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(Message started by: Carl_D on Dec 10^th, 2004, 2:07am)

Title: I'm Down
Post by Carl_D on Dec 10^th, 2004, 2:07am

I am very tired, and still not sleeping. Already out of Trex since Medcaide only covers 5 vials a month. HELL, I used that in 3 days. My Doc gave me some Axert samples to try and cope until my appt. with neuro. I was supposed to go for another MRI on my lower back.

If I'm not posting, it is because I am majorly depressed right now. I'm sure most of you are tired of hearing the same ole same ole from me. Trust me, it gets twice as old when you're trying to mainatin a life. I've hit the bottom 3 times with CH. Lost everything. and so know for now.... the beas is having his way with me.

Peace,
Carl

Title: Re: I'm Down
Post by K-9 on Dec 10^th, 2004, 2:10am

Hang in there and here's to hoping you have a better 2005!!

Title: Re: I'm Down
Post by vig on Dec 10^th, 2004, 2:45am

nowhere to go but up Carl...

Title: Re: I'm Down
Post by Bandette74 on Dec 10^th, 2004, 3:26am

carl, insurance is evil until we don't even have that. i feel for you. all the best...

Title: Re: I'm Down
Post by eddie on Dec 10^th, 2004, 7:52am

good luck and PFDAN wishes

Title: Re: I'm Down
Post by helpless23 on Dec 10^th, 2004, 8:19am

Carl,

Although I'm not a sufferer, I use this forum to vent quite often! That's what we are here for - if it helps to write it all down to us, then do it.

Sending vibes your way. You can do this. If you need to PM, I'm around.

Hugs,
Toni

Title: Re: I'm Down
Post by ExplodingEyeBall on Dec 10^th, 2004, 9:14am

Carl,

Take two of these and call me in the morning.

1959 and 1960 Les Paul Standards.

I wish they were mine.
How about it Santa Claus??? One for me and one for Carl.
http://guitarhq.com/gallery/lpstd_59.jpg

Pat

Title: Re: I'm Down
Post by nani on Dec 10^th, 2004, 9:15am

Just yesterday I was going to post a thread and ask where you've been. Then I saw your responses. Damn, Carl, I wish you could get a break. :'( Vig's right though- nowhere to go but up...
Hang in there, sweetie. Use this pain to create. We're thinking of you! [smiley=hug.gif]

Title: Re: I'm Down
Post by Jeepgun on Dec 10^th, 2004, 9:22am

Hang in there, Carl. Like someone else said, no direction to go but UP! Keep up the fight.

Title: Re: I'm Down
Post by Rock_Lobster on Dec 10^th, 2004, 9:41am

Carl!

Title: Re: I'm Down
Post by marlin on Dec 10^th, 2004, 9:59am

I know it sounds tough but you need to fight back. You're in a rut and the beast is kicking you down. Don't give up hope. Think of little things you CAN do to help you feel that you're gaining. Feeling sorry for yourself is natural but counter productive. Don't accept defeat Carl.

Title: Re: I'm Down
Post by OneEyeBlind on Dec 10^th, 2004, 10:55am

Carl, wishing you a much better year next year. And if Santa wants to deliver early ........ hoping you have a great Christmas too. Just hang in there, when there is no where to go but up ........ it's up we gotta float !

Title: Re: I'm Down
Post by Carl_D on Dec 10^th, 2004, 7:50pm

on 12/10/04 at 09:14:07, ExplodingEyeBall wrote:

I've wanted a Gibson Les Paul since I first learned how to play *sigh*. Right now I'm trying to replace my acouistic guitar I foolishly let him borrow, and got it back DESTROYED and unplayable. That broke my heart bigtime.
That's all I want for Christmas, though I already know what I'm prolly gonna get. Same thing as last year. Nothing. Hell, anymore I don't care, as it's my niece and nephews day. I told my sis in law not to buy me anything and to just spend it on the kids.

Though that Les Paul on the right looks mighty sweet!

Peace,
Carl

Title: Re: I'm Down
Post by Mac_Muz on Dec 10^th, 2004, 8:16pm

Hang in there Carl... I don;t eally know anyone here but marlin seems to be like me... Kinda dumb.. I am sire Marlin must be a bit smarter, but I can't tell.. Any way I agree with him.. on this thread anyway.. beats sayin that sucks. Mac

Title: Re: I'm Down
Post by cootie on Dec 11^th, 2004, 12:16am

Gotta climb outa that rut somehow.....there's a light at the end of every tunnel Pam

Title: Re: I'm Down
Post by Charlie on Dec 11^th, 2004, 5:18am

Rats.

If anyone deserves at break, it's you Carl. Keep coming here and rant away though. It's something......

Hope you can get some shuteye like soon or sooner.

Charlie

Title: Re: I'm Down
Post by LeLimey on Dec 11^th, 2004, 10:45am

[smiley=hug.gif]
I wish there was more I could do
take care
Helen