhelming, it helps to look around and see what other people are coping with. You may consider yourself far more fortunate than you imagined. YOUR CROSS--Whatever your cross, whatever your pain. There will always be sunshine after the rain.
Perhaps you may stumble, perhaps even fall, but...
God is always there.

Thanks for the reminder.

I just always thought God wanted me to help people so I became a nurse and now my job and career is a risk.

Sorry I said it was BIG.

Putting my trust in God

Kim

Title: Re: Loosing my Mind......... non CH
Post by lionsound on May 25^th, 2005, 1:27pm

Quote:

I am a good person

Yes, you are!

:)

[smiley=hug.gif]

Title: Re: Loosing my Mind......... non CH
Post by Kim Y. on May 25^th, 2005, 1:33pm

Quote:

Posted by: lionsound Posted on: Today at 12:27pm
Quote:I am a good person

Yes, you are!

Thanks I needed to read and hear that. Stocking up on all of it because I leave for work in 45 min. There I am all alone not knowing who to trust. It will be straight business. I can't even be me and that really hurts. :-[ Will still be myself with my residents though.

Kim

Title: Re: Loosing my Mind......... non CH
Post by LeLimey on May 25^th, 2005, 1:40pm

on 05/25/05 at 13:33:18, Kim Y. wrote:

... Will still be myself with my residents though.

Kim

Thats the important bit Kim.. to thine own self be true and cobblers to the rest of them.
Just remember.. empty vessels make most noise!

Oh and ESPECIALLY remember you are MUCH better than them and you have one humoungous advantage. You have us, family, in places they haven't even heard of!!

Title: Re: Loosing my Mind......... non CH
Post by Langa on May 25^th, 2005, 1:40pm

Staff rumors...I've had experience with those... :-[
In the end people will see your true character and integrity in time for the troublemakers to be revealed.

All will be fine. ;)

LadyLuv...love that story... ;;D

Langa

Title: Re: Loosing my Mind......... non CH
Post by Kim Y. on May 25^th, 2005, 1:47pm

Quote:

In the end people will see your true character and integrity in time for the troublemakers to be revealed.

I am afraid that discrimination rumors don't go away that easy. God help me.......

Sorry negative thinking. Need to think positive. Trying truely I am.

Title: Re: Loosing my Mind......... non CH
Post by kimmeesue on May 25^th, 2005, 1:57pm

Kim,
God never gives us more than He is prepared to help us handle. If you can deal with CH you can deal with ANYTHING.
Good luck and God's blessings,
Kim

Title: Re: Loosing my Mind......... non CH
Post by Kim Y. on May 25^th, 2005, 2:00pm

Well Here it goes. Putting my game face on. Going to work in15 min. Thanks for the pep talks....

Title: Re: Loosing my Mind......... non CH
Post by ghost62 on May 25^th, 2005, 2:04pm

Remember the first part of supervisor is super .... ;;D

dont let them drag you down because then you can pi55 them off by not letting it show. Hang tough you can do it.

Title: Re: Loosing my Mind......... non CH
Post by vietvet2tours on May 25^th, 2005, 2:58pm

If you are innocent as a new born white faced calf then fuckem.

Title: Re: Loosing my Mind......... non CH
Post by LadyLuv on May 25^th, 2005, 3:42pm

Kim you said it best... "I am a good person".. You don't have to convince me, I believe you.. now I want you to believe it also..

Remember Sweetie, good people have it rough also... This is a Prayer that I carry in my purse and have it taped to my printer @ work and home...

BE THANKFUL FOR TROUBLE...

Many times God allows obstacles in life to knock us to our knees. If it were not for troubles, trials and tribulations, there would be less Praying. The knee position provides opportunity to know God's will for our lives

Whether our troubles are on the job, in the home or where
ever there are people, BE THANKFUL FOR TROUBLES!
Where there are people, there are trials and testings. "In the world [we] shall have tribulations; be of good cheer: I have overcome the world" (John 16:33). Jesus tells us to expect troubles, don't fall apart: rather, fall on our knees.

On the job thank God for the things that go wrong. the difficult people we have to deal with , and the problems and unpleasantness of the working day, It takes intelligence, resourcefulness, patience, tact and courage to meet the troubles on any job, or any situation in life.

God allows troubles to knock us to our knees where we can receive the energy to GET UP, STAND UP AND GO ON.

PS... Trouble is usually produced by
those who don't produce anything else!!!

Title: Re: Loosing my Mind......... non CH
Post by Redneck on May 25^th, 2005, 5:12pm

Trouble comes and goes, hope this goes quickly and well for you.
First thru 5th rules of supervision:
Document

Document

Document

Document

Document

The first thing in health care, (especially in field work) my old supervisor taught me was an old chinese provberb:

"Even thin ink is better than a memory"

Don't let them get you down, right is always right even if it's not popular.

JImbo

Title: Re: Loosing my Mind......... non CH
Post by Melissa on May 25^th, 2005, 5:59pm

Before you sink further into a worrying, anxiety ridden and depressive abyss, ask yourself this one question...

"Will it kill me?"

If the answer is "no", then it ain't as bad as you think it is. Just as many new doors open as the number of ones that are closing.

No one can hurt you unless you let them.

hugs,
mel

Title: Re: Loosing my Mind......... non CH
Post by Charlie on May 25^th, 2005, 6:59pm

I'm with Mel. She said it best.

One solution:

http://www.netsync.net/users/charlies/gifs/doctor.gif

Charlie

Title: Re: Loosing my Mind......... non CH
Post by Kim Y. on May 25^th, 2005, 11:42pm

Well I am doing ok. Kept it strictly buisness but kept myself spread equally among all three courts and all 50 residents. I helped what I could when I could. I did my best. I wasn't weak. Been very quiet but still can't stop being my caring friendly self but watched ever word coming out of my mouth. Thank God for two days off. Need time to relax and regroup. Thank you all dearly for the pep talks I needed that a lot. (typing [smiley=laugh.gif]) Even though this wasn't CH related you all continue to be here Thanks. Thank you so very much. Vacation is 6 days away YIPPY...

PF wishes and God bless you all.

Kim

Title: Re: Loosing my Mind......... non CH
Post by cootie on May 26^th, 2005, 12:04am

Yeah.......gotta watch what ya say to who and about what and to whom and when.......trust no one........only say what you don't mind bein repeated Pam

Hope things smooth out for ya......sumtimes stuff like this is a real reality check and ya learn from yer mistakes !! Good luck !

Title: Re: Loosing my Mind......... non CH
Post by Kim Y. on May 26^th, 2005, 12:22am

Yep reality check is definitly what I am getting. I got too comfortable I guess.

Quote:

Yeah.......gotta watch what ya say to who and about what and to whom and when.......trust no one........only say what you don't mind bein repeated Pam

Heck I never even said anything just a flying rumor that has spiraled out of control because someone miss read my approaches and so on.