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(Message started by: Ruth on Nov 14th, 2004, 9:41am)

Title: Life Before CH.Com
Post by Ruth on Nov 14th, 2004, 9:41am
I was just thinking this morning how my life has changed sense finding this site.
I remeber going through many cycles feeling depressed alone and with no meds that helped and no one to talk to that understood my problem.
Many times the only thing that kept me from blowing my head off was trying to concentrate on the fact that in time this will go away for a while.
This past cycle was longest one I have had in my 36 years of defending myslef against the beast.
I can honestly say that I don't no if I would have made it through this cycle without this site.
Thank you all from the bottom of my heart and soul.

Ruth

Title: Re: Life Before CH.Com
Post by vig on Nov 14th, 2004, 9:42am
The pain isn't always gone, but I haven't seen Mr. Despair in over a year now....

Title: Re: Life Before CH.Com
Post by nani on Nov 14th, 2004, 10:22am
Glad to hear you're finding some comfort here, Ruth. I find the same thing here, but I also find a great many ways to laugh, comfort in comforting others and a group of people who really "get it". It really is a family in so many ways... :)

Title: Re: Life Before CH.Com
Post by Ruth on Nov 14th, 2004, 10:25am
Very well said Nani, I agree.

Ruth

Title: Re: Life Before CH.Com
Post by Jonny on Nov 14th, 2004, 10:38am
Well over 20 years chronic and alone before I found this place (14 of which was with no meds)......This is why I am here everyday, I said in my very first post five years ago that I would never leave and that was an understatement.....LMAO ;;D

I not only met some people that know my pain here, I added a whole family to my life.

PS: Don Sucks  ;)

Title: Re: Life Before CH.Com
Post by don on Nov 14th, 2004, 11:02am

Quote:
I said in my very first post five years ago that I would never leave


He kind of grows on ya.

Like a wart or a bunyon.

Title: Re: Life Before CH.Com
Post by Ruth on Nov 14th, 2004, 11:14am
yea, I kinda like johnny too.  :-*

Title: Re: Life Before CH.Com
Post by Svenn on Nov 14th, 2004, 11:16am
Did we had a life before ch.com?

Title: Re: Life Before CH.Com
Post by Ruth on Nov 14th, 2004, 11:19am
when someone has the time will the send me an email or Im on how to add a picture to a post
thanks to anyone

Title: Re: Life Before CH.Com
Post by sandie99 on Nov 14th, 2004, 11:59am
I have been thinking about the same thing, Ruth. CH.com has helped me a lot.
And I do sometimes think that what my life was without coming here ever so often... it would be weird.



Title: Re: Life Before CH.Com
Post by LeLimey on Nov 14th, 2004, 2:03pm

on 11/14/04 at 10:38:19, Jonny wrote:
PS: Don Sucks  ;)



I thought he swallowed?!!!

Title: Re: Life Before CH.Com
Post by cschick on Nov 14th, 2004, 3:32pm
I was extremely close to killing myself last year when I went through it with no meds.  That was my worst cycle until this year and this has been a whopper.  I am coming to the end of it so THANK GOD for that.  This site has been my lifeline.  There a couple of people that have really helped me through and I am so grateful to them, but just coming in and reading and replying takes my mind off things.  I LOVE (fierce and strong!) my new family and you guys are STUCK with me!  Nah, nah, nah boo-boo!   :)

Karen

BTW - once again we have lapsed into sex talk....I give up.  *shaking my head (and boo-tay) and walking away.  [smiley=laugh.gif]

Title: Re: Life Before CH.Com
Post by ClusterChuck on Nov 14th, 2004, 5:26pm
Glad you DID find us, Ruth!

And I know for a fact that I would be pushing up daiseys now if I had not found this site.  I had set the date and the method, and three days before I was to do the deed, I happened to google CH, and found this site.  The rest is history.

I know that the past 17 months have been the worst in my 26 years of fighting the beast.  Without this place there is no way I could have managed it.  I still don't know how I have.

Do I still think seriously of ending it?  You better believe it!  On a really bad series of days, I have to fight hard not to give in to the VERY strong desire to end it.  But I just get on here and read, I may not post, but just reading settles me down.

Thank you family.

And MOSTLY, Thank you Deej!!!

