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(Message started by: ZAIRA on Aug 30^th, 2004, 1:02pm)

Title: I am hounded by fate.
Post by ZAIRA on Aug 30^th, 2004, 1:02pm

[smiley=nono.gif]

PLS GOD, where ever you are... tell me that I will not need another operation...

If yes, in a few days I will be in an operation room again... again! Don't think that I am joking because I am not.

I pretend to be ok and find an excuse as to why I am upset because I am tired of fighting...

I am sorry you all don’t need this right now.

Sorry... [smiley=bigcry.gif]

Title: Re: I am hounded by fate.
Post by Jeepgun on Aug 30^th, 2004, 1:05pm

Zazi, as your friend, and as someone who cares about you, I'm glad you posted this. I wish you so much strength and courage. I know you will heal soon, and everything will be fine. What sort of operation?

[smiley=hug.gif]

-HappyJeep

Title: Re: I am hounded by fate.
Post by Redd715 on Aug 30^th, 2004, 1:13pm

Zaz,

Stay strong. You can't give up now. Vibes going out to you dear! [smiley=hug.gif] [smiley=heart.gif]

Title: Re: I am hounded by fate.
Post by Karla on Aug 30^th, 2004, 1:18pm

Zaira, I will put you on our churches prayer chain and you will have prayer going up for you 24 hours a day over the next week that you will be ok. Please let us know when your surgery date is so we can pray for you on that particular day.

Lots of love and prayers,
Karla

Title: Re: I am hounded by fate.
Post by Donna_D. on Aug 30^th, 2004, 3:13pm

Zazi,

You are a strong woman!! You have already been through so much, I know you will be ok through all of this, too.

Hang in there sister, and know that your family here is praying and sending Vibes for you.

I know you will be fine!

DD

Title: Re: I am hounded by fate.
Post by vig on Aug 30^th, 2004, 3:32pm

Hounded by fate, but loved by many....

something good will come out of all of this Zazi.
be strong, be patient....
[smiley=winkkiss.gif]

Title: Re: I am hounded by fate.
Post by Svenn on Aug 30^th, 2004, 3:44pm

Stay strong Zazi.You know we are all behind you with only good and wishful vibes

The best from Svenn&Bente

Title: Re: I am hounded by fate.
Post by Little Deb on Aug 30^th, 2004, 3:50pm

We are with you Zazi, no matter what. And so is God. You are always in our prayers. We love you.

wishing you strength and good health..............Little Deb

Title: Re: I am hounded by fate.
Post by Massimo on Aug 30^th, 2004, 3:50pm

Hello! Doctors are not sure but probably they have to do another operation to the other knee. Why? Well I try to explain. She fall down the horse twice, and she has 2 car accidents in a month. In all the cases she hurted both knees, the pelvis and the back. Fracture on fracture. The most seriously damaged knee was suddenly operated (last month), the other one was no operated. But it is always worse. All radiographies declare that the knee is suffering and is swollen. Doctors will submit her to other exams to evaluate if she can front another operation (after the respiratory arrest she had). I know her family is good, and will not let her get depressed. I don't know what to say, unluckiness always gets angry with who don't need any misfortunes. We'll keep you posted. Thanks, Massimo

Title: Re: I am hounded by fate.
Post by Tiannia on Aug 30^th, 2004, 4:03pm

Zazi -

You are always in my thoughts. I am sorry my sister, that you are going through this yet again. But hopefully, there will be some respite for you soon.

Stay Strong,
-Tia

Title: Re: I am hounded by fate.
Post by AndreaD on Aug 30^th, 2004, 5:27pm

"Queste sono tue parole, Zazi, non le mie. Ricordi? Novembre 2002. Quando sopravviviamo l’udito si atrofizza. Si liberano le emozioni che acustiche si propagano nel tuo bosco fatto di fiori, bacche e sentimenti. Potrei dipingermi i piedi d’azzurro e abbandonare le mie impronte su queste foglie, trascinare un pezzo di cielo sulla terra, per udirne il tonfo, e trapiantare la sua vastità qui.

E allora forse sentirai urlare gli insetti di fantasia e tripudio: nuovi figli spuntano dalla terra e i vecchi tentano di spiegr loro che la vita è una stagione dura e incomprensibile.

Ora sai che devi lottare, hai giusto il tempo di riallacciarmi le scarpe e ripartire sotto il sole, sotto le stelle, sotto lo sguardo di chi ci accompagna sempre senza mai farsi vedere. E’ la vita, è Dio, non so cos’è: ma andrai avanti e sopravviverai!"

It is between me and her and we understand each other, right Zazi?

I feel helpless, that is all.

:'(Andrea

Title: Re: I am hounded by fate.
Post by Charlie on Aug 30^th, 2004, 5:40pm

Yikes.

It never seems to end but know that you are in our thoughts and that the whole pack of twisted clusterheads are pulling for you.

Try to stay with us all week this time. :-/

Charlie

Title: Re: I am hounded by fate.
Post by BlueMeanie on Aug 30^th, 2004, 5:43pm

Sending smiles and vibes Zazi.

