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(Message started by: Cynlee on Dec 17^th, 2004, 8:07pm)

Title: F This crap!
Post by Cynlee on Dec 17^th, 2004, 8:07pm

FUCK THIS!!!!! I am so sick of this fucking condition... Damnit I had two days PF and I pay for it by a K8 for longer than usual a freaking hour while at work! Then today I am in a freaking interview I start walking in the damn building and stab, stab... Eye swelling I sit there in the damn building and wait for him... (Plenty of time for an abortive to work) The interview starts stab stab stab.... FUCKER!!! He asks are you nervous my answer is "yes" through clenched teeth, I was fucking sweating... DAMNIT What am I supposed to say excuse me while I go scream in your restroom, or kick my own ass. Or tell him the truth? Well I guess there is nothing I can do it just sucks and it was a perfect ending to a perfectly shitty freaking day. How do you handle a situation like that? I would like to kick my Dr in the balls for the Immitrex hangup.... grrr

Title: Re: F This crap!
Post by K-9 on Dec 17^th, 2004, 8:10pm

Sorry you had such a bad day. I would have to say that besides the "pain" itself, what you just described is the WORST part of CH. I hope things get better for you.

Title: Re: F This crap!
Post by nani on Dec 17^th, 2004, 8:47pm

Sorry about your crappy day! :( I'm not sure what I might have done during the interview. If you tell the truth, that would give the interviewer info that may effect his/her decision. Do you want to hire someone with health problems? Not saying anything will give the impression of a, umm, psychotic person. Kinda sucks either way. I think you should go kick your doctor in the balls. I hope you get some relief, hun. Hang in there...
[smiley=hug.gif]

Title: Re: F This crap!
Post by becky8 on Dec 17^th, 2004, 8:47pm

Sucks BIG TIME!!!! Know how you feel and always at the worst times, but........what the hell can you do just try to roll with til you get in your car and SCREAM and whip out the needle and trex!!! Sorry it was your day to happen, hoping for a better for you soon!!Hang in there! [smiley=hug.gif] [smiley=hug.gif]

Title: Re: F This crap!
Post by Bandette74 on Dec 17^th, 2004, 10:53pm

that SUX!!! >:(

had something similar happen before i was diagnosed properly, and i just explained that i get wicked sinus headaches (because that's what i was told was wrong with me). the guy offered me some tylenol (sugar pills i say!!!), and i took them. he felt helpful, and i continued talking and interviewing whilst uncontrolably banging my eye. he called me back for a second interview, hoping i felt better, and i did. so, outcome was--i got the job.

***crosses fingers for ya!!*** ;;D

pain free wishes

Title: Re: F This crap!
Post by Edna on Dec 18^th, 2004, 5:28pm

WOW Bandette, seems you landed a great job. Too bad it can't be that way more often.

Cynlee, hope you get a call back as well. Keep us posted.

wishing you pf time,
EDNA

Title: Re: F This crap!
Post by Nolan on Dec 18^th, 2004, 11:48pm

Although I'm no medical expert when it comes to treating or aborting Cluster headaches, I do have twenty-six years of dealing with this monster on its hellish 18-month cycle. My point? It sucks, but at least your dealing with people (here) who understand. My pain has been gone for seven months, but I still check the board once and awhile...I know I'll need it again.

With me, stress make it worse, makes it last longer, and makes it worse. Job hunting while in a CH cycle? Screw that and drop down by unemployment. Cash the checks, eat Mac-n-Cheese and sleep on a shitty futon until you feel better.

You seem to have a handle on what meds work, so you certainly know about 02. Get a grip, find a Doc who gives a damn, hang on and get through it.

Pullin' for you Cynlee!

Title: Re: F This crap!
Post by thebbz on Dec 18^th, 2004, 11:58pm

So I hope you got the job. Kick the doctor in the balls.
Whats the hang up about trex? Been to the neuro?
Thats just not right. Have to have an abortive. Thats a tough one hang in there.
BB

Title: Re: F This crap!
Post by Cynlee on Dec 20^th, 2004, 9:08pm

Thank you for all the support, I appreciate everyones hugs and good thoughts. After consideration of the job though it is a significant salary increase I dont think I am going to take the offer, all day listening to loud music. With the HA's I get from the meds.. Does not sound like a whole lotta fun. And makes for a really grumpy me. I guess I will stay where I am for now, until this ends. :-/ grrr.... Bastard

Title: Re: F This crap!
Post by Bandette74 on Dec 21^st, 2004, 1:30am

on 12/18/04 at 17:28:01, Edna wrote:

WOW Bandette, seems you landed a great job. Too bad it can't be that way more often.

Cynlee, hope you get a call back as well. Keep us posted.

wishing you pf time,
EDNA

i've been blessed with great bosses in many ways--i've learned a lot from each of them--or it could just be my annoyingly optimistic glass hlaf-full perspective speaking again. i've also worked for myself, but damn am i glad that i got a job with a corp. before going back to school fulltime, so that i could get good benefits now that i'm sick with these headaches.

cynlee, i hope not taking this job is what you really want and the ch pain is just part of a bad cycle that will disappear very soon. all the best to ya! ;)

Title: Re: F This crap!
Post by Cynlee on Dec 21^st, 2004, 9:00pm

I have not or will I ever let CH's rule my life (sure I will eat those words at some point). The position is 90% Sales I am not the personality type to really make a go at it. I am a horribly pessimistic/ synacle person. I am not really stressed about it, I havent been the interviewee for over 5 years so I need a couple tough ones to smooth out the edges. Thanks Ban

Love and Light

Title: Re: F This crap!
Post by Jonny on Dec 21^st, 2004, 9:13pm

on 12/21/04 at 21:00:12, Cynlee wrote:

I have not or will I ever let CH's rule my life

Remeber you said these words, Cyn!

You know what is in you, never let them see you sweat.

This is no sweat compared to CH........GO FOR IT!!!!

Its in you...just drag it out and stand tall.

You hear me?.....I hear me!!!!

DO IT!!!!!

Title: Re: F This crap!
Post by marieinthesprings on Dec 21^st, 2004, 9:26pm

I am so sorry you got hit like that....I have read about so many people getting hit during the day and I am at least thankful mine just deprive me of sleep, really I thank god I don't have to deal with the beast and my 2 young ones at the same time....Best of luck with whatever choice you make about your job...cheers...Marie

Title: Re: F This crap!
Post by Cynlee on Dec 24^th, 2004, 5:14pm

I hear ya Jonny ::takes a deep breath::! Hope you are enjoying AZ (if you are still here) Shivered my ass off last night with the wind, but we are all weenies here when it gets below 60. Hope everyone has a happy PF day!