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Title: All good things must come to an end! Post by Jonny on Aug 6th, 2004, 5:37pm Well, nearly five months PF (1 or 2 shadows) and then comes last night. 10 pm awoke with a monster, ran and sucked down two Zomig, slapped on the 02 mask only to realise that the fucking thing is empty, Zomig kicked in an hour later.....WTF? 12:30 am......here we go again, this time theres no Zomig, theres no nothing but ice, another hour 15 of pure pleasure. 3 am......WTF!!!!! The absolute worst night in ten years, me thinks the beast has finally broken my verap, lith barrier that has held him at bay (more or less) for over ten years. Been shadowing really hard all day, I must confess that this shit is starting to scare me, if the verap and lith stop working I am fucked!! Called my Hmo today and told them I want two months of everything and this time I better not get Zomig tabs cause the damn script read ZOMIG NS!!!.....FUCKS The only good thing I can see in this is that maybe I have finally gone episodic for good......what a fucking break that would be.....Damn! I dont usually post this kind of stuff but if im gonna post how PF I have been I might as well tell you the down side too. Save you vibes for someone who needs them. ...................................................jonny Edit:...Spelling |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by Rock_Lobster on Aug 6th, 2004, 5:44pm They probably filled your last script with Viag instead of Verap. Both your heads are pounding! [smiley=cool2.gif] Oh well, here is to a fucken sweet 5 months. |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by Carl_D on Aug 6th, 2004, 5:55pm Sorry to hear the beast is starting to fuck with you again. Get that Zomig, refill that tank, and kick the fuckers ass! As for being scared - I can totally relate. The beast ruined and wrecked my life and relationships for years. I'm sending you some big-ass vibes on propellers, as I have plenty enough for everyone. I got stocked up on them at NashCon. ;) Hang tough, Carl |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by Jeepgun on Aug 6th, 2004, 6:00pm Jonny, I'm very sorry... Five months, though. WOW!! Here's hoping against all hope that you are indeed, episodic now, rather than chronic. Hang tough, man. -Frank |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by Kevin_M on Aug 6th, 2004, 6:15pm jonny, Reading about the PF time for you was always good to hear. The board has plenty of room for hard times. Caught you off guard this time. I hope that's your last night jonny that it happens that way. Back on your toes time and put him down again. Do it again. Hoping the best bud. You can do it. >:( Kevin M |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by pubgirl on Aug 6th, 2004, 6:18pm [smiley=hug.gif] :( W |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by broomhilda on Aug 6th, 2004, 6:25pm Jonny, I am with Kevin on this one, it was wonderful to hear of five months pain free, damm >:( Kick ass, I know you can ;) Hugs Andrea |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by don on Aug 6th, 2004, 6:28pm Go down to the basement and kick Whitey in the nuts and take away his balogna sandmooch.. Wont help the CH but it'll make you feel better. |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by alleyoop on Aug 6th, 2004, 6:38pm Jonny, hated to hear about your late night visitor, bro. I know there's no rhyme or reason to the beast, but can you think of anything that could have triggered it? Miss any meds in the last couple of days? Anything you did yesterday out of the ordinary? We're all pulling for you man, and like you said, maybe you're going episodic. Short of being PF, that would be a blessing in disguise! Hang in there and keep us posted............... ..............................................................alley :-/ |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by 5-string on Aug 6th, 2004, 6:40pm Sorry jonny, I'm still waiting for mine to hit. Big vibes for ya. ...Mark.. |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by cathy on Aug 6th, 2004, 7:12pm Hey Jonny STFU cos I luv ya and I know you'll get through this.... :-* |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by Woobie on Aug 6th, 2004, 7:25pm I'm SOOOO Sorry, Jonny!!!!!!!!!!!!! Kick some ass - I know can. [smiley=hug.gif] tina :-* |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by john_d on Aug 6th, 2004, 7:29pm that sux and it sounds frustrating as hell. sorry bro. I am sending vibes whether you like or not. ;;D |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by Jimmy_B on Aug 6th, 2004, 7:35pm Dude, I feel for ya...man I haven't had a Cluster in about 8 