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(Message started by: Carl_D on Nov 18^th, 2004, 5:23pm)

Title: I am one dizzy S.O.B.
Post by Carl_D on Nov 18^th, 2004, 5:23pm

I went to see my therapist for the first time today, and I was pretty excited that he knew what Clusters are. He is treating me for anxiety/panic disorder and nerves. He also gave me the # of a neuro there at Barnes who is supposedly very good. I have to see a neuro before going back to my therapist, as he also thinks the pain throughout my right side is what is keeping me from sleeping. So, not really any "GREAT" news, but better than I have had in weeks. I just got back online here at home, for now. Been too much crazy shit happening here to even mention. I suffered a couple of financial setbacks that have me scratchin my head on what to pawn now, since the band idea folded.(I know what I WON'T be pawning.) I also Suffered a couple of physical set-backs, but was able to ditch the cane last week. I HATE WALKING WITH THAT S....I better shut up on that for now too. I was planning on getting a new apartment with an old friend so we could split the costs. Then I find out last week he is in rehab (court ordered) for Meth addiction. Great. Just what I need around me right now.

Now the big downer: I didn't get my o2 tank, so I am screwed for another month - literally! I have a 1/2 shot of Trex at my brothers house, and two vials here. I don't get my 5 vial refill until Dec. 4. Now is that fucked up or what? My sis in law even freaked on how much Trex I have used over there lately. I guess I'll just old school them like I am pretty much used to doing anyway once I am out of Trex. I'll stop right here before I start getting whiney. Just struggling to try and get my life back, and was really inspired by my buddy Paul who has stayed with me a few nights since his house burned down. I gave him some clothes and stuff, set him up with a few organizations, and Paul & his boy are spending their 2nd night in their new home in Belleville.
Well, gotta jet for now. But since I am back online here at home, you'll be seeing more of me to irritate you :-D

Peace,
Carl D

Title: Re: I am one dizzy S.O.B.
Post by Ronny on Nov 18^th, 2004, 5:41pm

Shit Carl, that sucks.
I hope the best for you.

Ronny.

Title: Re: I am one dizzy S.O.B.
Post by nani on Nov 19^th, 2004, 12:26am

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Title: Re: I am one dizzy S.O.B.
Post by K-9 on Nov 19^th, 2004, 3:03am

Hang in there man, you'll get shit back in line for yourself. Maybe our mascot should be the energizer bunny cuz, "Cluster heads keep going, and going....".

Title: Re: I am one dizzy S.O.B.
Post by Charlie on Nov 19^th, 2004, 5:37pm

Wish I had some Trex and O2 for you Carl. All I can do is offer some vibes.

Rant away. It's good for you and good luck with your friends anyway.

Charlie

Title: Re: I am one dizzy S.O.B.
Post by Ruth on Nov 19^th, 2004, 6:37pm

Really bad news about the O2 and trex, what are you going to do? I wish you well and hope you have some PFD's.
Ruth