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(Message started by: Tiannia on Sep 12th, 2004, 6:45pm)

Title: Need more people to threaten to kick my ass.
Post by Tiannia on Sep 12th, 2004, 6:45pm
Here it has been 8years ad 2 weeks since my last cig.  

Well here is the story and I need a little more moral support I think.

Due to the long work hours. Stress at work, my HA cylce getting worse...(not that is ever stopped butif deffentatly gets worse and better in a deffinate cycle of sorts) The hubby without a job and bills and everyother fucking thing going crazy, and  just feelling like absolute shit....  

Well friday I stop to get gas and leave me purse in the car. I ask for $10 on 7 and a pack of Larlbro lights 100.  And the gal says she needs to card me. WTF I am 33 years old. Guess I should take it as a compliment.

Well anyway I just took the gas and did not go back in and get the smokes. But fuck I wanted one.  Still do.  

Just wanted to tell those of you that even when you do quit there will be times then you will still want one.  It is one of the hardest things to quit.   Stay strong...  


You all are in my thoughts.

-Tia

Title: Re: Need more people to threaten to kick my ass.
Post by Melissa on Sep 12th, 2004, 7:14pm
Tia,

Please read my post here:  http://www.clusterheadaches.com/cgi-bin/yabb/YaBB.cgi?board=chspecific;action=display;num=1094551738;start=25#25

Glad to know you didn't give in to your skewed thinking at the moment.  Just your mind playing tricks on ya!

take care,
:)mel

Title: Re: Need more people to threaten to kick my ass.
Post by Mastifflvr28 on Sep 12th, 2004, 7:41pm
Oh Tia, I'm so glad you didn't go and get those smokes!!
Smoking will not HELP your situation...it will just ADD to your problems.
Congrats on being strong...I know ya want one, but it won't "solve" anything.
Take care and I got ass kicking vibes goin up to ya!!
Mast

Title: Re: Need more people to threaten to kick my ass.
Post by Jeepgun on Sep 12th, 2004, 8:08pm
Day 12, here. Congrats on not adding to your monetary and physical problems, Tiannia. Sickarettes aren't going to help anything at all. (although I've been sitting here craving the damn things all day long...)

Title: Re: Need more people to threaten to kick my ass.
Post by cootie on Sep 12th, 2004, 10:09pm
Ever wonder WTF people see in cig's ? I am a social smoker....oh lucky me......but......I gotta have one when I am out. Why I dunno....they stink.....turn yer teeth yellow.......make ya smell like an ashtray the next day.......aggravate arthritis and you name it crap stuff.......makes your eyes BURN.......gives me a sore throat after a nite of puffin......makes me wheezy........can't taste shit.......ruins yer lungs.......makes yer chest hurt if ya over do it more then usual.......burns holes in stuff if ya ain't careful and get dirty ashes on everything........so.......what's the attraction ? Anyone got a cig I can borrow Pam    

Title: Re: Need more people to threaten to kick my ass.
Post by psycofemale0403 on Sep 13th, 2004, 12:17am
seriously.... A punching bag in your house would be a great stress relief for you..... NOT YOUR HUSBAND..... a real punching bag  ;;D  Or kick boxing.. you need something to relieve your stress.  One puff off of a cig will just piss you off even more... and make you dizzy... and probably  make ya puke.... blah blah blah...  But honestly... you will regret it sooooooo bad if you go back to smoking.  Good luck to you..

~ Lisa

Title: Re: Need more people to threaten to kick my ass.
Post by chuck on Sep 13th, 2004, 3:34am
Tia, keep it up!!  Stay off 'em.  Jeepgun, Way to go!!!  I'm getting ready myself, I've been struggling with quitting for a year and a half now (been smoking total for 13 yrs).  I envy both of you.  

Cheering you on!!!

Chuck

Title: Re: Need more people to threaten to kick my ass.
Post by rubberplant on Sep 13th, 2004, 5:12am
Listen, You've managed for over 8 years without something that gives you nothing but a cough, smelly breath, wastes money and helps to make you sick in the long run. Why have one now and fuck up those 8 years.

Jeepgun's right. You did the right thing by not adding to your problems. Well done Jeepgun!!! (12 days is bloody amazing!)

I stop as of tomorrow at 2.30pm GMT and I wish beyond hope that I can say I left the smokes in the shop rather than ruin all that hard work.

Keep it up.

James

Title: Re: Need more people to threaten to kick my ass.
Post by Leesa on Sep 13th, 2004, 1:02pm
Tia, CONGRATS gal on being strong. Your doing a GREAT job gal I for one am proud of ya!! Even though I smoke I give all of those folks whom have quit 2 thumbs up for a job well done!!! Its hard gal but you CAN MAKE IT!! When you feel the stress building getta baseball bat and find a nice BIG tree and WACK the hell out of it!! Thats what I do when the stress gets to me to the point I want to choke the life outta someone. If I had a place for a punching bag it would be mounted already!! I have the "dont want to smoke" vibes going for ya hun!!!
Best wishes, Leesa  ;;D

Title: Re: Need more people to threaten to kick my ass.
Post by TomM on Sep 13th, 2004, 2:49pm
Frickin addition is what is called.
Good job, Tia. I thought today would be the day I quit. Maybe tomorrow.
Frank, 12 and counting. Keep the faith. I wish I had the strength that you and Tia are showing.
TomM

Title: Re: Need more people to threaten to kick my ass.
Post by Jeepgun on Sep 13th, 2004, 2:50pm
Thanks, Tom. Hangin' in there... Every day, it gets just a little easier.

Title: Re: Need more people to threaten to kick my ass.
Post by echo on Sep 13th, 2004, 3:35pm
Tiannia,

I'm threatening to kick your ass!

You're welcome ;;D

Title: Re: Need more people to threaten to kick my ass.
Post by Tiannia on Sep 13th, 2004, 9:17pm

on 09/12/04 at 20:08:45, Jeepgun wrote:
Day 12, here. Congrats on not adding to your monetary and physical problems, Tiannia. Sickarettes aren't going to help anything at all. (although I've been sitting here craving the damn things all day long...)



Great job Frank.  

You know I had it easy actually when i first quit cause I got a call from the docs with results saying I was pregnant with my daughter. Actually it is a cheaters way of stopping. But I was going to be damned if something I was doind to myself was going to hurt my child.  (My mother smoked 2 packs a day with me and i firmly believe that I was predisposed to being a smoker because of it.) But as soon as she was born, I jonesed really bad.  




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