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(Message started by: Carl_D on Nov 23^rd, 2004, 7:52pm)

Title: Behind The Mask
Post by Carl_D on Nov 23^rd, 2004, 7:52pm

Behind The Mask

I can't tell you anything, So I hide behind this smile.
I can't tell you how I hate, how I kill, how I defile in my mind
You'll never know the violence, that hides behind my eye
I can't pretend I'm not insane, This pain makes me want to die

I can't say it so I hold it in
I bury it deep and cover it up
I let it build up, Til I'm caving in
And this is the art of my self destruction

Self Destruction

I can't express how much this hurts, so I'll just make a joke
You'll laugh and I will laugh, while inside I want to choke
I can never understand what keeps me in control
Wondering if the madness will end or force me to explode!

I can't scream so I hold it in
Clenching my teeth in torturous pain
My whole fucking world comes crashing down
And this is the art of my self destruction

My self destruction - SELF DESTRUCTION!

You could never see, the violence inside my head
I hope you never feel this pain that never ends
I'll take the bitter pill and swallow it down
And this is the cause...behind my mask
And this is the cause...behind my mask

And this is the art of my SELF DESTRUCTION!!!

CD

*Written after last nights 2 hour dance with the devil by the pale moonlight.

Title: Re: Behind The Mask
Post by cootie on Nov 23^rd, 2004, 11:04pm

Very good.....sorry yer hurtin pal. PF wishes are always goin out to ya Pam