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(Message started by: kimh on Nov 27^th, 2004, 10:35pm)

Title: I Remember ............
Post by kimh on Nov 27^th, 2004, 10:35pm

when I was twleve..............
i cried out in thd middle of the nite........and held on to the bed post. My mother would get frustratede and yell "there is nothing you can do about it". she was as pwerless as me. We did not know what was to come...we t houht - like eveyone else - it would GO AWAY. It didn't.

when i was older i was tough and thought i could keep the beast under my wraps and save my mom from further frustrations. but the beast chewed his way out from under and it was my fault after all***

i grew older still and not so willing to keep him under - or he fought his way out = either way we came to acrossrroads. TEST time................
he won and I lost. it was all in my head***

how is it that i spent awl this time in such intimacy and no one KNEW???
Hah.

I say look in the eyes of the kid who tRIES to tell you !

It is there that you will find the face of what ails you st ill. It was never like we thought...............

Title: Re: I Remember ............
Post by Jonny on Nov 27^th, 2004, 10:39pm

BURP!

Title: Re: I Remember ............
Post by Rock_Lobster on Nov 27^th, 2004, 11:06pm

on 11/27/04 at 22:39:51, Jonny wrote:

BURP!

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Title: Re: I Remember ............
Post by don on Nov 27^th, 2004, 11:11pm

I dont remember shit. Nuttin. Nada.

Title: Re: I Remember ............
Post by Ree on Nov 27^th, 2004, 11:25pm

kimmie that writing is your most powerful... I am so sorry you had to endure this at such a young age. I am so sorry that you still endure such Hell... just know we are in this with ya... and capture every moment when you share it... love and prayer to you kimmie girl... Ree

Title: Re: I Remember ............
Post by don on Nov 28^th, 2004, 12:11am

Quote:

kimmie that writing is your most powerful

And the closest I've seen you get to the English language. 8)