:) :) :) :) :) :) ::) :) :) :) ;) :) :o

Title: Re: I am hounded by fate.
Post by Cerberus on Aug 30^th, 2004, 6:07pm

Dang it....Can't we all just GET BETTER????? [smiley=huh.gif]

Sorry Z-double....miss ya lots. :-*

Ramon

Title: Re: I am hounded by fate.
Post by fubar on Aug 30^th, 2004, 6:44pm

Zazi, I'm hoping you can avoid another surgery, but even if you do have it, we're all pulling for you and you will be fine.

Title: Re: I am hounded by fate.
Post by kissmyglass on Aug 30^th, 2004, 7:36pm

Zazaroo,
Stay off the fucking horses!

Stay hard my friend...Lots of love and vibes coming at you from this part of the world...

:-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-*

Kev

Title: Re: I am hounded by fate.
Post by Opus on Aug 30^th, 2004, 7:46pm

Zazi,
Prayer is powerful, hold onto it and never let go. Ask what else they can do and especially if you can have a spinal block. Hopefully no surgery will be required, but if so that it will be fine.

Massimo,
A wonderful message. I too feel helpless but that is not the Truth, we can always help.

Opus/Paul

Title: Re: I am hounded by fate.
Post by Carl_D on Aug 30^th, 2004, 8:29pm

I am sorry this has you down Zazi, but be strong. You are a warrior, and have already made it through the worst of the battle...
Keep fighting! You have all of us behind you.

Peace & hugs,
Carl

Title: Re: I am hounded by fate.
Post by alleyoop on Aug 30^th, 2004, 9:16pm

Zazi, sometimes life just doesn't seem fair! We were never meant to see the big picture. I believe that we were all put here for a reason and that life is a learning experience. You have every right to be discouraged and no one can blame you for that. It's ok to be discouraged, just don't give up! You're going through all this for a reason and you must not even have a thought of giving in. You must meet this health issue head on, like you do the beast! Zazi, you are going to learn from all this and come out of it an even better person for it!

Thank you Massimo for filling us in.

Zazi, read my tag line.

......................................alley

Title: Re: I am hounded by fate.
Post by farmboy on Aug 30^th, 2004, 11:16pm

Zazi,

Hang in there girl. Things do get better.

I had 2 back operations, got divorced, Lost my job, had to fight the ins co. for my disability. all in a period of 5 years .

but today things are good.

Title: Re: I am hounded by fate.
Post by Peppermint on Aug 30^th, 2004, 11:24pm

on 08/30/04 at 13:02:28, ZAIRA wrote:

[smiley=nono.gif]
I pretend to be ok and find an excuse as to why I am upset because I am tired of fighting...

I am sorry you all don’t need this right now.

Sorry... [smiley=bigcry.gif]

Zazi. You're only human. You don't have to pretend with people who love you, or think you have to make excuses when yet another obstacle gets in your way.

...Just want you to know you have a lot of love coming your way, wish I could reach across the ocean and give you a hug. Whatever is to come, know from me you have my prayers, a shoulder to cry on and not to worry about saying how you feel. Con Dio, everything will be ok.

Strength! to you,
Patty

Title: Re: I am hounded by fate.
Post by cootie on Aug 30^th, 2004, 11:42pm

Someday all the surgery will be done and you will be better and ALL this behind you......gotta get thru this rough get better part first. Look forward to that day.....and stay strong. Gotta get yourself fixed up first. And yeah I will admit them horses can really do a number on your 'pieces parts' and I am also proof of that one. And I love horses....but they have wrecked me ole back pretty good ! I KNOW yer strong but am sure you are gettin wore down by now. Don't let bad luck be the only luck you have Pam

Title: Re: I am hounded by fate.
Post by Mastifflvr28 on Aug 31^st, 2004, 12:49am

Zazi,
Stay hard like we ALL know you can do!!
Take care sweety,
Mast

Title: Re: I am hounded by fate.
Post by totka on Aug 31^st, 2004, 1:06am

Sorry but stay hard Zazi!

:-* and stealthy [smiley=hug.gif]

Title: Re: I am hounded by fate.
Post by Dunnie on Aug 31^st, 2004, 7:54am

I love life and people also. Sometime you fold and somtime you hold. You have to know when.
None of this does any good now but YOU must believe that "and this to will come to pass". My thoughts, prayers and tanti bella causa per te
Dunnie

Title: Re: I am hounded by fate.
Post by Bec on Aug 31^st, 2004, 10:38am

((( Zaira )))

My thoughts and prayers are with you daily. Please know that you are not alone, we are here with you every step of the way.

Pregare Dio , proteggere nostro bellissimo Lo Zaire , e prendersi cura di suo , abbiamo bisogno di suo e bisogno suo con ci , per molto tempo

Love and hugs
Bec

Title: Re: I am hounded by fate.
Post by AndreaD on Aug 31^st, 2004, 4:05pm

I don’t recognise you any more, Zazi. Where is the gal who brings my spirit up with her view of the world/life? :-/