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(Message started by: sandie99 on Jan 13th, 2005, 1:26pm)

Title: feeling sad...
Post by sandie99 on Jan 13th, 2005, 1:26pm
I have to let this all out or I'm going to explode!
Here we go again...

I'm having one of those grey, grey days in which everything seems too much. I'm sure you know what I mean.

I just feel so empty, tired and lost right now. I'm getting very well at hiding my feelings; even my mum can't read me anymore...  And they say that the uni years are the best in one's life! My CH makes me antisocial, which doesn't help.

But now I just keep on wondering what am I doing in here? Why I keep on putting myself through cruelling schedules? I mean, I should know by now that I need to take things easier...

The hardest thing to admit is that I'm having my doubts about becoming a journalist. I'm doing my summerjob applications and I have no motivation left whatsoever. I have my BA degree, people work as journalists with less. And I feel like I should just quit uni and do something else. Or study something which actually matters, like nutrition.

Ok, perhaps I should stop crying and start listening some pick-your-self-up tape. Or go to sleep. World may look brighter tomorrow...

Thanks for listening.

Peace & PFdays to all,
sandie99

Title: Re: feeling sad...
Post by Jeepgun on Jan 13th, 2005, 1:33pm
[smiley=hug.gif] Hang in there... All I can say is that it does get better. Maintain your focus and keep fighting the good fight. This won't kill you and it WILL pass. Hang tough. (and welcome back!)

-Frank

Title: Re: feeling sad...
Post by Langa on Jan 13th, 2005, 1:59pm
[smiley=hug.gif] Better days are coming Sandie...

Hang in there...
;)
Langa

Title: Re: feeling sad...
Post by Ree on Jan 13th, 2005, 2:16pm
Go for it Sandee... you can do it... be a journalist...!  I think the world is completely out of line right now and everyone is feeling it... Remember its a new Year and you can do whatever you want... Look at it this way... You could be me I have always wanted to be a journalist and no one will hire me because I don't have my degree... YOu are one up on alot of people the world is yours....... love to you and hey welcome back... love ree

Title: Re: feeling sad...
Post by Tiannia on Jan 13th, 2005, 2:17pm
Take a little and regain your focus. It is easy to get bogged down and not see where you are heading.  Clear your thoughts and put all the troubles aside. You dont have to have everything figured out every second of everyday.

It will get better.
-Tia

Title: Re: feeling sad...
Post by nani on Jan 13th, 2005, 2:20pm
 :'(     Hang in there Sandie...
things are going to work out.   [smiley=hug.gif]

Title: Re: feeling sad...
Post by OneEyeBlind on Jan 13th, 2005, 2:32pm
Sandie, great big fat hugs to ya.  Some days you are just meant to stay in BED !  May tomorrow bring some sunshine and light.  

Hang in there, things have a way of getting better, sometimes it's just not gonna happen on OUR schedule ..... but they do get better !

(((((((((((((((Sandie )))))))))))))))))))))))))

Title: Re: feeling sad...
Post by LeLimey on Jan 13th, 2005, 2:46pm
The only good thing that can be said about grey days is that they make you appreciate sunny days all the more.
You CAN do it Sandie, we all know you can and I hope you do too. Its tough but look at all you have accomplished.. and the pressure you have coped with. You can do anything lady!!  [smiley=hug.gif]

Title: Re: feeling sad...
Post by RichardN on Jan 13th, 2005, 3:07pm

 Sandie

  So sorry for your bad time, but . . . .maybe a"blessing in disguise"?

  Journalism is writing for the masses is it not?  Everything I've ever read or heard about writing always includes, "write what you know about!" . . . . because when you've actually experienced  . . .  whatever . . . your words will ring true to the reader.   So . . . . . start drafting a column - - "Living with Clusters", or "The Other Side of My Face" - -  Hell, you might get syndicated and help us all . . . . how many other Finlanders suffer and don't know why/what?

   Just a thought,

     PFDAN.s

        Richard

Title: Re: feeling sad...
Post by taraann on Jan 13th, 2005, 4:32pm
http://www.deephousepage.com/smilies/itsokay.gif

Hope you feel "up" real soon.  Things will get better.  They always do.  Just be patient.

Title: Re: feeling sad...
Post by broomhilda on Jan 13th, 2005, 4:37pm
[smiley=hug.gif]Wishing you smiles and brighter days!

Title: Re: feeling sad...
Post by Jackie on Jan 13th, 2005, 4:37pm
Sandie...

Get your dobber up, Sweetie.....tomorrow is a new day and will be better.......promise  :)

Jacks 8)

Title: Re: feeling sad...
Post by Woobie on Jan 13th, 2005, 5:12pm
[smiley=hug.gif] [smiley=hug.gif]

Title: Re: feeling sad...
Post by Grandma_Sweet_Boy on Jan 13th, 2005, 5:16pm
C'mon cheer up - put your right hand on your right butt cheek and your left hand on the left one - now yank up (no, not a wedgie silly ;)) and give yourself a lift up.

It's that time of year I'm afraid, but it will pass.  Don't give up on your dreams!  Look at all the things you already have.  You'll get over this bump too.

Hugs coming your way

Carol

Title: Re: feeling sad...
Post by stevegeebe on Jan 13th, 2005, 9:05pm
Live the "dash".

The horizontal line between the date when you were born and the date that you die.

Never give in!  Pour you heart into it.  Kick ass.

Steve G

Title: Re: feeling sad...
Post by Jeepgun on Jan 13th, 2005, 10:29pm
Right on, Steve!!  [smiley=thumbsup.gif]

Title: Re: feeling sad...
Post by Charlie on Jan 14th, 2005, 4:08am
Things tend to get better. Remember that and I like the idea of writing some stuff about living with this horror or other things you know.

Be nice to yourself and eat some really dangerous food for a day or two.

Charlie



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