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(Message started by: kimh on Dec 30^th, 2004, 5:45pm)

Title: Annudda Year in town
Post by kimh on Dec 30^th, 2004, 5:45pm

Lots of people i came to know here are not around at the mome.

Even so, there's lots of folks that HAVE hung around and continue to bloom like a hemmorid (gawd loveyas)***

This past year was two things. It was good and it was BAD. How can it be that one piddley year could deliver highs like i've never seen or felt and lows that have left me so tested that i've laid in bed at night unable to rest and cried so hard for faith and the answers as to what's rite and wrong and where i should go...I guess that's how it is when we are grown ups :-/

Well, the other nite i was having one of the dreaded "lows"....I was laying in bed mulling the current situation over and contemplating options.....(this makes for several trips to the kitchen where i am allowed to SMOKE CIGGS - LOL)............anyhow, as i'm mulling over the shitstorm of our life and feeling vulnerable but doggedly persistant about that "solution" thing to the mulling, it comes to me. LIKE A FREAKIN BAT in the FREAKIN HEAD. When we try hard. When we DON'T GIVE UP, when we give ourselves to others, free and clear, THATS THE SOLUTION :) Payawf don't COME in STUFF. It comes through the love and respect of those who know us. It comes through the glow and smile of our kids and family. It comes when you allow yourself to be LIFEPUNCHED over and over again and still stand up and offer a smile and that inside lite to another. I felt a sense of calm. I literally HEARD my grandmothers laugh in my ear (she's been gone some time now). I felt very close to the spirit freedom train. I want to share it with you because i see many posts here and i feel all the loss and pain of you all. I want you to know that it is NEVER going to be easy no matter what is wrong in your life. But i want to tell you that if you dig deep and do not cave in on your own self and situation, you will receive the most cherished gifts = they will just be inside you***

Guppy still wigglin her fins - catch that wave all of yas. Fishies catch the line willyas!

God Bless and Happy New Year Lovies*** :)

Title: Re: Annudda Year in town
Post by Gator on Dec 30^th, 2004, 5:54pm

Thanks for that wisdom, Kim. Happy New Year to you and all the rest of my "life punched" family, too.

Gator
Wobbly in the knees at times, but still standing!

Title: Re: Annudda Year in town
Post by vig on Dec 30^th, 2004, 5:55pm

eh....
what she said.
I concur

Title: Re: Annudda Year in town
Post by Grandma_Sweet_Boy on Dec 30^th, 2004, 5:58pm

You said it so well Kim - and a Happy New Year to you and yours.

Carol

Title: Re: Annudda Year in town
Post by Langa on Dec 30^th, 2004, 6:13pm

Thank you Kim. It's exactly what I needed to read right now. :)

Happy New Year to you!

Langa

Title: Re: Annudda Year in town
Post by cschick on Dec 30^th, 2004, 6:17pm

WOW! That is so, I don't know, I just don't even have words. Comforted, that is how I feel.

Thank you more than you will ever know!
Karen whos very wobbly in the knees right now and fighting for some guidance and truth.

Title: Re: Annudda Year in town
Post by broomhilda on Dec 30^th, 2004, 6:28pm

Thanks Kim, Happy New Years to you and your family!

Title: Re: Annudda Year in town
Post by E-Double on Dec 30^th, 2004, 8:32pm

You rule my firend!!!

My best to you, Bryan & the girls....

Wishing you and all a Happy New Year

E.

Title: Re: Annudda Year in town
Post by don on Dec 30^th, 2004, 8:37pm

Quote:

But i want to tell you that if you dig deep and do not cave in on your own self and situation, you will receive the most cherished gifts = they will just be inside you***

Fuckin BRAVO Kim. Couldn't have said it better.

No wait. Your a Yankees fan.

I could have said it better. (but I still concur with your filinsopy)

Title: Re: Annudda Year in town
Post by Gator on Dec 30^th, 2004, 8:40pm

Ya know, it just occurred to me that I understood almost every word of that. Is Kim learning to type better English or is my brain just that fried? [smiley=huh.gif]

Just kidding Kim. ;;D You know we love you.

Gator

Title: Re: Annudda Year in town
Post by kimh on Dec 30^th, 2004, 8:53pm

Just when folks were startin to lissen Don has to BRING UP THE YANKEE THING ;;D LOL.

Gibberish is sure to follow ;;D

STFU Don ;;D

PS: Oh never nine :D

Title: Re: Annudda Year in town
Post by don on Dec 30^th, 2004, 9:07pm

Quote:

STFU Don

AWWWW. Thanks Kimberlini.

I really miss that ya know.

Title: Re: Annudda Year in town
Post by kimh on Dec 30^th, 2004, 9:23pm

you'll be pleased to know Donno that my entire family has been practicing that phrase for three years :D......they can't wait ta meetcha**** :-*sail downstream soon poopsie****

.......we'll awl catch a bawl game - LMAO! :o ;;D

LIttle Farley

Title: Re: Annudda Year in town
Post by nani on Dec 30^th, 2004, 10:18pm

Quote:

if you dig deep and do not cave in on your own self and situation, you will receive the most cherished gifts = they will just be inside you

Excellent advice kim... That's some awesome growth that has happened for you this year. That's the thing about all this life bullshit...out of the pile of crap, beautiful things (like inner peace) grow. Rock on, girlfriend! ;)

Title: Re: Annudda Year in town
Post by Charlie on Dec 31^st, 2004, 3:34am

Gotta say I like it Kim.

Have a dangerous New Years eve kid. 8)

Charlie