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(Message started by: Jeepgun on Jan 19^th, 2005, 9:53am)

Title: 1010101
Post by Jeepgun on Jan 19^th, 2005, 9:53am

I wrote this after feeling a profound sense of unease all day. (look at the date, at the end) It's very out of character for the other things I write, and I was a little freaked out by it. The next morning, I found out why.
[smiley=eek.gif]

1010101

Computer virus attack
Viral meningitis paranoia
Megadoses of antibiotics
What a pretty sky
Smokeburn salve is almond-scented
"It's just a freckle. If ignored, it should go away."
Cremated livestock Quarantine. Evacuation.
White mice in cages
"What a nice necktie!"
White shirts with nooses about their necks.
Migraine jolting vision tilt-a-whirl sidewalk
"... you okay?"
Air raid siren ambulance siren police siren shiny
firetruck siren death siren singing
Industriously at work in my cubicle cage
Morality deathsquad
Thought police
Hidden cameras
Wash hands before returning to work
Genetic engineering lab
Hard to breathe with walls closing in
Postwar happiness
We're all happy here
Media puppet
Cold black coffee plastic flowers and government radio
Artistic crime against the State
Comfortable institution
Stop and seek cover
Fashionable well-stocked bomb
shelter beneath the dining room
A clean, brightly lit cell
Blister Agent Atropine and II Pam Chloride injectors
What a clean and shiny city scrubbed by acid rain
Stay indoors lying in the center of the room all day
Plug ears and cover eyes remaining down until
debris stops falling
Don't move don't move don't move don't move don't move
Crouching telephone with shiny buttons
Busy noises stop as sun sets schizo-red.
Shadows spill longer.
Insomniac
Empty pillbottles
Dream police
Moaning city lurches along in black gray red
Dreamless sleep
STOP

-Frank H. Weeden
9/10/01

Title: Re: 1010101
Post by Bethany1 on Jan 19^th, 2005, 12:53pm

Incredible Frank....

Title: Re: 1010101
Post by Jeepgun on Jan 19^th, 2005, 1:09pm

Thanks, Bethany. As I was writing this, it's like a "door" was opening on a vision that kept growing more terrifying. I finally figured out a way to shut both the poem and the vision down. Usually, writing something out is a catharsis of sorts, but after writing this one, the malaise continued to eat away at me... The events of the next morning were horrifying, but I wasn't as surprised as I could have been...

Curse or blessing, I don't know...

I dreamed twice of the Tsunami, about a month before it happened, but didn't make the connection until a couple of days ago. :-/

Life is strange...

Title: Re: 1010101
Post by LeLimey on Jan 19^th, 2005, 3:35pm

I like it Frank [smiley=hug.gif]

Title: Re: 1010101
Post by Jeepgun on Jan 19^th, 2005, 8:13pm

Thank you... Everytime I read it, it's like a goose walking over my grave. It scares the be-jeezus outta' me!

Title: Re: 1010101
Post by lionsound on Jan 19^th, 2005, 11:23pm

...............woah............intense..........

Title: Re: 1010101
Post by maureen on Jan 20^th, 2005, 12:41am

WOW! How long have you known that you could "tune in " to the energy around you? If you don't mind me asking.

Maureen

Title: Re: 1010101
Post by Jeepgun on Jan 20^th, 2005, 8:01am

Most of my life, Maureen. Fairly often, I catch a little glimpse of things... It always scares me. :-/

A month before the tsunami, I had two dreams:

In the first one, I was standing on the beach at night, on Maui. I was trying to get to Hawaii for a (interestingly enough) a cluster headache party/awards ceremony. I borrowed a windsurfing setup from a guy, and began making my way across the water. There were impossibly HUGE waves, but the board I had seemed to cut right through them. The silhouette of Hawaii was looming out of the water, and I came ashore where some people had pulled a portable bar onto the beach. It was lit up and music was playing, and people were dancing. I pulled a piece of paper from my pocket and asked directions, when the dream ended.

The next dream was more frightening. I pushed a rowboat off of the sand, and began rowing out to sea. I turned around to look where I was going, and there were waves that were towering overhead.... SO massive!! And there were a couple of ships, too. The waves and the ships were so big, and the water was so full of small boats and debris, (tile rooftops, wooden beams, and various flotsam and jetsam) that I got scared and awoke.

Title: Re: 1010101
Post by maureen on Jan 20^th, 2005, 10:57am

Thanks for letting me know. I'm sorry it scares you, have you ever looked into seeking out others like yourself, just a thought. I do alot of studying, workshops etc. about this type of stuff, it might help you. I have a close friend who like yourself could see alot of the worlds natural disasters whenever she would meditate and like yourself she would write what see "saw" she took some classes to try to understand what she was seeing, happening it has helped her alot. And she isn't scared by it anymore.
If you don't mind I would love to know more about your experiences or if I can answer some questions for you. not trying to be nosy, I have met other people like yourself and just thought maybe I could help.
All the best, Maureen

Title: Re: 1010101
Post by Jeepgun on Jan 20^th, 2005, 11:02am

Check your PM's Maureen. Thank you for your generous offer.

-Frank

Title: Re: 1010101
Post by maureen on Jan 20^th, 2005, 12:49pm

Hello, I sent you off a email anything I can do let me know.

Maureen

Title: Re: 1010101
Post by Charlie on Jan 20^th, 2005, 1:34pm

Very nice Frank. I like this one!

