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(Message started by: kimh on Jan 23rd, 2005, 12:43am)

Title: not sleepy...wake up anyway
Post by kimh on Jan 23rd, 2005, 12:43am
it is late and i'll soon hit the hay.  My mom callled me earlier..........Mr. big was sitting on my shoulder.  I made a pot of cawfee while my hands found the knot on my neck.  I tried very hard to focus onwhat my mom was tellingme.  It was  dfficult.  My eye teared up and felt hot.  My rite sideof face and neck was intense but lowon kipper.  I sat at the table like i have a gazillion times b4.  25 minutes and the drain ..................i was     happy like always to have "me" back in the whole agaIN.

to me in all honesty  i must share with you this one thing:  we are all so much MORE than clusters.  we are living and god-willing no more or less.  I will always be grateful for all of you to help me when i need to talk............i will always want to put me up front for youto see - like or not.

but i have felt a settling and accept ance so to speak.  I no longer feel life-threatened by this disability.  I have even come to know that my journey has led me  to a "safe" place ...............THIS is Key.   Once we come together we can be collectively reassured....

What ever we shall achieve stems from that.***  still.

Title: Re: not sleepy...wake up anyway
Post by kimh on Jan 23rd, 2005, 1:09am
UPdate:  Brian just yelled at the top of his lungs "WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU [smiley=huh.gif]?"

that is IT.  I am workingsunupp tosundown.  snow and children.  i'llpost more later - lol.

HEY EVERYONE, BRIAN IS BABYSITTNG TOMORROW AND HEIS ALSO IN CHARGE OF PEEKING OUT THE WINDOW AND IF YOU HEAR A LOUD GASP IT WASN'T ME :D  me and Chelsea shoveled all day.  Really ;;D

Title: Re: not sleepy...wake up anyway
Post by Woobie on Jan 23rd, 2005, 1:26am
HI Kim.........

;;D

i dont got no cawwwwwwwwfeeee....but I got some alkehole.

smmoooooch to ya!
Cheers.
tina

Title: Re: not sleepy...wake up anyway
Post by Peppermint on Jan 23rd, 2005, 6:56am

on 01/23/05 at 00:43:53, kimh wrote:
it is late and i'll soon hit the hay. Mr. big was sitting on my shoulder.


F*cker.  I'm glad you were able to get rid of him.  I didn't know it was time ... :-/ seems so soon.  


on 01/23/05 at 01:09:12, kimh wrote:
UPdate:  Brian just yelled at the top of his lungs "WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU [smiley=huh.gif]?"


so did he figure out the answer to the question?    ::)
you knOw that ticks me off kimster..... the noive.   I hope you are feeling better, we'll talk when the sun is up.

boy is there a lotta shoveling to be done.  

Title: Re: not sleepy...wake up anyway
Post by E-Double on Jan 23rd, 2005, 8:45am
HAY MIsss Keeyyum,

beeter get your skis on or your ice skates if your gonna make it to Bayville ;)

Hang in there girlie and please let know if ya need anything.......

E



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