Chuck

Title: Re: Life Before CH.Com
Post by Ronny on Nov 14th, 2004, 5:51pm
Chuck, i can relate to your feeling, sometimes i'm so fed up with this life, i'm ready to move on to the next. But i have to be strong for my family, and i'm to much of a chicken.


Let's just say: " I'm very happy this board exists"

    Ronny.

Title: Re: Life Before CH.Com
Post by Melissa on Nov 14th, 2004, 6:13pm

on 11/14/04 at 17:26:04, ClusterChuck wrote:
 But I just get on here and read, I may not post, but just reading settles me down.

You mean bullshit posts like mine settle you down?  Or do you do like most and skip over them when you're on here? [smiley=laugh.gif]


mel who's ruining threads a LOT lately :-/

:-*


Title: Re: Life Before CH.Com
Post by Redd715 on Nov 14th, 2004, 6:21pm
Ruining?  I think not!!  Look at the contibution you made to the Ladies Pic of the day thread today...Karen is beside herself as we type and  probably giveing her hubby what for.. [smiley=bloos.gif] right this second!!

Redd

(who tries to read everything but iffin I did I'd never make it out of this chair...LOL)

Title: Re: Life Before CH.Com
Post by ClusterChuck on Nov 14th, 2004, 6:22pm

on 11/14/04 at 18:13:31, Melissa wrote:
You mean bullshit posts like mine settle you down?  Or do you do like most and skip over them when you're on here? [smiley=laugh.gif]


mel who's ruining threads a LOT lately :-/

:-*


STFU, Mel!

Chuck

PS:  I love ready your sick and demented posts!! heehee

Title: Re: Life Before CH.Com
Post by Charlie on Nov 14th, 2004, 8:53pm
I know what you mean. Even though it's been a long long time for me, I still like being around people who know WTF I'm talking about.

DJ, you done good.

You suck Don.

Charlie

Title: Re: Life Before CH.Com
Post by Melissa on Nov 14th, 2004, 8:57pm

on 11/14/04 at 20:53:09, Charlie wrote:
I still like being around people who know WTF I'm talking about.

WTF are you??





;;D  :-*

Title: Re: Life Before CH.Com
Post by Ruth on Nov 16th, 2004, 9:14am
For those of us who have found this site we will be forever grateful to DJ and the faithful people who read and make contributions with insight, humor and compassion.
Thanks to you all.

Ruth

Title: Re: Life Before CH.Com
Post by Melissa on Nov 16th, 2004, 9:27am

on 11/16/04 at 09:14:47, Ruth wrote:
For those of us who have found this site we will be forever grateful to DJ and the faithful people who read and make contributions with insight, humor and compassion.
Thanks to you all.

Ruth

Ruth, that was very sweet!  Even though I have run amok lately with worthless posts, I HAVE contributed some caring in the past (don't tell anyone!). ;)  This place is a lifesaver.

:)mel

Title: Re: Life Before CH.Com
Post by Jeepgun on Nov 16th, 2004, 9:49am
Well said, everyone. Thank you, DJ.

Before I found this place, I didn't know WTF was wrong with me, and I was truly on the verge of killing myself. I can't say that I am ever far away from thoughts of suicide, but the cluster headache aspect is, at least, manageable, thanks to ch.com.

-Frank

P.S. Don gargles.  ;;D

Title: Re: Life Before CH.Com
Post by stevegeebe on Nov 16th, 2004, 6:52pm
Alone.

Steve G

Title: Re: Life Before CH.Com
Post by Donna_D. on Nov 16th, 2004, 9:38pm

on 11/16/04 at 18:52:45, stevegeebe wrote:
Alone.

Steve G



That is the most profound answer in this whole thread...and I couldn't agree more....


DD

Title: Re: Life Before CH.Com
Post by E-Double on Nov 16th, 2004, 11:06pm

on 11/16/04 at 18:52:45, stevegeebe wrote:
Alone.

Steve G


Exactly!

Title: Re: Life Before CH.Com
Post by Edna on Nov 17th, 2004, 12:35am
Steve, you've done it again dude.

Ruth, I'm so glad you've found us.

Love that dude DJ!!!!!!!!       :-*


pf wishes,
EDNA



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