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(Message started by: helpless23 on Jan 12th, 2005, 9:33am)

Title: Haven't posted in a while...
Post by helpless23 on Jan 12th, 2005, 9:33am
Hey everyone.

I hope that everyone's holidays and New Year was fantastic. I can honestly say, that I'm so happy that it's over.  It's too early to tell if 2005 will be better, because we will be spending each and every New Year without our Christopher.

The holidays were really hard, but we spent it all together this year, for the first time, and I think it was the best way to do it.  New Year, Ken and I just spent alone with the kids and that was it. We watched the ball drop and went to bed. Nothing exciting there.

Things are still at a lull here with life. It just seems like we are just robots going through the motions. Whether they are the right motions, we will never know. We are just doing our best right now.

I'm going back to school. I'm getting a degree in Web Design (thanks to Leesa!! Love you girl) and I'm really excited about it.

Pretty soon, I will be able to code my own webpage, make cool graphics and animations and maybe get a paying job for once.

Keep that in mind for anyone who may need it in the future.

I'm sending the guitar out to Ramon this weekend, and I promise to post pictures as soon as I get it back.  It's going to be great - Ramon is very talented.

I'm sorry to all of you who have been going through your CH's and the supporters who feel totally helpless, just like me.  I do lurk around to see what's going on, on occasion and just because I'm not here, doesn't mean that my thoughts and prayers aren't with each and every one of you.

I doubt that Ken and I will be making it to the Meet and Greet at Magman's house in January in a couple of weeks (PLEASE DONT YELL AT ME CHUCK!) although we would LOVE to go, I don't know if it's really in the cards right now, and I don't know how good of company either of us would be, but it would be great to finally meet you guys.

Who knows, there is still 2 weeks to change minds here and plans, but with old man winter getting ready to settle in at the Jersey shore, I don't know if HE will allow us to do it.

With that, I'll say goodbye for now. PFDAN's to all of you and love and prayers and hugs to everyone.

Toni

Title: Re: Haven't posted in a while...
Post by Jeepgun on Jan 12th, 2005, 9:36am
[smiley=hug.gif]

Love and blessings to you and your family, Toni. Don't be a stranger. Best wishes with your new endeavors, too.

-Frank

Title: Re: Haven't posted in a while...
Post by nani on Jan 12th, 2005, 9:52am
Hi Toni, glad you dropped by.  [smiley=hug.gif] ...nani

Title: Re: Haven't posted in a while...
Post by LeLimey on Jan 12th, 2005, 11:56am
Congratulations on your degree, that is wonderful :)
I hope your pain eases
Take care
love
Helen

Title: Re: Haven't posted in a while...
Post by taraann on Jan 12th, 2005, 12:13pm
Glad to "see" ya Toni.  Congrats on going to school.  Best of luck to you.  As for your pain, I'm so sorry, not much consolation but it gets easier over time.  Lotsa hugs from my family to yours.

Title: Re: Haven't posted in a while...
Post by helpless23 on Jan 14th, 2005, 6:54pm
Thank you everyone.

Toni



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