months & I know all too well that "They're Back" feeling. Especially the first few nites when you got nothing to help. If I can help in anyway...give me a yell. I'm getting really f**kin pissed at these f**kin Clusters. Just once I wish a Cluster Headache would materialize into a human form..so I could shoot the mofo in the head with a 10 gauge sawed off shot-gun. >:( Jim |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by Cathi04 on Aug 6th, 2004, 7:43pm LOL...I am not sending vibes,, okay? You told me not to! congratulations/condolences on this new situation..sucks to know you are hurting, Jonny. Now, I am with Cathy on this...STFU...and holler if ya need to yell somewhere! Tough guy..lots of hugs n snogs(Miss Fluffyknickers taught me all bout em!) Miss DG :-* |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by Mark C on Aug 6th, 2004, 7:43pm |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by IndianaJohn on Aug 6th, 2004, 7:43pm Vibes, vibes and more vibes dude! Crack out the whup ass and go on the offense! |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by Redd715 on Aug 6th, 2004, 7:48pm Now this just burns my ass!!!!! No words Bro.....just :'( :'( :'(. Kick ass dude...and I'm throwing in another boot if needed..... |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by Jimi on Aug 6th, 2004, 7:53pm No vibes Jonny. You're man enough to handle it. I just hate to hear success stories go down the drain. Man your battle stations and let the games begin. [smiley=mad.gif] |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by deacon on Aug 6th, 2004, 7:55pm :( :( :( :( :( :( :'( :'( :'( :'( |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by ShariRae on Aug 6th, 2004, 8:23pm SHYTTTTT... I am sorry to hear this Jonny...hang tough..you will beat this bastard.. Huggs Shari |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by saintslair on Aug 6th, 2004, 8:34pm Hey Jonny, Sorry to hear the beast came a knockin' again. >:( Hang in there, if anyone can it's you. No vibs, just kickass and know we're here for ya, as you been here for each and everyone of us. PFDAN, Andy |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by Sean_C on Aug 6th, 2004, 8:36pm What can I say dude other than that sucks big time. I wish you called me I was up till 3am and had plenty of trex and O2 for ya to fight him back. Don't suffer needlessly dude I'm only 1/2 hour from ya and would gladly help out a brother. The last time I went without meds I was rippin a kip 15 around the corner from Dons house at the Boston Home and I honestly almost went to the Carney Hospital down the street and was gonna have them amputate my head. Let me know if you still have my number bro. PFDAN to you Sean................... |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by 9erfan on Aug 6th, 2004, 8:37pm 5 months PF????? WTF????? GEEZ Jonny!! What's up with that? Tryin to quit the chronic club, you bastard?? [smiley=laugh.gif] And now you're snivelin about 1 night of headaches? They were probably MEEEGRAINES you idiot! Did they hurt so bad you had to lie down? ;;D Love you, V. |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by Grandma_Sweet_Boy on Aug 6th, 2004, 8:41pm At your request - no vibes - just an awww, Crap!!!! Hang in there! |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by Little Deb on Aug 6th, 2004, 8:47pm I can send vibes if I want to. Whacha gonna do about it, punk??!! Be thinkin' about you tonight........I 've been shadowing all day too, so tonight should be fun. Maybe we will be sucking oxygen together!! PF night to ya darlin'................Little Deb ;) |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by Not4Hire on Aug 6th, 2004, 9:04pm on 08/06/04 at 20:37:47, 9erfan wrote:
Virginia.... you bastress(?) ...you stole my line!!! ...now I'll have to think of some OTHER way way to torment the WHINEY-GIRLY-MAN..... maybe I'll threaten him with getting OXYGEN supplied by WELDERS..... hmmmm... Quote:
..did ya remember to open the valve? --you PUTZ! (rememer what I tole ju mang!!!) not4 |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by Luciano on Aug 6th, 2004, 9:07pm Hi Jonny! I'm really really sorry about that. I wish you to win the battle again as fast as possible. Cam'on 1/2wop King.... I'm with ya! You remember what we said together (in an international language) to the beast???..... THIS! http://community.webshots.com/s/image14/9/0/77/167690077qmXube_ph.jpg |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by Jayne on Aug 6th, 2004, 10:00pm I know how you feel Jonny, I have been pain free for 7 months due to that combo, but the beast is back at my house this week. Love you darlin Kiss his arse with that boot of yours baby. :-* :-* :-* |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by forgetfulnot on Aug 6th, 2004, 10:29pm on 08/06/04 at 22:00:55, Jayne wrote:
Jayne do you really Quote:
Just wondering. jonny we have talked about alternatives B-4, so I will save my digits. Lee |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by farmboy on Aug 6th, 2004, 10:36pm Hey Jonny. sorry to hear that you are back in pain. Man i know this has got to suck. just wish that someone a lot smarter than me could figure this out so none of would have to suffer ever again. |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by purpleydog on Aug 6th, 2004, 10:53pm Dude, that really sucks! Kick it's ass!!! pd |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by JDH on Aug 6th, 2004, 11:25pm Duuuuuuude this sucks. I thought maybe you had served your time and were a free man. If you're entering the rollercoaster world of episodicville, welcome....I'm sure you already know it sucks too. hang tough man, Jim |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by klp on Aug 6th, 2004, 11:49pm I have enough positive vibes to spread around so want them or not i'm sending them your way! If you are turning episodic then i guess thats good news. hope it's a short cycle though. gl. krista |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by E-Double on Aug 7th, 2004, 12:15am Screw the vibes (as you wish) and screw the beast!!!!!!!! Go fuck "him" up!! Kick it's ass!! http://smileys.smileycentral.com/cat/18/18_1_30v.gif All here for ya brother!! E |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by Peppermint on Aug 7th, 2004, 12:47am Jonny.. babe...... >:( el bastardo desgraciado que se vaya p'al Carajo!! http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v74/Peppermint2867/rogue.gif KICK ASS J-man....anything you need say the word. Love you.. :-* Pep |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by Charlie on Aug 7th, 2004, 1:23am http://www.netsync.net/users/charlies/gifs/aw shit sign.png Sorry to read this but here's hoping that it's now episodic Charlie |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by don on Aug 7th, 2004, 9:05am Lie down in a dark room, cover yourself in Bio Tape, and put a wet cloth on your head YA MEEEEGRAINER! |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by Edna on Aug 7th, 2004, 10:20am Dammit jonny........that's what you get for hugging on Tracey at convention I told you people..... SHE'S CONTAGIOUS ! ;) ;) ;) ;) Hoping and betting you're just gonna be an episodic like some of us others here jonny. Fight hard like we know you can, and use that extra boot I gave you to give it a swift kick in the ass. Knew it would come in handy!!!!!!! luv for you dude, EDNA |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by Cerberus on Aug 7th, 2004, 11:04am J, Fly from the inside killer....as odd as it sounds I hope you are episodic too. Ya know wher ya stand with me n the woobster.....kick ass and take names. Ramon |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by UN_SOLVED on Aug 7th, 2004, 11:27am This thread SUCKS !! (Well, the reason for it does) Sorry you've had to join the fight Jonny. May you be armed to the teeth !! Unsolved |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by Luke63 on Aug 7th, 2004, 11:39am jonny...you are much stronger than some simple-ass beast....kisk his ass...know you can do it man!!!! Luke |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by Jonny on Aug 7th, 2004, 1:14pm Thanks folks....second verse, same as the first....But!, now I have ammo to knock his fucking head off These HA's breaking thru like this has me convinced that the Lith and verap defense is finally dead, I got lucky cause it only works for most people for a few years and it did me right for over ten. Thank you for your posts, PM's and phone calls, you know not how much they are appreciated! Now back to fucking rowing....ALL of you ;;D ............................................jonny |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by Redd715 on Aug 7th, 2004, 1:22pm on 08/07/04 at 13:14:11, Jonny wrote:
King Gotta have ammo when you are going to war.... Our King has spoken! Love Ya Bro... |
