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(Message started by: Zoom-zoom on Jan 2nd, 2005, 8:41pm)
Title: I don't wanna new year!
Post by Zoom-zoom on Jan 2nd, 2005, 8:41pm
i just looked over my headache journal
for 2004.  

I don't like it, not one bit.

No one should have to live our lives,
not even us.

What are we eating, drinking or smoking
that is causing our own hellthy normal minds
to attack itself?

I'd rather suffer a complete meltdown
than to suffer needless pain....

aaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggghhhhhhhhh
Title: Re: I don't wanna new year!
Post by Melissa on Jan 2nd, 2005, 8:45pm
We deal with the hand we are dealt dear.  Always know that things CAN be worse!!!  I am grateful for the life I have, because it is who I am and I wouldn't want it any other way.  Yeah, it's a bitch getting hit, and it takes every ounce of effort to fight it, but fortunately for me, I am episodic and always always the pain DOES end.

take care,
:)mel
Title: Re: I don't wanna new year!
Post by don on Jan 2nd, 2005, 8:45pm

Quote:
No one should have to live our lives,
not even us.


Quit your whining.


Quote:
I'd rather suffer a complete meltdown
than to suffer needless pain....


Want a meltdown? Take a visit with the kids at the Shriners Burn Hospital.
Title: Re: I don't wanna new year!
Post by Sean_C on Jan 2nd, 2005, 8:49pm
Wanna see real life, go to childrens too, it'll change your whole outlook on life.

Sorry your having a tough time of it, what meds are you taking?

Sean..............................
Title: Re: I don't wanna new year!
Post by Redd715 on Jan 2nd, 2005, 8:54pm
You kicked my ass back to reality once when I was down.   Now take that same advice hun...

We can and will deal with this..we must.  You have to be stronger than the beast...

I'm not going to tell you what you don't already know...but we aren't weak because we suffer..we are strong because we survive.
Title: Re: I don't wanna new year!
Post by vig on Jan 2nd, 2005, 8:56pm
Yes, count your blessings, it could be worse, WAAAY worse. ;;D
Title: Re: I don't wanna new year!
Post by Kevin_M on Jan 2nd, 2005, 9:07pm
Continue doing what you can for yourself in 2005, find what helps, took me awhile (years).  



on 01/02/05 at 20:41:05, Zoom-zoom wrote:
i just looked over my headache journal
for 2004.
 Not that way 


Quote:
I don't like it, not one bit.

No one should have to live our lives,
not even us.
Not that way


Quote:
What are we eating, drinking or smoking
that is causing our own hellthy normal minds
to attack itself?
Not that way.


Quote:
I'd rather suffer a complete meltdown
than to suffer needless pain....
Nope

It's here, somewhere


Kevin M
Title: Re: I don't wanna new year!
Post by Zoom-zoom on Jan 2nd, 2005, 9:19pm
And my co-workers think I am a cheery personality.

little do they ever read between the lines like a few of you can.


ahhhh.

Thanks for the kick in the head.

It makes me think straighter.  I know, it gets worse.
Thenit gets better.   Why the rollercoaster ride?
Why can't it always jsut be better?  i guess I hold that question for the big man upstairs....

thanks for putting up with a whinner!
TJ
Title: Re: I don't wanna new year!
Post by Sean_C on Jan 2nd, 2005, 9:24pm
Big vibes comin your way Zoomie ;;D

Hang tough it'll be over soon  ;)

Sean.....................................
Title: Re: I don't wanna new year!
Post by don on Jan 2nd, 2005, 9:26pm

Quote:
Why can't it always jsut be better?


Because we are clusterheads.

We deal and deal better than anyone I've ever known.
Title: Re: I don't wanna new year!
Post by Melissa on Jan 2nd, 2005, 9:26pm

on 01/02/05 at 21:19:45, Zoom-zoom wrote:
I know, it gets worse.
Thenit gets better.   Why the rollercoaster ride?
Why can't it always jsut be better?