You're still weird though 8)

Charlie

Title: Re: 1010101
Post by john_d on Jan 20^th, 2005, 1:44pm

you should check out this website too....

http://www.randi.org

reason rules

Title: Re: 1010101
Post by Jeepgun on Jan 20^th, 2005, 1:52pm

Thanks, Charlie.

John, I have never advocated a lack of reason or logical deduction. James Randi chooses to be a skeptic, and in this day and age, that's certainly laudable. I have experienced many things that do not lend themselves easily to scientific scrutiny, nor are those things parlor tricks to be performed like a trained monkey for those who are given to ridicule. I'm not asking anyone to believe anything. I don't really have anything to prove, either. I can only vouch for what I have experienced.

Title: Re: 1010101
Post by john_d on Jan 20^th, 2005, 2:19pm

That's cool Frank, I am not trying to insult you or your beliefs. But I disagree, and it's important in a public forum to speak up on this particular issue, way to many people are taken for a ride because they believe without thinking. Randi does more than have a skeptical opinion, he put a million dollars where his mouth is and no one has been able to take it yet.

Title: Re: 1010101
Post by rextangle on Jan 20^th, 2005, 2:48pm

Frank, I love your poetry/spoken words...
I'd like to use some of them for my music, as I don't write lyrics....
Great Stuff!!!

Title: Re: 1010101
Post by ExplodingEyeBall on Jan 20^th, 2005, 2:50pm

Rex...

You and I have something in common here.

I can write music in my sleep but all of my lyrics come out sounding like a drunken Dr. Suess.

Title: Re: 1010101
Post by Jeepgun on Jan 20^th, 2005, 2:56pm

John, I don't know what you're disagreeing with. Would you mind enlightening me on that?

I reiterate: I'm not asking anyone to believe anything. I related a few personal incidents that have been rather uncanny. I've drawn my own conclusions from my own experience.

Are you trying to convince me that my opinion and point of view of my own experiences is somehow wrong, and that I should abandon that in favor of someone else's point of view?

Rex, drop me a PM if you'd like to use a piece that I've written.

-Frank

Title: Re: 1010101
Post by rextangle on Jan 20^th, 2005, 3:12pm

Exploding,

I hear you man... I sound like a drunken Syd Barrett!!!!

Title: Re: 1010101
Post by john_d on Jan 20^th, 2005, 3:31pm

on 01/20/05 at 14:56:52, Jeepgun wrote:

Say what you want now, but you were asking people to believe it...

Quote:

Fairly often, I catch a little glimpse of things... It always scares me :-/

or you are willing to lead people to believe it as in the Inauguration Day thread,

Quote:

All is well Renee

So it's more than you and your opinion that is involved since this is a public forum.

In answer to your question, I disagree that you or anyone else has the ability to know what the future holds outside of intelligently predicting the future based on current and past events.

Title: Re: 1010101
Post by Charlie on Jan 20^th, 2005, 3:36pm

I love Randi.

What he did was put up a cool mil prize for any so-called psychic to tell him what was hidden somewhere; if I remember. It must be 20 years or more and not one of these larcenous creeps have come close. It's been forever though and the details may have changed.

He did the same thing with a faith healer who was using an earphone to keep ahead of the audiences at his con games. W. V. Grant, I think it was.

At least that wildeyed Fank isn't asking for a donation...yet..... 8) :o

Charlie

Title: Re: 1010101
Post by john_d on Jan 20^th, 2005, 3:40pm

Charlie reminds me, I don't think you are a 'fraud' or deliberately trying to deceive anyone, I believe you believe it.

Title: Re: 1010101
Post by Jeepgun on Jan 20^th, 2005, 3:44pm

Whatever, John. ::)

Title: Re: 1010101
Post by Charlie on Jan 20^th, 2005, 3:45pm

Quote:

I have a close friend who like yourself could see alot of the worlds natural disasters whenever she would meditate and like yourself she would write what see "saw" she took some classes to try to understand what she was seeing, happening it has helped her alot. And she isn't scared by it anymore.

A fun post kids but keep things in perspective Maureen.
You'll find that these psychics who saw the WTC disaster and countless other phenomena always wait until after the fact to make announcements. It's an interesting study though so long as you don't overdo it.

Charlie

Title: Re: 1010101
Post by john_d on Jan 20^th, 2005, 3:47pm

on 01/20/05 at 15:44:35, Jeepgun wrote:

Whatever, John. ::)

awww man, sorry bro, I still admire a good 95% of what you have to say

Title: Re: 1010101
Post by Jeepgun on Jan 20^th, 2005, 3:51pm

Thanks, John. No problem...

Charlie, I agree: There are a lot of charlatans, and I don't claim to be psychic. I have had some premonitory dreams, but I'm not smart enough to make the connections until after the event. Sometimes, long after. I don't know why that is. Maybe Cassandra knows. ;;D

Title: Re: 1010101
Post by maureen on Jan 20^th, 2005, 7:15pm

Ah not true, she told me some of the things she saw before they happened as a way to validate if they did truly happen, like you I was a and still am very much a "need to see it to believe it person" I just was lucky enough to see it. We all have different views that's what makes us who we are. I don't expect anyone to believe what I believe or what anyone else believes and am glad people are skeptical or everyone would be scammed. I was shown proof and it was good enough for me. Last month on national t.v. Sylvia Browne told people to stay away from India and surrounding area at Xmas time unless they wanted to die. How she new I don't know but I did see that show.