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Title: hmmmmmmm Post by rumplestiltskin on Aug 7th, 2004, 1:24pm ...a welder runnin out of O2? highly unlikely and very suspicious...if i were Jonny I'd have my doubts about the validity of this post. I may even strike out in ignorance and call this person a fake....and then have all the Jonny-wanna-bes attack you in kind. ...good thing I'n not Jonny. I walk round this planet with a bunch of you in my mind. Yer problems and joys are in some small way mine too. I have enjoyed having the tiny thought in my mind that "that crazy fucker Jonny is PF"....and now....awww I guess 5 years here of seein the beast...learnin his ways and accepting his power as it is has got me jaded. I can pull back from this world of shit and write it off as "just black squiggles on a screen"...I have to sometimes...cause havin so many friends in horrific pain is just a bit of overload for my emotions. so...I gotta concentrate on the fact that something works for everyone....and know that remissions are possible...and know that some alternative "cures" work for some...and know that the pain will stop in 15...20...45...whatever minutes. ,,,real sorry to hear yer back on the front line Jonny real sorry. Walk in the sunshine den |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by Jackie on Aug 7th, 2004, 3:30pm I just got one thing to say about this.....it's very profound too.....FUCK!!!!! SMOOOOOCH, Darlin Jacks 8) |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by Jonny on Aug 7th, 2004, 4:05pm Hmmmm....Fuck and Smooch in the same post. Works for me......LOL ;;D Smoooch Jacks .....................................jonny |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by DaveHar on Aug 8th, 2004, 1:33pm Hey bro, Sorry to hear that the beast found his way back to ya. I hope that you have become eposodic for your sake. At least then you wont have to fight so damn much with the bastard. Maybe it is time to get the brain of yours working on a cage for the bastard. We have all seen your work and know that if anyone can make it you can. Keep fighting Dave |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by Jonny on Aug 8th, 2004, 3:25pm on 08/08/04 at 13:33:35, DaveHar wrote:
My beast is the least of my problems, Bro.....Fighting to help all here is my main goal, has been for many years and will be till im dead. When I found this place I swore I would do everything I could to help and im still here and doing what I said. ..................................................jonny |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by BillyJ. on Aug 8th, 2004, 3:54pm on 08/08/04 at 15:25:22, Jonny wrote:
We know that Jonny,thats why we why we put up with you! ;) Just remember that we are here for you too bro.NOBODY needs to fight this fucker alone.We got your back dude. ROCK ON!!! PF2ALL,,,,,,,,,,,BillyJ |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by Jonny on Aug 9th, 2004, 3:19pm on 08/08/04 at 15:54:08, BillyJ. wrote:
I know that bro, Hell, I cant be alone with all these damn posts, PM's and phone calls. Racer Bill talked my fucking ear off last night......LMMFAO....good to hear from you dude. ;;D ...........................................jonny |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by Leesa on Aug 9th, 2004, 3:33pm SHIT, DAMN, HELL, MOTHER FUCKER, COCK SUCKER, and and a few other "nice words" Sorry bro >:( Hope it ends soon for ya hun. If we can do anything let us know man. Whip ass and take names! Love ya lots, Leesa :-* |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by Jonny on Aug 9th, 2004, 3:40pm Hey sweet cheeks, Got your letter in the mail today.......it was all my pleasure being there for you when you needed me. BTW....The crown made it home and is on one of my OUCH shelves ;;D ....................................jonny |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by Linda_Howell on Aug 9th, 2004, 3:48pm Jonny, Somehow, I knew the crown and sceptor would make it home to Mass. as for the rest of this shit you're going through.... someone once told me something that I've never forgotten. "You can do this because you are strong. Never forget this this" Road warrior |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by stuey on Aug 10th, 2004, 12:57pm Johnny just curious how much verapamil you've been taking? Is it 960 mg? I'm hoping for you these pass quickly. Stuey |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by Jonny on Aug 10th, 2004, 4:19pm 480 Stuey, but I upped it to 720....also upped the Lithium to 900 so we will see if I can put this fucker back in his cage. .....................................jonny |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by echo on Aug 10th, 2004, 4:24pm Brother Jonny, Sorry to read that the mutant bastard figured out the combination to your verap and lith barrier. Hopefully the increase will keep him at bay. Sorry this has happened. Kick his ass my brother. Mark |
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Title: Re: All good things must come to an end! Post by BruceD on Aug 10th, 2004, 6:40pm Man, that bites!! Here's hopin' that the upped dose will help push the beast back under. Later BruceD |
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