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Title: Huh? What... Oh it's you.. Post by athos on Jul 20th, 2004, 5:32am Course it is 2 am... Who else would it be. Why not I had a good day can't end it on a good note.... I needed a visitor tonight might as well be you... Need an old neighbor to talk to have seen in a week, so come on in an you are making yourself at home.. please don't mind if i rock as I sit here, just my way of saying yes I know that you are here. So a whole has it beena week? No no that long? Oh i guess you are right it was last Wednesday that I saw you last. You made your rounds and back to me huh? Times tough.. No? Well can't say that I am happy for ya. Any chance that this can be hi hello remember me and goodbye???? A little longer... okay... Don't mind me agian I am trying again to deal with you for the moment. Want to break me is it. You are doing a pretty damn good job, but I got other things to deal with as well.. some friends of yours I think.... Not quite sure who they are yet. Any ideas? Ah.. Yes, Maybe & I don't know. Great answers gives me all the information that I need Going to try to push your on your way. There right behind the eye, almost got it. That mush preasure hard on you, or do you just like it any way that you can get it? Is it the actual infliction of the pain, or the sitting back and watching part that you enjoy more? Is the rocking getting on your nerves? bcecasue it is getting harder to sit in this chair and talk, and it is getting a little harder to see through the tears. Light bother you too.. no? You like the bright ones do ya? Trying to remember now when we met. Thats right just after my 18th birthday. I had no clue who you were then... thought I was dying... You are laughing ha.. that amuses you.. I was hoping for a little compassion. I was at my grandpas house. Freaked them out pretty good to. Question. Is it better for you and me to be alone, or do you like to visit when I have company? Oh.. You like the variety... I guess the same old thing might just get boring I guess... What is it you like about me so much? I know there are other you like more and others less, just trying to figure out your method... But I guess that is pointless isn't it. Your are kinda like that itch you can never reach, but that sits deep down in your soul and I scratch and scratch till my heart bleeds... still that amused look on your face.... ...... ........ Sorry couldn't talk for a bit trying to scratch that itch just a little harder. Hey I think I found it... the spot. Oh you say it is just time to go. Maybe I can hope I remember where that spot is. Give just a moment here to gather my thoughts... No I don't mind if you just leave please be on your way.. Don't let my silence stop you. |
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Title: Re: Huh? What... Oh it's you.. Post by Dave_Emond on Jul 20th, 2004, 6:47am Reply from the Beast: Dearest Clusterhead, It has come to my attention that you are experiencing difficulties with your new or old found dilemma. That's all right. I intended it to be this way. Looking for answers? Surely you don't think I'll just let you brush me off so easily. I mean, give me some credit, I am the BEAST! And let me tell you, I am not all pleased with your recent dealings with my other prey. Coming to this little site (ch.com) to find strength. Wipe that sheepish grin off your face too! What are you trying to get away with? These new friends of yours here are really starting to tick me off. Maybe it would help you to understand why I insist you get away from them. You may think by my writing this letter, I fear the organizing of fellow prey? You forget my dear Clusterhead, I am the BEAST, and I will fight you at every turn! You see, I am not your typical foe. I am the master of disguise. Maybe not to you, but to those around you. Look what I've already done to the majority of your doctors. I've clouded their minds. This is so easy. I have to laugh. I've convinced them what you're feeling just isn't so. I've trained them to suspect your problem lies in stress, allergies, diet, smoking, alcohol, head traumas, and my favorite of favorites, over reaction to Migraines, Tension or Sinus headaches. In fact, I love it when they treat you for these. It just cracks me up. I know what you're trying to do here, but I can work in other ways myself to combat you. I can work on your friends, relatives, employers and coworkers. Sir Common Headache is one of my favorite allies. I don't mind his getting credit for my horrible deeds. Just the opposite in fact. The joy I feel when you cringe at the sound of them saying how they too have had had headaches. Oh what a riot! Excuse me, but that one just sends me to the floor in uncontrollable laughter. Are you upset with me dear Clusterhead? I am the BEAST, I could care less how you feel about me, but don't you dare start explaining me to them! Want to play games with me here? Fine. First go out and find that miracle drug that will cure you. Is it starting to work? Oooooh ... I'm melting ... I'm melting! Not! Yeah, it might