cuz we are jest a special people hon, that's all

exquiste pain is only reserved for those who can endure, and we are strong.  i can't help but think of the many nights i spend holding my head rocking frmillowom the pain out in my garage at night, and know that i was picked by the powers that  be because they KNOW i can HANDLE it.  don't know why, but that's just how it is.  don't be discouraged, but know you are one of the few who can endure such agony, and know that you know how much valuable life is and not take for granted like many millions of people do

live, laugh and love,
:)mel
Title: Re: I don't wanna new year!
Post by LadyElaine on Jan 2nd, 2005, 9:28pm
TJ 2005 its a newYear and who knows  maybe the cure for clusters will be found.  :)
I am sorry you  hurt  I wish I had the answer to help you.
The best I can do is to say  we all live through it . We enjoy every second of pain free time , and we clink to each other durning our cycles. I use to be chronic now I am episoidic , not sure if I out grew them ,  or I just am meaner than the beast  and  I ran it off.  ;;D  There is always hope.
Big Hug
Elaine
Title: Re: I don't wanna new year!
Post by Kevin_M on Jan 2nd, 2005, 9:35pm

on 01/02/05 at 21:19:45, Zoom-zoom wrote:
Thenit gets better.

We usually have to end up making it better ourselves somehow, find a way.



Quote:
aaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggghhhhhhhhh
 Yeah, and that's usually the big motivator.   It can get better, only if you take it in your hands to make it that way.



Kevin M
Title: Re: I don't wanna new year!
Post by Opus on Jan 2nd, 2005, 9:38pm
I have decided to just go mad

maybe pretend I am a gin and tonic for a while.

April will be two years in cycle, only 48 left to go.

Opus/Paul
Title: Re: I don't wanna new year!
Post by E-Double on Jan 2nd, 2005, 9:38pm
When you stop questioning "it" and realize that "IT is what it is" then you start to live again....

You will have your ups and downs but who doesn't??

Be well and live life!!!

Have a happy one!

Eric
Title: Re: I don't wanna new year!
Post by don on Jan 2nd, 2005, 9:48pm

Quote:
maybe pretend I am a gin and tonic for a while.


I tried that.

Pretended I was a Pina Collada till some jerk stuck an umbrella up my ass.

Glad it did't open.
Title: Re: I don't wanna new year!
Post by Jeepgun on Jan 2nd, 2005, 10:45pm
I want the new year, so I can devour it with bright, shining teeth, live every day like it's my last, and at the end of this next one, look back and say, "No regrets! Fukeneh! Whatever's next, BRING IT!!"

Ever Onward! :)
Title: Re: I don't wanna new year!
Post by OneEyeBlind on Jan 3rd, 2005, 8:57am

on 01/02/05 at 22:45:01, Jeepgun wrote:
"No regrets! Fukeneh! Whatever's next, BRING IT!!"

Ever Onward! :)



Yea, what he said.  Plugging on myself !
Title: Re: I don't wanna new year!
Post by nani on Jan 3rd, 2005, 11:17am
[smiley=hug.gif]

Now what Frank said:

Quote:
"No regrets! Fukeneh! Whatever's next, BRING IT!!"


I know you're strong TJ...hang in there! love, nani
Title: Re: I don't wanna new year!
Post by echo on Jan 3rd, 2005, 11:19am

on 01/02/05 at 20:45:33, don wrote:
Want a meltdown? Take a visit with the kids at the Shriners Burn Hospital.


I doubt I could handle it again.  Visits like that just tear your heart out.
Title: Re: I don't wanna new year!
Post by marlin on Jan 3rd, 2005, 12:26pm

on 01/03/05 at 11:19:34, echo wrote:
I doubt I could handle it again.  Visits like that just tear your heart out.

Wife works in a hospital and I can honestly say you can BET on that happening. Kids with terminal cancer can make anyone humble.  Many barely know what their fate is.  They just deal with the pain and meds.  Their parents are a total mess -- I know I would be.  Now there's a genuine excuse for the "why me" whimper.  Consider yourselves LUCKY - and I mean it.
Title: Re: I don't wanna new year!
Post by Ree on Jan 3rd, 2005, 1:37pm

on 01/02/05 at 21:19:45, Zoom-zoom wrote:
And my co-workers think I am a cheery personality.

little do they ever read between the lines like a few of you can.


ahhhh.

Thanks for the kick in the head.

It makes me think straighter.  I know, it gets worse.
Thenit gets better.   Why the rollercoaster ride?
Why can't it always jsut be better?  i guess I hold that question for the big man upstairs....

thanks for putting up with a whinner!
TJ
Glad  you came to your senses...lol I was gonna remind you of the Tsunami... man that sucked... ree who swears now
Title: Re: I don't wanna new year!
Post by don on Jan 3rd, 2005, 2:10pm

Quote:
ree who swears now


Ree........Please stop talking dirty on the board.

(PM me  8))


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