work for a bit, but only for some and not always then. I can be a bit of a tease, but this is just too much fun. One of my favorite things to do is give someone just a taste of hope, let them yell out to the world how much better they are feeling, then pull the rug right out from under them and they are soon back. Call me what you will my little Clusterhead. But you must understand I want Complete Control! For me it's like a comedy channel. I like to tune in and watch the fun. My favorites are "Shove the Pepper Up Your Nose" and "Blue Cheese in the Mouth". Come on, go ahead, dance in the snow barefoot, drink like Michigan dry in a day, take hot showers, suck in that 02! Am I gone? LOL! naw, I may go for a snack, whilst this is going on, but I'll be back for the next show ... (Cont) ... |
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Title: Re: Huh? What... Oh it's you.. Post by Dave_Emond on Jul 20th, 2004, 6:59am ... continued ... Hard to tell you how much fun this is for me, so get out of here and quit trying to rain on my parade! Oh by the way, I'm after your friend Kip. I didn't appreciate him giving you that scale for pain measurement. That was sly, but I'll find a way around it, tell me you had a 10+ or a 10++, heh heh, yeah that's the ticket! Let the show begin! Go ahead, pace all over the place, not doing any good huh? Get on your knees and beg for mercy. Hmmmmm ... still no good? How about squeezing your head as hard as you can? No? I didn't think so. Okay then, go head and try to hide, and while alone look at that wall ... yeah ... run your head into it. Come on, give it a few more shots, just for me. Floors are pretty hard too, how about a few head-bangers there? Ahh ... thank you. This is wonderful. Let's just do this for a while. Say 45 minutes to 4 hours? Thanks, that was sheer pleasure for me. Now we must address a problem. What are you doing here among those who are trying to defeat me? Repeat after me, "No one knows the pain but me!" Come on SAY IT! Say it damn it! You are NOT listing to me! I've told you to stay away from these people. I've told you to get away from that loving wife, that supportive husband. Don't let them try to comfort you. You are starting to make me angry. Okay then, you asked for it, take a shot of this! You should be ashamed of yourself. Look at what you are doing to them. You my Clusterhead are guilty, yes guilty! Feel it? Come on now, you must? Damn! You need to quit sharing with all these people. Your numbers are growing rapidly here and now you also organize against me at OUCH. Damn all of you. This kind of sharing is not helping me in my cause. I can't deal with you learning to understand, accept and deal with me. Why are all these people trying to help? Am I not torturing them too? Why do they forget about themselves to help you? This isn't fair! I'm supposed to be in control ... oh please stay away from these groups. It's day-by-day making it harder for me to enjoy my work. It's getting tougher when you unite against. Me. Damn you Clusterheadaches.com! Damn you OUCH! Where is MY respect? I've got the rest of the world in my web, but you guys have to got stop this mutiny! I beg of you stop helping each other, stop understanding others, stop finding ways to laugh and stop finding ways to survive. I'm the BEAST! I'm the ONE! I'm the BEAST! ... I'm the Beast ...... I'm the beast ..... I'm the beeeast .... I'm a beeeeeaassttt ............... crap! |
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Title: Re: Huh? What... Oh it's you.. Post by Becky on Jul 20th, 2004, 9:13am Dave I loved your letter to Altos, from the beast. It really helps put things into perspective. How when we join together as a group and support each other how much better we feel. Even when we are being hit, just knowing that there is someone there for us helps. Thank you Hugz Bec |
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Title: Re: Huh? What... Oh it's you.. Post by BillyJ. on Jul 20th, 2004, 4:28pm Reply to the beast- Well you've sure raised hell.I hope your happy.Live it up while you can.Your days are numbered you son of a bitch!! You've fucked with me,worse you've fucked with my family.We know we're not alone with you anymore! The doctors are ignorant,the majority of them.The folks who don't know you,they don't understand.Laugh while you can.We have our own band now.We are teaching the doctors.The drug companies?Yeah they're listening too!You are strong,no doubt there.But there IS strength in numbers,and ours grows every day!Pick on some one new you say?We'll find them too!Soon you will find no more victims alone.We've found some of your weaknesses already,we will find more.We WILL find your end,of this be sure!!! Our armory keeps growing,our family keeps growing,our strength keeps growing.Your days are numbered,mark my words. In all your glory theres one thing you've forgotten,,,,, We are clusterheads,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, WE NEVER GIVE UP!!!!!!!!! So beast,go back to hell you m*th*rf**k*r!!!!! |
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